So ma presentation's tml.Omg!Dherez stil quite a bit 2 b done.Plus,ma exam's dis fri.Wonder if I can finish studyin on tym..

Aniwae,wat cn I sae.A simple phrase,'2 heartz beatin individualli'.Get wat Im tryna sae here?Ma baby's gone!Yepp!He left 4 gd dis tym.5mthz of rltnshp gone dwn e drain.@ firz,I dint mind cx I felt dat it was realli tym 4 mi 2 go,aniwae.Bt afta a few daez has passd,Im beginnin 2 feel e pinch.Reality is startin 2 sink in dat hez gone.@ tymz,I do feel upset.Bt wat cn I do.Evrytingz said n done.Dherez no turnin bak nw.Hez moved on.I shld 2.Dherez no point holdin it bak.If I don move on nw,wen elz ryt?..

Yeah he did ask 4 a patch yest.Tho I wanted sooo much 2 sae 'YES',I cnt.Cx I noe Mama wun lyk it.Lyk it anot,I hafta sae 'NO'.U hv ani idea hw painful it was 4 mi?Dat was e saddest part of evryting.Im lettin go of evryting,evryting dat I once built soo hard.Im tryna pretend dat evrytingz fine n dat I cn deal witout him.Yes,I cn deal witout him bt evrytingz nt orite.I cnt trip lyk I used 2.Im older,wiser nw.I hafta deal wif dis calmly n maturely.I hafta c e bright side of tingz..

I juz hope dat tingz wil b oarhk 4 mi soon.I wanna bounce of e wall fast.I cnt let him bring mi dwn.Im strong enuf 2 pull thru,I noe.I wil make it witout him..

Nw ma lyf's abt ma family n frenz.Boifrenz?Hmph!Nt til I finish njoyin maself.Dherez stil soo much 4 mi out dhere.I wanna njoi 2 e max.Clubbin again!Omg!Heaven sia!Hehehe!Ma schedule wil b tight,goin out wif frenz n all.Im soooooo lovin it!!!...
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Been 2 skl n bak dis morn.Woke up late bt managed 2 get 2 skl on tym.Was rainin veri heavily.Felt so lazi 2 go 2 skl bt ultimately,I juz dragd ma feet..

Aniwae,gt bak ma Front Office Operationz exam resultz.Scored a distinction 4 it!!Yeeha!Heh!Den came our grp presentation resultz.Gt 7.5/10 4 it.We were e bez grp!Heh!So Mr Isaac,u promizd us breakfast ryt?Wen?Cn we each hv mcdonalds breakfast?Hehehe!Nt 4gettin a prezzie each 4 us.Cn get mi a pack of Winner Menthol?I'd b e happiest person.Heh!Ya2.Drm on,hani!Lyk datz eva gonna happen.Hahz!..

Aniwae,haven seen B in 2daez.Dunno where he is.Dint bother 2 contact him cx of som conflict dat we r facin ryt nw.Bt aniwae,he msgd mi yest,sayin dat he has resignd.I was lyk wat e hell!!Oarh man!!Nt again,plz!..

Somhw,deep dwn insyd,I stil love B alot.I mean,hw cn I nt love him ryt?We've been thru soo much,considerin e fact dat ma mum disagrees on our rltnshp bt we stil managed 2 stae strong n go on.I cn n I wil go on in dis rltnshp bt under 1 circumstance:dat we b bak 2 wat we were mthz bak.So cloz 2 each oder n super lovin.Bt where is all dat nw?Tingz juz seemd 2 take a turn soo fast.I juz cnt seem 2 let reality sip into ma head.Mayb I've changed,mayb nt.I dunno wat it is dat made tingz turn soo sour between us.Hw come ur nt dhere 4 mi animore lyk u used 2 b?Hw come weneva we sae 'gdnite' via SMS,we nv sae e 3 magic wordz ('I Love You')?Where's all dat nw?..

Somtymz I tink we r juz frenz.Bt @ tymz,I cn c dat we r stil 2geder.I nid a definite ans!I cnt stand ard,makin ma own assumptionz abt tingz.It takez 2 handz 2 clap.If Im e onli 1 workin hard 4 dis rltnshp,we stil wun work out..

B,do u hv ani idea hw much I mish e old us,e old u?U nv hurt ma feelingz,orwaez knew hw 2 make mi smyl even wen im @ ma lowest point.Bt nw,u juz don seem 2 giv a damn abt evryting.Itz lyk S if u don care animore.Bt weneva I ask 4 a break up,u don wanna let mi go.So wat izit nw between us?R we JUZ frenz or r we stil a couple.Itz ur decision 2 make.Wateva it is,I'll accept it n learn 2 deal wif it..

All dat I wanna sae 2 u is dat I realli love u alot.If tingz juz cnt b betta between us,den I'd prefer 4 us 2 b apart.Tho it hurtz,itz 4 e bez.If u eva read dis,I juz hope u undastan wat Im tryna sae.Im orwaez lovin u n I hope u feel e same wae 2...
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Here we go again.. Anoder anniversary 4 B n I.. HaPpI 5mThZ,DarL!!..

Tingz hv changed alot between us.We arent S happi S we used 2 b mthz bak.E love is fadin?Mayb.I hv no idea.I cnt seem 2 find e reason y we r lyk dis nw.Evry lil ting I sae or do,he'd get angri.Itz lyk S if nuttin I do pleases him.It hurtz somtymz e wae hez treatin mi.R tingz gonna remain dis wae or is dis juz 4 awyl?Wil we even laz til e end of dis mth?Onli God noez e ans 2 dat.Nevertheless,I'll try ma bez 2 make tingz work out between e 2 of us.If we realli arent meant 2 b 2geder animore,den all I hafta do is juz let go.Tho itz gonna hurt alot,itz e bez wae out 2 evryting.U myt sae dat Im a coward,tryna run awae frm all e probz.Bt I juz cnt take it animore ler.C hw.If he givz mi a reason 2 stae,I wil.If nt,I'll juz walk awae kippin onli e swt memoriez we share 2geder in mind..

Nuttin happend much lateli.Juz dat I had ma Front Office Operationz exam juz nw.Gosh!It was kinda difficult.Hmm..Haiz!Bein to n bak frm skl evrydae.If nt hm straight,I'd b mittin B.Bt we rarely mit up nowadaez.Cx I hv an exam 2 studi 4 n he has a hectic work schedule.If nt,@ nyt I'd go down wif Kakak 2 mit e boiz n juz hang out 2 e playground,juz lafin our asses off ova e smallest ting.Itz fun!Heh!..

Diddy went bak 2 Aussie laz Sundae.Hw sad!Realli mish him alot.Hope he comez bak soon,safe n sound.Don 4get 2 contact mi wen ur bak aite!..

Feelin kinda bored @ hm.Dunno wat 2 do.Wanted 2 go watch a movie bt Kakak has an exam comin up tml so had 2 abandon e plan.Haiz!So here I m stuck @ hm.Thank God Atiqah calld mi 2 hv dinner wif her n e rez l8r!Thx gerl!Ur ma boredom saviour.Heh!Lurbfe2!..
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