& Friday, January 19, 2007
WaT Do I Do 2 Make U Love Mi?
Itz 2007 oreadi!Hw fast tym fliez huh?2006 was a great yr 4 mi,full of bof gd n bad memoriez.Bt it seemz dat 2007 isnt gonna b ani betta.A few minz into 2007,I oreadi fought wif B.Wat a bad wae 2 start a new yr,I noe.Bt it dint stop dhere.We've had many other squabblez as daez passd by..
Once,we quarrelled abt his ex's pic.I don mind him kippin his ex's pic actualli cx all dhose r juz 4 memoriez ryt?I maself do kip pics of ma exes.In fact,I hv picz of evry single 1 of dem.Bt e part dat realli tickd mi off was e fact that he cud whack mi juz cx of her pic!I mean,I was juz holdin e pic cx I wanted 2 take a luk @ it.Nv did it croz ma mind 2 throw it awae.Bt he was juz over-reactin ova a small ting.Nyt n dae,he tellz mi dat he lovez mi.Bt hey!Juz luk @ e wae he reacted!Obviousli,he's stil hung up wif her ryt?Gosh!I noe gerlz out dhere wil undastan hw I feel abt dis.Bt I trusted him n had faith in us.So I juz dismissd e issue..
Bt S daez pazd,e pic was stil in his wallet.Wtf!I tol him soo many tymz abt hw I felt abt e whole ting bt he juz tuk it so lightly,takin 4 granted dat no matter wat he does 2 hurt ma feelingz,I'll orwaez b dhere 4 him.He juz nv listens 2 wat I sae.So I decided 2 do e same.I tuk ma pic wif Sajui we tuk a long2 tym ago n put it into ma wallet.E nxt dae wen I met B,I purposeli tol him 2 take out $2 frm ma wallet.He saw e pic,he gt super pissd off wif mi.Hakz!Nw he noez hw I feel huh?He tol mi 2 throw e pic awae.Bt wen I tol him dat I'd onli throw dat pic awae if he threw his pic of his ex firz.He dint wanna do it!He kept on sayin dat he has been kippin dat pic even b4 he was wif his ex.4 hell's sake!I've been kippin ma pic wif Sajui since 2004!Yet I dint complain abt havin 2 throw it awae!Y is he sooo into dat pic 4?Honestli,dis issue has realli caused a huge crack in our rltnshp.It made mi tink twice abt bein wif B n it questioned his love 4 mi..
Cnt he c dat I don nid him 2 sae dat he lovez mi?Ani1 cn sae it bt do dey realli mean it?I nid him 2 prove 2 mi n show mi dat he realli meanz wat he saez!Bt sadli,he has been provin mi oderwise.I dunno hw much more of dis i cn take.Itz realli breakin ma heart weneva I tink abt it.Hu does he realli love nw?Mi or her?I don wan him 2 b wif mi phisically yet his heart is stil wif her 4 all dhese tym dat Im wif him..
Hez done sooo many tingz 2 hurt ma feelingz.Nt once did I feel special 2 him.He'd praise evry single gerl out dhere n it made mi feel lyk S if Im e worse gerl he's eva known n bein wif.Hez nt supposed 2 put mi dwn!S ma bf,hez supposed 2 make mi feel lyk S if Im e onli gerl in dis world dat he sees!I dunno wat elz 2 sae 2 him cx it seemz dat he'll juz nv undastan...
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