HaPpi 1mth AnNiVeRsArY,bAbY!!!.. Yupp2!2dae's ma 1mth anniversary wif ma baby Ijal.Heez!Love him lotz!..

So yest I met up wif ma honey @ Sims since he was off frm work.Went dwn 2 mit him under his blk @ ard 2:30pm.I tink I was a few mins late again.Hahz!Hey!It wasnt ma fault.E bus tuk ages 2 come!Hahz!Kakak dint come along cx she had 2 go ova 2 Bdok 2 mit Penyu n she wanted 2 get smthg frm e interchange,aniwae.So 4 e firz tym yest,I had 2 mit honey alone n kakak had 2 mit Penyu alone.Hmm..Wel,luckily tingz went fyn 4 bof partiez..

So ma honey n I juz walkd ard e estate.I was supposed 2 wait 4 kakak's cal.We were supposed 2 go ova 2 YouthPark 2 film e kllg skate crew sk8in..

Juz chilld under blk 56 wif ma honey.Joked ard n I was punchin him S orwaez.Hahz!He kept on pesterin mi 2 ask kakak 2 come ova quick.Haiz!It seemz dat kakak n Ijal cnt live witout each oder.Dey love 2 gang up against mi n bully mi,u noe!Hahz!So funni!..

Aniwae,Hafiz calld 2 cancel on yesterdae's filmin cx he cudnt make it.Kakak came ova 2 Sims ard 6+ in e noon.Met under blk 56.Chilld 4 awyl den e 3 of us felt hungri.So we walkd 2 e nearest McDonalds @ Aljunied.Dint feel lyk eatin coffeseshop fud..

Came bak 2 Sims ard 7+ comin 2 8 lidat. Ma honey went up 2 his plc firz 2 get cigarettes den e 3 of us walkd 2 Aljunied MRT cx kakak wanted 2 get smthg frm 7-11 n I nided 2 top-up ma ez-link card..

Upon reachin Sims again,e 3 of us chilld under blk 56 again.Seemz 2 b our fav hangout.Hahz!Enjoid e wind dhere.Kakak was bz msgin som peepz wyl ma honey n I were bz irritatin each oder.Muahaha!Den suddenli kakak had a cravin 4 Chupa Chups.Hahz!So we walkd 2 e provision shop 2 get 3 sticks of lollipops.Hahz!..

Chilld @ e seatz near e playground @ blk 55.Ma honey fell aslp on ma shoulder.Hahz!Hw cute!Den his fren came ova 2 chat wif him..

Nt long afta,we had 2 make a move.Dat was ard 12:30am.Gave ma honey a copy of ma pic wif him.He cudnt stop starin @ it.Heh!Huggd him gdbye n kakak n I boarded e bus..

Missin ma honey lotz rite nw.Haiz!Bt 1 ting's 4 sure,I love him sooooo much!Glad dat we made it 1mth 2geder.Hw tym fliez!Hahz!Hope dhere r many more anniversaries 2 come 4 us 2 celebrate 2GEDER...
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Dint mit up wif ma honey yest.He was workin aniwae.Kakak left hm ard 4:30pm 2 mit Wati 2 return her vid cam.I stayd hm cx I was feelin lazi.Went on e comp bt I gt bored soon afta.Hahz!So kakak tol mi 2 mit her @ Bdok 2 hang out wif Penyu..

Left hm ard 6:30pm.Otw out 2 e busstop,met Firdaus,1 of e takraw boiz here.So we chatted n he tol mi smthg veri2 intrestin.He walkd mi 2 e busstop n watchd mi get up e bus.Hahz!Thx 4 accompanyin mi,pal!Hurhur..

So I met kakak @ e fb,S usual.Went 2 e foto shop 2 get ma pic wif ma honey printed out.Den e 2 of us walkd all e wae 2 Penyu's blk frm e int..

Felt a lil weird walkin ard Bdok.Dint feel lyk S if I belong dhere animore.Nuttin's changed bt e atmosphere seemd so cold n un-welcomin.Kinda regret steppin foot into dat plc again.Nv tot dat I'd b dhere again afta kakak n Penyu split up..

Aniwae,walkd thru His blk 2 get 2 Penyu's blk.Mizd e old tymz we used 2 spend chit chattin under His blk wif Him n e rest of e gang.Felt sooo sad suddenli.Bt I juz ignored ma feelingz cx I noe I hv a boi oreadi.Closed ma eyez n juz dismissd e tot.Walkd ova 2 Penyu's plc..

Wen we arrived,he was sprayin his skim board.So we juz hung ard @ e staircase,kippin him compani.We joked ard n I helpd wif e paintin of his board..

Den kakak went dwnstairs,4 god noes wat.She bumpd into His gerl!She calld mi n I rushd dwn.Wanted soo much 2 c His gerl.I noe her,actualli.Came up frm bhynd her 2 sae Hi.A part of mi juz wantz 2 slap her face cx til 2dae,Im stil soo angri @ her 4 comin between mi n Him.Bt I managed 2 control maself.Cx I knew if I did slap her face,He wil hv ma head n I dint wan Him n I 2 b enemies.She said she was mittin Him!Dat part realli gt ma blood rushin 2 ma brain.I used 2 love Him n He used 2 love mi.Im supposed 2 mit Him,nt u!Hey bitch!If onli u knew e whole truth!U'd betta b thankful 4 ma oh-so-kind heart.Oderwise,I cn wreck ur rltnhsp wif Him anitym.Betta don get onto ma nerves or u'll wave Him gdbye soon.Cudnt stik ard ani longer cx ma eyes were all fiery oreadi.Cnt stand her face!Dint wanna argue wif her.Had 2 put on e moz plastic smyl I had n tol her dat I had 2 go.Insyd mi,I was cursin her lyk shit!She tuk Him awae frm mi!Daughter of a gun!..

K2.Letz put dat asyd.Went bak up 2 Penyu's plc.Penyu calld Him.Penyu put Him on loudspeaker.Oarh!I mizd His voice soo much!I beggd Penyu 2 let mi tok 2 Him bt he dint allow.Haiz!Nt long afta,kakak n I left 4 hm..

Den dis stupid prob came up.Cx of smthg I said,Hez lukin 4 mi.Penyu tol mi 2 cal Him wen I reachd hm.Bt I cnt cal!L8r ma bil 'poof!'.So I juz msgd Him.Dis tym,Hez usin "engkau" n "aku" wif mi.Felt soo sad.Nv did he tok 2 mi dat wae.So I juz 4llowd suit ah.Go wif e flow.Bt I managed 2 settle e prob wif Him.So evrytingz fyn nw.Thank God!..

O ya!He tol Penyu dat He saw mi n kakak wif ma honey @ Grandlink.So dat dae was Him la!I dint mistaken Him.He was lyk,"Hani dh de jantan aru ah".Y did He care if I hv a new guy anot?I mean,He oreadi has a new gerl rite?I heard dat He loves her alot n dat dheir rltnshp is lyk super glue,u noe.So strong..

I regret soo much 4 steppin into Bdok again.I promizd maself dat I wun go bak dhere bt I juz did!Haiz!Bdok onli remindz mi of Him n e happi tymz we used 2 share S a grp.Bdok holdz alotta memories 4 mi.Swt onez,dat is.Datz y it hurtz mi soo much wen I tink abt it.Itz amazin hw so many tingz changed ova a short period of tym.E ppl I tot I knew soo wel,hv changed soo much!I feel lyk S if I dunno dem animore.Itz sad.All e 6 of us r headin 2wardz our own separate paths.Dis is e shortest frenship I've eva had.We shared soo much 2geder S frenz n nw itz all gone.Im trippin ova Him again.I miz Him soo much!I hate dis kinda feelin cx I noe Im nt supposed 2 feel dis wae.I hv Ijal n I MUST concentrate on him,on us.I cnt throw awae ma rltnhsp wif Ijal juz cx of Him.Itz nt worth it.Nevertheless,I'll continue 2 pray dat 1 dae He'll c dat I truly love Him.He'll orwaez hv a special plc in ma heart.Destiny calls n Im forced 2 take on a separate path.Bt S I move on,I'll orwaez luk bak evry 5mins 2 check if Hez doin fyn.N Im willin 2 run all e wae bak 2 rescue Him if dherez a nid 2...
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Hey!Check out e date!Itz e 25th!If Diddy n I were stil 2geder,we wud b celebratin our 8th mth anniversary 2dae.*sobz*..

Aniwae,went out 2 mit ma honey yest noon.Dint intend 2 mit up wif him,actualli.Was supposed 2 accompani kakak 2 mit Sufiyan,her fren @ tampines ard 12:30pm bt he came ova 2 our plc instead so e plan was canceld..

Was gettin bored @ hm wif nuttin 2 do wen suddenli ma honey msgd mi,askin mi 2 mit up wif him.Apparently,he tuk an off dae yesterdae.Kakak wanted 2 mit Wati @ her plc cx kakak wanted 2 borrow Wati's vid cam.So we went 2 fetch ma honey @ sims n den e 3 of us headed 2 tamp via MRT..

Tuk bus no.18 frm e interchange 2 Wati's plc.Gt lost dhere!Hahz!Kakak tot dat we were supposed 2 alight @ e 4th busstop wen we were supposed 2 alight AFTA e 4th busstop.C e difference?Muahaha!So we all had 2 walk 2 e nxt busstop which was quite far awae.Hahz!Upon reachin e busstop,Wati tol us 2 walk 2 her blk..

So we had 2 luk 4 her blk.E plc lukz kinda weird wif e blk numberz all jumbled up.Afta a 15 or 20 min walk,we reachd her blk.Dat was wen I realised dat we had walkd 1 whole big round ard e estate!Muahaha!Wen we cuda walkd straight frm e bridge where we came frm.Sooo funni sia!I was soo draind off ma energy.Felt so dehydrated n all sweaty.Eww!..

Found her plc n kakak went in wyl I sat @ e staircase 2 accomopani ma honey.Waited 4 kakak 4 quite awyl.Ma honey was bz smokin wyl I was bz gettin bored..

Den finally Wati n kakak came out.We tuk a slow stroll 2 e bridge again.Kakak,ma honey n I tuk bus no. 28 bak 2 e int.Den we went 2 eat @ LJS.Afta dat,went 2 get a cassette 4 e vid cam.We dint noe where 2 go.Kakak had 2 film som stuff so we decided 2 head ova 2 City Hall..

Tuk bus no. 10 frm e int.Was a rather long ryd 2 Suntec.I was soo slpy.Arrived @ Suntec ard 8pm.Headed 4 e toilet.Den we walkd ova 2 Peninsula Plaza.Walkd ard 4 awyl,lukin @ intrestin stuffs in e shops den we headed 2 Esplanade.E environment was sooo romantic sia!Hahz!Kakak cudnt find anitin newsworthy dhere so we headed 4 Marina Square..

Went into Mac 2 get som drinks n 2 take a rez.All of us were feelin tired.Den we tuk bus no. 70 bak 2 sims.Had 2 walk thru geylang lor. 12 n I saw realli intrestin stuffs dhere.I shant describe in detail here.Hahz!It was kinda amusin 4 mi cx it was ma firz tym walkin thru dat plc n seein all dhose stuffs..

Finalli arrived @ sims.Ma honey went up 2 his plc 2 get som cigarettes wyl kakak n I waited dwnstairs.Den we headed 4 blk 56,which is our fav hangout.E wind dhere is super shiok!Heh!Chilld dhere wyl kakak was bz tokin on e fone wif soo many diff ppl.Hahz!..

Ard 12:10am,we tuk a slow stroll 2 e busstop,nt wantin 2 miz e laz bus.Den ard 12:44am,our bus came so I waved ma honey gdbye..

Reachd hm n ma honey was msgin mi all e wae.He went 2 slp firz.Nt long afta,I dozed off 2.Was a real tirin dae 4 all of us.Esp e 'gettin lost' part.Muahaha!...
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Somtymz,I wonder 2 maself.. Cn Ijal n I last long 2geder?I noe many of ma frenz hu hv been in a rltnshp wif dheir bfs or gfs 4 sooo many 'donkey' yearz.So a long-term rltnshp realli isnt impossible @ all.4 dem,dat is.Bt 4 mi,I totalli hv no idea.Ma longest rltnshp dint even last 4 a yr n dat was 2 or 3 yrz bak..

2 ppl hu knew mi throughout secondary skl lyf,yall noe hu I was wif.2 dhose hu dunno,I'll juz refer 2 him as J in ma post here..

I orwaez wanted a long-term rltnshp.I tot I wud hit @ least e 1-yr mark wif J.We were realli happi 2geder.Nt onli was he ma boi bt he was ma bestest fren!We wud go 2 e MP library evrydae afta skl 2 studi n wud onli head hm ard 9pm.We grew up 2geder n we faced many ups n dwns 2geder.Nv did I anticipate dat Hari Raya Puasa 2004 wud b e dae I've been dreadin e moz.Yes!J askd 4 a break-up.God noez y.Haiz!..

Since den,I nv found a guy S gd S J.All e guyz I've been wif were matreps.Been in n outta rltnshps sooo many tymz,I cnt even count.Been breakin up wif 1,patchin up wif anoder,breakin up again,findin anoder guy.Blah3!U get e picture rite?..

I orwaez hope n prae dat I'd get into a long-term rltnshp.Dunno y bt it has orwaez been ma drm.I c ma frenz celebratin dheir 1yr or 2yr anniversaries wif dheir boo.Mi?Im celebratin ma 1 MONTH anniversary!Wth!I juz wanna b able 2 tel som1 dat I've been wif som1 4 __yrs.Nt mths!..

Been thru 4 faild rltnshps dis paz 3yrz.Don wish 2 b in anoder..

Finalli 2006 brought mi Ijal.Was wif him on 28 Jan,which was oso ma mum's bdae.Cute huh?Heh!Ijal n I cn get along veri2 wel.Hez soo much lyk J except dat hez wae more matured.Allah has brought mi a fantastic guy n I thank Him alot 4 dat.Itz lyk a drm come tru on ma part.Nw Im prayin dat Ijal n I cn make it thru 1yr 2geder.Which meanz,ma mum's nxt bdae wud b our 1YEAR anniversary.Datz all I wan 4 us rite nw.I hope dat we cn overcome all obstacles along e wae.I juz wan e happiness we bof hv in e rltnshp rite nw 2 stae n perhapz,along e wae,our bond wil b stronger..

I feel lyk Im askin 4 2 much @ once.Bt gosh!I juz wan a perfect rltnshp n I hope dat ma rltnshp wif Ijal rite nw wil b THE 1...

*Love is nt abt findin e rite person,bt creatin e rite rltnshp.Itz nt hw much love u hv in e beginnin bt hw much love u build til e end...*
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Went 2 Parkwae 2 walk ard wif kakak.Wanted 2 pass e tym cx we were onli mittin ma honey @ 8:45pm.So kakak n I went 2 get som stuffs @ Chamelon n den we went 2 buy our favourite bubble tea.Tuk a slow stroll 2 e busstop bhynd roxy square.Along e wae,camwhorin S usual.Heh!..

Bumpd into Wee Yong.Is dat hw u spell his name?Aniwae,dint notice dat it was him walkin bhynd us all e wae @ bridge n into roxy square.Dint even recognize dat it was him!He changed alot sia!Betta lukin nw.Heh!Turnd ard n lukd @ him den he stared @ mi.Gt a lil pissd off n juz gav him dat luk n turnd awae.Buggd ma earz wif ma mp3.Den suddenli kakak went lyk "Eh!Hi!".So I turnd ard.Wee Yong said Hi 2 mi.Bt I went lyk "Huz dat?".He went dwn e escalator n den I realised dat itz Wee Yong!Argh!Felt soo bad 4 juz starin @ him wif e dao luk.So I shouted frm upstairs,"Hi Wee Yong!".Dunno if he heard mi cx he was on e fone.Haiz!Aniwae,Wee Yong,if u happen 2 read dis,Im sooo sori.Heh!Dint recognize u la.Paiseh2!..

So we walkd 2 e busstop.Camwhored again wyl waitin 4 e bus.Den suddenli ma honey calld askin mi where we were.Den I realized dat we were late.Oopz!Hahz!Boarded e bus n we were on our wae 2 Sims Drive 2 mit ma sweetiepie!..

Calld him wen we arrived.Den e 3 of us headed 4 Grandlink cx he wanted 2 plae CS wif his fren.Tuk bus no. 155 2 Singpost n we had 2 walk all e wae 2 Grandlink.Itz quite a distance ah bt it felt lyk miles awae 4 mi cx I realli nided 2 visit e toilet.Felt so uncomfortable all e wae.Felt lyk heaven sia wen we finalli reachd Grandlink n enterd e toilet!Hahz!..

So kakak n I accompanied dem playin CS.We dint feel lyk playin so we juz watchd dem plae.Saw a grp of mats enter n 1 of dem lukd sooo much lyk Amy sia!Ma heart was in ma throat 4 awyl.Hahz!..

We left Grandlink ard 11pm.Tuk bus no. 40 bak 2 Sims Drive.We bought fud @ e coffeeshop.Tuk a few pics wif ma honey wyl waitin 4 e fud 2 b prepared.Den e 3 of us headed 2 som void deck 2 indulge in our fud.Heh!..

Saw a police car parkd @ e carpark.All of us panickd.I panickd cx I dint wan a letter 2 reach ma parenz,ma dad esp,tellin dem of ma whereabouts.E rulin is such nw,esp 4 kids lyk mi hu r stil under e age of 17.HaizNt onli wil dey screen u bt dey wil send a letter 2 ur parenz in a few daez tym.Datz wat I hate.Aniwae,ma honey started 2 panick cx he 4gt 2 bring his IC.Kakak orwaez hated gettin screend.So each of us were feelin insecure.Den suddenli e lift door open n out came 2 police officers!Oh shit!Ma heart was in ma throat!I turnd ma bak 2 dem.Dey lukd @ us n juz walkd awae.THANK GOD!Mayb dey tot dat we were waitin 4 e lift 2 go hm.Heh!..

Wif e police officers gone,we headed 4 blk 56 2 eat.Den we went bak 2 e coffeeshop 2 get drinks n tuk a slow stroll 2 e busstop.Tuk e last bus no. 51 bak hm.Waved ma honey gdbye n off we went..

Missin him lotz oreadi.Heh!Hope 2 c him again soon.Mayb dis wkend,mayb nxt Mondae.Nt sure yetz.Smthg abt ma honey makez mi trust him alot.E rltnshp dat Im havin nw is somwat lyk e rltnshp I had wif Joe yearz bak.Dherez soo much trust in dis rltnshp n bof parties r happi.We entertain each oder wif our own craziness.Heh!Dis is e kinda rltnshp dat I've been lukin 4,4 a long2 tym since Joe n I broke up.Finalli,Allah has answerd ma prayers.Amin!...
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Went 2 mit ma sweetiepie @ sims juz nw wif kakak.Went 2 Aljunied MRT 2 get smthg frm Cheers n tuk a slow stroll 2 sims drive cx he wanted 2 bathe firz.He juz came bak frm work,u c.We occupied e tym by camwhorin under e blks..

Den went 2 "preet!" him out.He came dwn shortli.Smellin gd,S usual!Hmph!Hey!Im supposed 2 smell betta den him,nt e oder wae round!Wel,aniwae,we chilld under e blk.S usual,Im makin e moz noiz.Hahz!E 2 of dem r sooo quiet dat I felt S if I was crazee.Muahaha!He kept on starin rite into ma face seh!Made mi feel soo awkward n uncomfy..

Den we walkd ard e estate.Gt som drinks n went 2 chil out @ e playground.He was sittin nxt 2 mi.Heh!..

Den kakak n I had 2 make a move cx we were afraid 2 miz e laz bus AGAIN.Heez!He walkd us dhere.It was e firz tym eva dat he held ma hand.Yeeha!Sooo cute seh!Bt stil,we were feelin a lil awkward.He ormoz slipd.Sooo funni dat I cnt help bt laf.Muahaha!Im soo mean,I noe..

Aniwae,Im mittin him again l8r.Cnt seem 2 get enuf of each oder huh?Missin him oreadi.Love him lotz!Hahz!K.Gtg nw.Til nxt tym!Toddlez!...
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Haven been goin out 4 e past 2 n a half daez since we gt hm frm e tawn nite.Haiz!Missin ma honey loadz.He callz n msgs mi ocassionalli.He msgd mi yest sayin dat he misses mi soo damn much.I noe dat 2dae is his off dae n dat he juz gt his pae.Den hw come he dint ask mi out?Hmm..Dat realli pisses mi off sia!I cn onli c him once a wk cx hez workin.Nw he dint even ask mi out on his off dae!Wth..

So here I go again,blabberin abt boiz.Dis is e exact reason y I don wanna b attachd 2 som1 or even love som1.Cx wen I love dat som1,I tend 2 b sooo into him dat ma world is juz abt him.I DON LYK DAT!..

Yeah I noe som ppl myt sae dat life witout love is borin.Bt 2 mi,I'd rather b witout love.All I nid is love frm ma dearez family n frenz.Nuttin more den dat.Cx fallin in love wif som guy onli bringz alotta disappointmentz.I don wanna go thru all dat again..

Somtymz Im askin maself,hw come Im sooo into Ijal.Hw come I accepted him?Hmm..I don even hv e answers 2 dat.I noe hez a real nice guy n he lovez mi 4 hu I m.He doesnt even try 2 change mi a single bit.He doesnt hv a prob wif e wae I drez n he doesnt hv a prob wif ma childish attitude.He doesnt even get angri wif mi.Datz e part dat I realli2 lyk abt him.Cx nt all guyz r dat patient.I wanna b wif him n hope dat our rltnshp wil last long.Bt Im sooo afraid 2 face all e setbacks n disappointmentz along e wae.I've had enuf of dhose..

Aniwae,I wil nv undastan y He did e tingz He did.I've askd som of ma guy frenz 2 evaluate His character n y He did dis n dat.Dey tol mi dat He loves mi alot,datz y.Certain partz of it,I do believe.Bt moz of it,I tink itz bullshit!Cx hw cn som1 hv e heart 2 do smthg,knowin dat his beloved 1 wil b hurt wen she findz out abt it rite?He doesnt love mi enuf la.Datz all I hafta sae.Cx if He realli did love mi S much S ma frenz tot He did,He wud hv tot ova it twice or thrice b4 doin it.Case closed.Im done n ova wif Him.I gotta move on frm here n Im takin e firz step.I noe hez wif his new gerl oreadi.So I juz gotta wave Him gdbye frm afar n walk awae.Hopefulli,dis tym,I wun turn bak.Hopefulli His new gerl,I shant name hu,cn tkcr of Him wel...
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Dint blog 4 quite awyl oreadi.Been bz wif stuffs.Nw here's an update of e paz few daez I've mizd..

15th Feb:
Dint plan 2 go out.Woke up S usual.Went online 4 awyl.Chat wif ma dearest Charm on MSN.Miz her lotz!

Den suddenli ma fone rang.ABF HAFIZ calld!I was kinda shockd ah.Dint xpect him 2 cal afta nt bein in contact 4 a few wkz.Or shld I sae mthz?Hmm..Nt 2 sure maself.Aniwae,I askd if we cud go dwn 2 mit him.He said ok.So I woke kakak up n she went straight 2 e toilet 2 bathe.Den we had our lunch @ hm n went 2 drez up.Tuk bus no 59 straight 2 Changi Village 2 mit Hafiz.We were supposed 2 mit him ard 5pm.Tink we were a lil late ah.Typical of us,tho.Hahz!..

Was in e bus.It was a rather long ride dhere.Kakak n I bof stuffd our earz wif mp3.Den suddenli Penyu calld.Kakak n him had an argument,S usual.*rollz eyez*Penyu was all flared up cx kakak was goin 2 mit Hafiz.Hello!We r juz mittin Hafiz wat.No biggy.Hez in trouble here n we wanna help.Y r u stoppin us seh?I noe ur jealous,Penyu n I wun balme u 4 dat.I noe hw it feelz bt chil la!Im dhere wif ma sis wat.Wat cud possibly happen seh?Haiz!Cnt u trust mi @ leaz a lil?Hmm..I was so pissd off dat I was raisin ma voice in e bus.Ma red bull is emergin out frm ma bodi oreadi.Sooo pissd off!..

K.Dat we put asyd k?Gt dwn frm e bus n met Hafiz @ e busstop.We chilld @ e basketball court.Itz been a long tym since we met n he kinda changed a lil ah.We chatted S usual n he was irritatin mi S per normal.Mizd e old tymz!..

Den we went 2 get som fud @ e hawker centre.Ijal msgd mi wantin mi 2 go dwn 2 Simz drive 2 c him.He wanted mi 2 ask Hafiz along cx itz been a long tym since he saw Hafiz 2.Dey used 2 work 2geder,u c.Hafiz refused 2 go dwn 2 sims drive bt in e end,he did.Yay!So we tuk bus no 2 all e wae 2 sims drive..

I was nervous ah.Ma firz tym mittin ma honey.Dunno if we cn get along anot.Lucki ma fren calld so I wasnt sooo nervous.Nt long afta,Ijal came dwn.He smelld gd n he was kinda cool ah.Wif bling2 earringz n all.Hez soo ma type of guy!Heez!Chilld 4 awyl den kakak,Hafiz n I tuk e bus hm.Had a real fun dae out!..

16th Feb:
Met Penyu @ fb ard 1:45pm.Den e 3 of us headed 2 Sentosa in bus 30.Penyu was stil fed-up wif kakak.Haiz!Finalli persuaded him 2 tok 2 her.I stuffd ma earz wif mp3 all e wae.Dint wanna hear dem yellin..

Walkd along Palawan Beach 2 Billabong.All e wae,kakak n Penyu were arguin.Haiz!No commentz,realli.Juz e norm between dem.2 b honest,dheir rltnshp is oreadi broken beyond repair ah.I cnt help dem out animore.So I juz minded ma own business.Was in ma own world.Den e 2 of dem realli2 argued.Dis tym,Penyu flung his hp in e air n walkd off.I was juz sittin dhere lukin @ e drama.Haiz!Nt long afta,he came bak 2 take smthg frm mi n walkd off n came bak again.Haiz!..

He wanted us 2 go 2 e tower cx he wanted 2 sort tingz out wif kakak.So I juz taggd along.Went 2 e top of e tower alone 2 snap som picx n I cn hear kakak yellin frm dwnstairz.Haiz!Came dwn n dey were stil arguin.Frankly,I was pissd off.E argument seemd 2 last a lyftym.Haiz!He persuaded us 2 leave him dhere alone.So we walkd off.Turnd ard,n dhere he was runnin afta us.Haiz!NT AGAIN!Anoder drama in e makin.Haiz!Afta much tok,we left witout him.Waited 4 e shuttle bus n he suddenli emerged.He pretended he dint noe us.We juz stuffd our earz wif mp3 n minded our own business.In e bus,ma fone rang.HE calld.Haiz!Wanted mi 2 sit nxt 2 him.He kept on persuadin mi 2 make kakak change her mind.Bt cnt he undastan dat love cnt b forced?Kakak juz doesnt wanna b wif him animore!Haiz!..

He taggd along all e wae wen we were @ Harbourfront Centre.Wanted 2 paz e tym cx we were supposed 2 mit Hafiz n Ijal @ simz drive again dat nite @ 8:45pm.Den Penyu was persuadin kakak all e wae!Mak engkau!Irritatin seh!Bt I juz kept ma cool ah.He wanted us 2 go plae pool 4 awyl.I tol him dat we cnt cx if we did,we'd b late 2 mit Ijal.Bt he said 4 awyl onli.Fuckin shit!Haiz!I noe he purposeli did dat cx he dint wan us 2 go mit Hafiz n Ijal.Haiz!K nvm den..

Den finalli kakak said 2 him,"I stil love Hafiz la!"Dat realli made him walk awae 4 gd.We were lyk birdz bein let outta e cage seh!So relieved!Den we tuk bus 100 2 sims.Met Hafiz n Ijal @ e playground.Den e 3 of us went 2 Grandlink 2 plae CS where kakak n I lost lyk hell 2 dem!Argh!So frustratin seh!Den Penyu calld,wantin 2 speak 2 kakak.I tol him dat kakak was bz wif CS bt he insisted.Haiz!Den he hung up.Aiyo!..

Afta e game,Ijal,Hafiz,kakak n I tuk a cab bak 2 sims.We chilld dhere again.Supposed 2 take a bus bak 2 Changi 2 tawn wif Hafiz bt we mizd e last bus.Haiz!So we were stuck @ sims.Ijal came dwn again 2 mit us.Yay!I was sooo happi 2 b able 2 c him again..

Chilld under e blk.Was freezin cold bt Ijal snuggled up wif mi.DInt feel so cold afta all.Heh!Den wen it was 7am in e morn,e 4 of us went 2 e market hawker centre cx dey wanted 2 eat.Den we chilld @ e playground.Playd catchin wif Hafiz.Heh!I noe.We r childish.Was fun bt I was soo outta breath.Den Hafiz playd ard wif wormz n I was so grossd out!Was screamin!Heh!Abt 12+ in e noon,we tuk a bus bak..

I cud get along wif Ijal.I was sooo happi.Hez a nice guy ah.I've decided 2 b faithful 2 him.So gdbye 2 ma oder 2 bfs.Hahz!Tataz!I hope Ijal cn make mi happi n dat our rltnshp cn last long.I realli3 love him alot!...
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13th Feb:
Went dwn 2 twn wif Penyu 2 get kakak smthg 4 Valentinez Dae.So I woke up earlier den usual 2 mit Penyu @ fb ard 2:15pm.Den e 2 of us walkd ard Bedok Central firz.Ard 3+pm,we made our wae 2 Orchard 2 mit Along.We tuk an MRT dhere.Headed straight 2 Pacific Plaza where we were supposed 2 mit Along.Penyu n I spent som tym walkin in n out of e surf shopz dhere wyl waitin 4 Along 2 arrive.Den e 3 of us proceeded 2 Far East Plaza..

At first,dhere was a lil tension between Along n I cx it was our firz tym mittin each oder.S usual,e cousins were havin a gd tym,makin a fool of demselves.I gotta admit dat I was havin fun watchin dheir sillyness.Heh!Ma gosh!E silly tingz dey did were god damn funni sia!Heh!..

Den I realised ma sandal was gonna giv wae.Oh shit!I was lyk prayin sooo hard dat e sole wun come off cx den e boiz wud b havin a gd laf @ mi.Hahz!I had 2 control e wae I walkd.I had 2 practicalli drag ma feet so dat e sole wun come off!Gosh!Walkin ard e whole of twn e wae i did was super tirin sia!Ma leg was achin n I was dead tired..

E 3 of us had late lunch @ Mac.E boiz did e moz disgustin stuff eva!I totalli lost ma appetite sia!I cudnt even finish ma McSpicy Double burger!Dey put chilli sauce,mayonnaise,milo,coke,curry sauce,barbeque sauce n wateva oder sauces dey cud find n stird e whole ting up 2geder.Woah!Lukd sooo disgustin.Was abt 2 puke bt I controld ah.Heh!Dey cn even eat fries wif it sia!Ewww!Gross!I managed 2 catch it on video.Real cool stuff.Hahz!..

Den we walkd bak 2 Far East.Chilld outsyd KFC b4 headin bak hm.Went bak 2 Penyu's plc firz den frm dhere,I tuk bus 60 straight hm...

14th Feb:
VALENTINEZ DAE!Did I go out on a date?Nah!*shakez head*Soo pissd off wf ma bfs..

Bfs?Yeah!Boifren wif an S.Yupp!U guezd it!Imma bitch!I hv 3 bfs.I noe u myt cal mi mean or a bitch or wat.Cal mi wateva u wan la.Im sik of bein faithful 2 1 ah.It usualli doesnt pae off.U myt nt share e same opinion wif mi bt 2 dhose hu hv been hurt by rltnshps far 2 many tymz,Im sure u'll undastan mi veri wel.Boiz usualli plae mi out.Nw itz ma turn 2 plae dem out.I WAN MA REVENGE.Muahaha!..

Aniwae,bak 2 e story.Yupp!Im pissd off wif all 3 of dem.E 1 I kinda love most,Ijal is workin.So I cnt blame him rite?Tot of seein him afta work.Calld him 4 tymz bt he switchd off his hp.Bummer!K fyn..

So I calld e 2nd 1.I noe hez done wif skl.Calld him 2 tymz,he dint pik up.Fuck it!Calld his fren,his fren said hez @ hm,dwn wif a high feva n flu.K fyn.I calld him bak,he ignored ma cal.Finalli,I used Penyu's fone n he pikd up.WTF!Wanna avoid mi sae la!Wahlau eh!I askd him hw come he nv pik up ma cal,he said "Sori ah syg.I was chargin ma fone outsyd ah juz nw.Lazi 2 walk out.Ma head heavi ah."Den I askd him hw come he cud answer Penyu's cal.He went lyk,"Ma mum said I had a cal.So I went 2 pik it up ah."Piece of crap!Hw cum he cn pik up an unknown cal n he cnt even pik up ma cal?Xcuses!!!Don wanna tok 2 mi juz sae ah.I wun mind aniwae.I cn find anoder guy ah!Wanna break,juz sae la siak!Ur juz wastin bof our tym here.*rollz eyez*..

I dint go lukin 4 e 3rd 1,tho.Cx I don realli noe him dat wel.Don wish 2 hang out wif him.Bt he was e swtest among all ah.@ leaz he did cal mi @ nite wyl I was @ Penyu's plc.E firz ting he said was,"Happi Valentinez Dae,syg!"Awww..Hw swt of him!E 1 I cared abt least was e 1 huz most sincere 4 bein wif mi.It usualli is lidat rite?Heh!Den he tol mi dat our 1mth anniversary was on e 13th.I was taken aback.I dint noe he counted!All ma guyz nv cared abt anniversaries n dis 1 does!Hw romantic!Heh!Woah!So fast sia e 2 of us 1mth oreadi.Hahz!We had a long fone chat.Ma batt was ormoz flat seh!Hahz!I suddenli feel dat I love him more oreadi.Bt stil,he cnt beat Ijal's plc.Heh!Ijal is stil e moz impt 2 mi among e 3 of dem..

So dhere!Datz hw I spent ma Valentinez Dae dis yr.Went 2 twn wif Penyu n kakak n gt pissd off wif ma bfs.Cool rite?Hope u guyz had a betta Valentinez Dae den I did.To Him,Happi Valentinez Dae!...
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Dint go aniwhere yest noon.Woke up ard 1pm afta sendin mama 2 e door.Laid dwn awyl b4 goin 2 bathe.All dae msgd ma dearez adk,Zul.He accompanied mi wyl I was bz gettin bored @ hm..

Dint do anitin much ah.Fell aslp in Papa's rm den wen he came hm,shifted bak into ma rm n continued wif ma slp.Heh!Was so annoyd by ppl msgin mi.Hello!I wanna slp here!4 e firz tym,felt lyk throwin ma fone outta e window.Hahz!U c,wen a new msg comez in n I haven read it,ma hp wun stop vibratin n beepin.It sooo pisses mi off!So in order 2 shut it up,I hv no choice bt 2 open e freakin msg n epli hu eva msgd mi.Haiz!..

Wanted 2 happily go bak 2 slp wen ma old fone rang wif a msg.Ignored it cx I was 2 lazi 2 walk 2 e TV in ma rm where I was chargin ma hp.Dozed off 4 a lil wyl wen suddenli ma fone rang.Woke up lazily n den e blardy person hung up.Itz a miz cal.Was curious 2 c hu.Dragd ma heavy feet 2 ma hp.Opend up e miz calz file n guez hu cald?!MD NOH!Yeah!Md Noh cald!Seein his name suddenli made ma eyez grew wide open n suddenli I wasnt slpy animore.Hahz!..

Check ma msg n it was frm him.Was shockd n surprised by wat he said in e msg.Don wanna sae wat he typed ah.Private n confidential.Heh!Aniwae,was msgin Zul on ma new hp n @ e same tym,msgin Md Noh on ma old hp.Hahz!Bz!!Muahaha!Comez 2 tink of it,I juz dreamt of him yest noon wen I was takin ma nap den suddenli he msgd.Woah!Hw weird cn dat b?Heh!..

Kinda mizd Md Noh actualli.Nv dreamt dat I wud sae dis again bt ya!I do miz him.Bt datz all ah.Nuttin more den dat.Dherez nuttin rong wif missin som1 frm ur past rite?Once in awyl,it does happen.Hahz!Bt stil,no1 cn eva take His plc.Stil lovin Him lotz..

Ijal msgd mi again yest nite.Actualli,he cald firz b4 msgin.So I managed 2 hear his voice!Yay!Heh!Was msgin n msgin him.Suddenli he said he wanted 2 c mi dis aftanoon cx itz his dae off 2dae.I said ok n askd whether I cud bring ma sis along.Den he dint epli.Burgh!Sucha pisser!K fyn la!U nv confirm anitin rite?So I shant spend ma dae wif u den!Wanna ask ppl out bt don wanna confirm.Wtf!Hope he doesnt cal mi l8r n suddenli asks mi out @ e laz minute.Cx den I'll b lazi 2 go out.Haiz!..

Penyu wanted out n he wantz out again.Hw many tymz must he do dis?Sae..Dis e 5th or 6th tym,I tink.Haiz!I hv no idea wat 2 sae animore.Persuaded him tym n tym again bt dunno y suddenli nw I heck care oreadi.Cx I noe if I made him stae nw,he'll simply go awae again.Wun b surprised if itz tml or e nxt min.Haiz!..

E Charmed circle broken?Mayb,mayb nt.Itz juz lyk e Charmed TV serial itself,u noe.Wen Prue,e leader of e 3 sisterz died.Yeah!Itz happenin 2 OUR Charmed circle.Penyu's e leader cx hez orwaez e 1 2 make decisionz 4 us.Nw he wanz out.Hmm..Mayb we'll get a replacement,mayb nt.Juz lyk wen Paige joind dem.Itz a complete circle again.Dunno whether it wil happen here.Dunno whether e circle wil stil exist afta Penyu leaves.Haiz!Wat e heck!..

Im done helpin ppl ard here!Hello!I've gt ma own probz 2,u noe?!I hv ma own rltnshp probz 2 tink abt.Im juz a normal person!Cx I've been helpin oderz 2 much,I abandon ma own probz which usualli nidz immediate attention.Dat was wat happend between mi n Him.I was helpin out oder ppl wif dheir probz dat I neglected us.N cx all ma brain energy has been used up,I cudnt tink straight n askd 4 a fuckin break up.So ppl,plz!Yall must respect e fact dat I've gt probz 2!Nt dat I don wanna help ah.I do.Bt I nid tym.Ma probz aint settled yet.I wil help yall.Don worie.Juz let mi settle ma probz firz k?Haiz!I don wanna lose anoder loved 1 cx of helpin oder ppl wif dheir rltnshp probz.If I kip on helpin oderz,wat abt mi?No1 helpz mi wif ma probz.I usualli hafta face it on ma own.Mayb itz tym u ppl solve ur probz on ur own,witout mi.U ppl gotta learn 2 b independent.Plz!...
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Dint go aniwhere yest.Dint feel lyk goin out aniwae.Wanted 2 stae hm n rest.Juz chil.S usual,stayin hm is borin.So moz of e tym,I was slpin.Nuttin 2 do..

2dae is anoder borin dae.Practicalli a repitition of yesterdae's.A dejavu?Mayb,mayb nt.B-O-R-I-N!!!..

Mizd ma honey's msg 2daez in a row.Thx 2 ma slpin habit!Haiz!Lyk nt fated sia e 2 of us.Everytm he msgs mi,I'll b aslp.By e tym I eply him,hez no longer wif his fren so he cnt epli mi.Damn his uncle 4 takin awae his hp.Nw Im havin alotta difficultiez kippin in contact wif him.Haiz!He onli msgs mi once in awyl wen hez wif his fren.Bt he cnt msg mi evrytym or S long S he wantz 2 cx ultimately,e hp belongz 2 his fren n he doesnt wanna make his fren's bil go up cx of mi wat.Haiz!So weneva he msgs,I'll b lyk ova e moon la.Hahz!..

Was on e fone wif Penyu yest noon wen He calld Penyu's hm fone.He invited Penyu 2 som bdae parti.Penyu said dat He was confirmed goin cx dhere'll b drinkz n gerlz.Haiz!So typical of Him.He hasnt changed a single bit since I laz saw him.Juz wish He'd change sia.He has 2 get awae frm His drinkin habitz n His casanova character.If 1 fine dae He does,I'll b e happiest person in dis whole world sia!Apart frm His drinkin habitz n His casanova self,He makez a splendid boifren,I tel u.Bt I juz cnt ignore e bad traitz in Him.It annoyz mi sooooo much!Miz Him lotz.Wish Hez thinkin of mi lyk I'm thinkin of Him...
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Sori mizd bloggin yest.Had a real long dae n was bz wen I gt hm so dint hv e tym 2 blog..

So e dae b4 yest kakak n mama accompanied mi 2 ICA 2 get ma new IC.Yeeha!Finally!So we left hm ard 3pm n went straight 2 Eunos MRT DBS Bank cx mama wanted 2 withdraw som cash.Den we tuk e MRT straight 2 ICA.Bumpd into Azmil otw out.Wonder wat hez doin dhere.Hmm.. Afta we collected ma IC which onli tuk a few mins,we calld papa 2 ask him whether he'd allow kakak n I 2 sign up 4 new starhub 2yr contract under his name.We said we'd b payin e billz n dat e subscription fee is all on us.So he doesnt hv 2 come out wif a single cent.Muahaha!He agreed.Yeeha!Kakak n I were bof jumpin 4 joy sia!Finally a new fone!I've been usin ma current fone 4 ormoz 2yrs oreadi.Cn imagine hw old it is oreadi.Tym 4 a change..

Afta callin papa,we tuk e MRT 2 Somerset MRT station cx mama wanted 2 go 2 e Sing Post @ Kiliney Rd.We each hv no freakin idea where e hell is e sing post so we decided 2 try our luck,walkin ard e area.Yeah!Put 3 gundus 2geder n u get xtremeli crappy ideaz.Hahz!Walkd @ Somerset MRT station n noticed a grp of sk8rz sittin dwn dhere.I was oreadi feelin realli umcomfortable cx Im sure dey'll b passin som stupid remarkz.Tru enuf.Dey were lyk callin kakak n I "mah".Wat e hell sia!Hahz!Bt dey were realli cute ah.So we finalli found e bloody sing post.Gt wat mama wanted 2 get n headed 4 Orchard Cineleisure 4 lunch.We were all soo hungry sia!Had a quick lunch n tuk e MRT 2 Juroung East 2 mit papa 2 get e fone.I gt a Samsung E350 wyl kakak bought e Motorola L6.Bof r super cool in dheir own waez.Reachd hm ard 9+,feelin xtremeli contented!Heh!..

Yest morn,woke up @ 6:50am.Ya.Freakin earli rite?Sian!Kakak wanted Penyu n I 2 send her 2 skl.She had skl @ 10am.So e poor us had 2 wake up earli juz 2 send her 2 skl.Bt itz ok ah.Met Penyu @ fb ard 9:10am.Headed straight 4 Queenstwn via MRT.Sent kakak off n we went bak 2 Bedok.Chilld @ Penyu's crib n den met kakak again @ e fb somwhere ard 1pm.Walkd ard Bedok Central.Changed into ma uni,readi 2 go 2 skl.Resultz tym!E moment I've been dreadin all along!..

Reachd skl ard 2:25pm.Charm,Dori,Hui Ping,Wan Shan n Jenny were oreadi @ busstop.Waited 4 Tonia den e 3 of us enterd skl 2geder..

Wanted 2 enter e hall.Den dis teacher,I shant name hu,stopd mi n Charm.S usual,e 2 of us gt scolded 4 short skirtz.Argh!Nt again!Y muz it orwaez b us hu get scolded?Wat abt e oder peepz whose skirtz r wae shorter den ours?Hw cum dey aint punishd or watsoeva?Bleahz!Obviousli pickin on us!*rollz eyez*She tol mi 2 take off ma studded earrings,necklace n even ring.Wth!Y cnt I wear dem aniwae?Watz so rong abt it seh?Im no longer a student of BRD wat.So watz e biggy seh?Erppx la eh!Frm laz tym until nw,dey nv cease 2 find fault wif e wae we drez.Watz dheir prob aniwae?Irritatin mi 2 e max sia!Come 2 skl onli kena scoldin.Wtf la!..

Kk.Aniwae,ma resultz came out n it turnd out ok.Faild Amathz n Chem.Nt surprisin,tho.I kinda xpected it aniwae.Bt ma pointz were betta den ma prelimz la.Alhamdulillah!God has answerd ma prayerz!Was quite satisfied wif ma resultz.Juz wish dat I had done betta 4 1 of e subs so dat ma L1R5 cn b below 20.Datz ma target actualli.Nw ma L1R5 is 21.Haiz!Mizd by a narrow margin seh!Frustratin!..

Aniwae,headed 2 Bedok Int wif kakak n Penyu again.Went bak 2 his crib 2 get changed.Felt realli2 hungri so we ate som 'mee rebus'-lyk dish his mum cookd.Was delicious, I muz sae.Complete wif e spice n all.Two thumbz up!Heh!..

Den e 3 of us headed 4 ecp.Wanted 2 chil dhere.Somwhere near 2 Bdok Jetty dhere.We hung out @ pipeline,ma fav plc.E wave dhere is beautiful!Wow!Lyk heaven on earth sia dat plc durin sunset!Soooo beautiful!Nv seen anitin lyk it b4..

Den wen it gt dark,we sat under som shelter tingy playin hp gamez.Heh!Den Penyu n I felt hungri so we headed dwn 2 East Coast Park Lagoon 2 eat.E food dhere was nt dat bad ah.Quite nice.We cudnt stop lafin wyl eatin.Crackin e silliest jokez n all.2 make tingz worse,a stupid white lizard had 2 drop onto our table suddenli.I ormoz wackd it awae,thinkin dat it was som leaf or smthg.Luckyli I noticed dat it was a goddamn lizard!Hahz!I screamd n jumpd outta ma seat.Kakak did e same 2.Dint realise our screamz had evry1 turnin,lukin @ us sia!Felt so embarrassd!Penyu was lyk lafin his arse off.Idiot!Hahz!..

Finishd our meal n headed bak 2 Bedok Int via bus.Walkd 2 our normal 60 busstand n waited 4 e bus.We purposely mizd several busses cx it was stil earli n we dint wanna go hm dat earli.Penyu infrared 2 mi som pics n mp3 soundz.Den finalli we headed hm..

Penyu saw Him on e lorry yest noon wyl Penyu n I were alightin frm e bus 2 go 2 his plc.Penyu said dat He was smokin n pointin 2 Penyu e middle finger jokingly.Hw cum Penyu orwaez getz 2 c Him n I don?His lorry was rite nxt 2 our bus n I dint even c Him?!Wtf!Argh!Dherez soo many tymz dat hez somwhere nearby.Bt on all ocassionz,Penyu wud b e 1 seein Him n Him seein mi.Bt I nv do notice Him!Shootz!Y izit orwaez dis wae?!I miz Him oh so veri much!Wen I turnd 2 luk @ e lorry dat He was on,I cud onli c His hair frm a distance S it was so bright under sunlight.Bt i dint get 2 His face!Waaaahhh!Nt fair!I miz Him!!!!*sobz sobz*...
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Woke up earli dis morn.Kept on wantin 2 slp bak sia!Added 2 e fact dat itz rainin out dhere.So nice 2 stae in bed.Haiz!Dragd ma feet 2 e toilet once again.E freezin-cold water made mi wake up sia!Hahz!Hafta go 2 ICA again l8r.Gonna get ma IC!Yay yay!Finalli I wun b afraid 2 get screend by e police 4 hangin out late @ nite.Cx I've gt an IC!Heh!Nt dat I care or Im overly excited ova gettin a new IC ah.Bt den evry1 tinkz Im a small kid,u noe.Wanna watch NC-16 showz oso cnt.No1 believes dat Im 16.Bummer!Cnt even enter a freakin club lyk Queens.Hahz!So here I m wif a new IC.Meanz dat I cn do wateva I wan ah.Onli dat ma frenz wil b able 2 enter Hard Rock in a few mthz tym n Im stil 17.Bummer again!Nt fair sia!Haiz!..

Aniwae yest,kakak,Penyu n I met up @ e fb S usual.I had 2 go bak 2 BRD 2 take ma EAGLES.So we met up ard 2pm.Tuk 30 all e wae 2 skl.Tuk ma cheque n headed out again.Bumpd into som of e sec4 malay boiz whom I used 2 hang out wif.Didi n gang ah.S usual,Kamarul had alotta commentz 2 make bt Im oreadi kinda immuned 2 it.Hahz!Tokd 2 dem 4 awyl den we went our separate waez..

Headed 2 Parkwae cx I nided 2 bank in e cheque which cn onli b withdrawn tml afta 2pm.Bummer!Went ard Parkwae,goin in n outta surf shopz cx ma dear fren Penyu wanted 2 get som flip-flops which he eventualli dint.Hahz!He bought kakak a micro-mini skirt.Woah!Hahz!He oso gt all of us a pair of sockz each.I gt maself a real nice turquoise spaghetti strap t-shirt frm 77th street.Penyu bought sex wax 4 his skimboard n a Rusty bag @ Planet Surf plus a nice white headband @ 77th street.All of us were soo contented n broke @ e same tym so we headed 2 Penyu's crib 4 lunch.Hahz!..

Tot wanted 2 budget sia eatin @ Penyu's plc bt we all ended up orderin Canadian Pizza which was on kakak n mi bt we don mind ah.Hahz!Ended up spendin $30 on e pizza.2 boxes 4 3 ppl.Woah!I was starvin lyk hell sia so I gobbled dwn 2 pieces of pizza quite fast.Enjoid eatin e pizza til I was lyk sooo bloated!U noe dat uncomfortable feelin u hv in ur stomach wen u eat 2 much?Yeah!I was lyk practicalli sittin dwn on e sofa feelin helpless n fat!Hahz!Cudnt laf or move ard oderwise,I'd feel lyk pukin.So had 2 control ma movementz n all.Felt lyk S if ma stomach's gonna burst!Hahz!Afta a few mins(which seemd lyk ages of agonisin pain),e fud went dwn n Im ok oreadi..

Watchd som scaree malay show @ Penyu's crib.Som vcd his parenz bought ova @ JB 2daez bak.Was scaree n funni @ e same tym ah.We all had a gr8 tym dhere..

Den S usual,Penyu sent us 2 e busstop @ e usual tym.Itz kinda routine oreadi.Hahz!Had 2 get redbull frm 7-eleven firz.Yeah u guezd it!I nided energy booster.Hahz!Boarded e laz bus n headed hm.Had a real hell of a tym out yest!Woohoo!..

Went 2 check his frenster earli dis morn.Saw dat he accepted bof of ma testimonialz 4 him.Mayb it wasnt him hu signd in 2 his frenster.Mayb itz his fren hu helpd him bt wat e hell la.Felt so weird seein e testimonialz I wrote 4 him.All lovey-dovey n sooo swt,callin him syg n all n tellin him hw much I love him.I even typed him out a song lyric!Hahz!Bt I gav him dhose testimonialz somwhere lyk laz yr wen we were stil 2geder.Haiz!Bt itz ok ah.I stil love him alot aniwae so itz kinda nice seein ma testimonialz on his frenster.Heh!...
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Slept onli @ 8+ dis morn.Yawnz!Was on e fone wif Penyu.Somhw,hez feelin dwn n broken.Hv no idea y.Tried helpin him in evry wae I cn bt he isnt seein tingz in ma perspective.Nw datz where e real prob is.Datz where all e yellin beginz.Hw ugly!Here I m tellin him hw I realli feel abt evryting n helpin him out MA WAE bt hez 2 stubborn 2 listen 2wat I hafta sae.Stil standin his groundz.Haiz!Felt lyk knockin ma head on e wall sia!Wanna strangle him!Kept on wonderin whether Im able 2 knock som sense into his thick skull @ all.Haiz!..

Dis e 4th tym hez sayin wateva hez sayin.Kept on repeatin e same ting ova n ova again.N here I m sayin e exact same ting I've said b4.Itz lyk we r rehearsin som drama script,u noe.Hahz!Wel,Im glad dat ma effortz aint gone 2 waste cx finally,he saw e light.Thank god!Finally,ma jobz done n tingz arent tensed up animore.Nw,itz up 2 mi 2 xplain tingz 2 kakak.I hope she wun make it difficult 4 mi.Cx if she does,I realli dunno wat 2 do sia.2 stubborn n hot-headed ppl in 1 rltnshp.Hmm..Nw u get e picture?Yesh!Im e middle man,havin 2 settle evryting shld ani probz were 2 occur AGAIN.Haiz!Datz juz e wae tingz r ard mi nowadaez.Ma own probz nt settled yet n here I m helpin out oder ppl wif dheir probz.Wae 2 go,Hani!Haiz!..

Forced maself 2 get up wen e alarm rang dis morn @ 10:45.Dragd maself 2 e toilet 2 bathe.Eyelidz heavy frm e lack of slp.Haiz!Nw Im practicalli forcin kakak 2 get up.Cx we r supposed 2 mit Penyu @ 1:15pm l8r @ Bdok Int fb.We goin bak 2 BRD 2 get ma EAGLES tingy.Den we headin 2 e bank 2 cash in e cheque into ma acc den mayb we goin ard 2 survey som hps.Wow!Wat a loooong dae ahead n Im lackin of slp.Bummer!Yeah I noe.Hw splendid rite?Haiz!..

Wyl on e fone wif Penyu dis morn,I kinda gt a clearer picture of u-noe-hu's character.Penyu tol mi dat he hatez 2 b controlld if hez goin sk8in or hangin out wif his peepz @ Haig Rd.Hey!I dint control him @ all.I dint even stop him frm goin wereva he wanted 2 go.In fact,he dint even hafta tel mi where hez headin 2.Cx I trust him 100%.Penyu oso said dat mi n him make a gr8 couple cx I totalli undastan him.Bt e sadded part was,he had 2 spoil evryting 4 e bof us by doin wat he did witout thinkin abt hw I wud feel if I were 2 find out.Tru enuf,I found out n DUH Im so pissd off.Had no choice bt 2 let him go.Haiz!I guez no1 cn b his gerl.Itz impossible.Even if I were 2 take him bak,I don tink I'd b happi.Perhapz I'll b askin 4 a break up again.I cnt toletrate his habitz.Haiz!Bt wateva it is,I'll orwaez love him.Discreetly,dat is.No1 cn stop mi frm lovin him...
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Itz anoder dae hm again.B-O-R-I-N!Bt wat 2 do.@ leaz stayin hm cn help us save som $ rite?Heh!..

Aniwae,e resultz r gonna b out dis fri n Im scared S hell rite nw!Wonderin if I screwd up e Os or whether I managed 2 pass all e subs.Even if I did pass,did I get quality passes?All dis qns runnin thru ma brain rite nw.I hope 2 make it into som poly.Wanna do tourism.Itz 1 course dat I realli2 lyk.Bt stil,whether I make it into dat course anot dependz on ma resultz.Woah!I've nv been so nervous b4 in ma entire lyf!Im super duper scared sia!I nid @ leaz 1 science bt e prob is,bof ma Phys n Chem r sooo on e rockz!Orwaez faild dem durin BRD examz n testz no matter hw hard I study 4 it.Haiz!N e Os were somwat similar 2 BRD paper.Does dis mean Im screwd?!OMG!Som1 help mi sia!*bitez fingernailz*..

Itz gonna b Valentinez Dae soon.2 b precise,itz nxt tues.Hmm..I noe I wudnt b gettin anitin frm ani1 cx mi aint gt no nigga rite nw.Heh!Evry yr itz lyk dis,u noe.Haiz!Wel,Im sure kakak's gonna get pamperd by Penyu wif his dozen n millionz of gifts 4 her.S it is nw,hez oreadi buggin mi 2 accompany him go shoppin 4 kakak's presentz.Aiyo!Make mi so jealous of her onli.Hahz!..

Single lyf 4 mi rox rite nw altho I do get loneli @ tymz ah.Datz natural.I dunno y bt gettin a bf is suddenli isnt ma ting animore.Mayb Im juz nt readi 4 it yet.Mayb I stil love him,datz y.Bt aniwae,I hv alotta probz 2 settle oreadi.Helpin out ma frenz n all so I cnt afford 2 hv a bf.Cx den,I wudnt b able 2 handle all e probz n stress.Mayb Im happier e wae I m nw.Juz love sombodi quietly n stil remain single.Itz cool,u noe!Nv tried dis b4 bt itz definitely cool!Cx havin a bf meanz dat I'll b rippd of ma freedom.I cnt mit ma frenz S often S I usualli do n I cnt hang out wif dem til late.Datz a complete bore!I hate bein controlld n evrytym I get into som rltnshp wif som guy,Im bound 2 get controlld n I sooo hate dat!Esp wen Im e type of gerl hu prioritizes her frenz ova her own bf.Datz wat makez moz of ma boiz fed-up wif mi.Dis is orwaez e reason y we break up.Haiz!Boiz r juz soooo difficult,u noe!Guez I'll nv undastan dem.Hurhur...
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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have me
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

-My Immortal by Evanesence
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Went 2 Bedok Int S usual wif Penyu n kakak yest noon.Had an earli dinner @ LJS,our fav fast food restaurant.Cudnt stop lafin our asses off,S usual.Saw som weird ppl ard n dat realli added 2 e our oreadi cnt-stop-lafin mood.Hahz!..

Took a slow stroll bak 2 Sharee's blk n den 2 Penyu's crib.Kakak n I waited @ e fitness corner dwnstairz wyl e boiz went up 2 get som sk8boardin stuffs.Den Sharee went off 2 sk8 @ god-noes-where.Started 2 drizzle so e 3 of us sat under e void deck.Shortli afta,Shamil came ova n joind us.Was rainin so heavily sia!Felt lyk itz winter in s'pore.Hahz!I noe Im crazi bt wat e heck!Kakak n Penyu were irritatin each oder S usual.Shamil was squattin dwn starin @ e rain.No idea y he did dat aniwae.Mayb hez in deep totz.Hahz!Dint wanna disturb him so I minded ma own business.Was trin out som fightin movez.Penyu taught mi hwta fight juz nw.He taught mi hw 2 break som1's neck,leg,hand n even backbone.Itz cool sia!Nw I noe hwta fight!Woohoo!So u peepz out dhere betta nt find fault wif mi.I'll kick ur ass!Hahz!Den Penyu n Shamil sent us 2 e busstop S usual.Had fun walkin in e rain,all soakd.Hahz!Felt lyk a lil gerl all ova again.Hurhur!..

E boiz r otw 2 sebat som peepz nw ova @ bedok reservoir.Haiz!C'mon la ppl.U wanna fight juz cx ur memeber's gerl went out wif anoder guy?Piece of shit sia!I noe hw dat feelz bt I dint go ard bitch slappin e oder gerls' face rite?Aiyo!Juz leave dem alone la dey!Let her do wateva she wantz.Juz ask 4 a freakin break up ah.Fight 4 wat seh?Waste tym onli.Bsydz,shldnt punchin,kickin n fightin onli b used 4 self-defence?Itz nt meant 2 b used 4 fightin or showin each other huz stronger n stuffs.Haiz!Guyz juz wun learn la.Dey tink fightin is e bez n easiest wae out 2 settle e prob.Bt I tink it oderwise.Civilised ppl sit n tok.We don fight.I dunno wat elz 2 sae ah.Tried tokin dem outta it bt dey stil wanna go ahead.I cnt do anitin wat rite?I've done ma part S a fren bt dey r 2 stubborn 2 even listen 2 wat i hafta sae.So b it!Let dem do wat dey tink is rite.Dey'll learn dheir lesson sooner or l8r.N wen dey do,I hope itz nt 2 l8...
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Went dwn 2 Bedok Int wif kakak juz nw.Wanted 2 go check out som hp stuffs.Otw 2 e shop,bumpd into Jin Wen.Hahz!Itz been a long tym since I saw him.Was kinda shockd 2 c him dhere rite in fronta ma face.Stopd dead in ma trackz.Dunno hwta react.Juz smyld @ him n wishd him Happi New Yr n we walkd off..

We came bak 2 Bedok Int 2 mit Penyu @ e fb S usual.Saw e TSA peepz dhere.E usual bunch.Jin Wen was stil dhere waitin 4 som1,I guez.Den e TSA peepz walkd past us n I nodded @ dem 2 acknowledge dem.Dey smyld bak.Hw nice.Nt long afta,Penyu came wif Wan Kecik n his fren.Den e 3 of us went 2 som hp shop thingy.He wanted 2 do som software thingy ah.I oso dunno wat e heck hez tokin abt.Xcuse mi cx Im nt so smart wif dis high-tech suffs.Heh!Walk ard Bedok Central 4 quite awyl.Bumpd into som BRD socc peepz.E malay boiz hu r in sec 4 dis yr.Smyld @ dem.Den we playd CS @ Funland where e compz were freakingly lousy!Gt mi sooo pissd off sia!Firz,kakak's password was smthg rong.Den ma comp cudnt log in.Gt anoder comp n we all started our game.Den ma stupid monitor went blank!WTF!Halfway thru e game n e comp gav up on mi.Lousy!Gt anoder comp,somwhere in e middle of som boiz.Felt so alone dwn dhere.Haiz!Den Penyu gt prob wif his comp.In e end,I was playin CS vs kakak.Haiz!Stupid computerz!1 prob afta anoder.Aiyo!Dey shld seriousli go get new onez sia!..

Afta dat,we went 2 eat @ KFC.Den we chilld @ Penyu's blk,waitin 4 Shamil n Sharee 2 come.Den e 3 boiz went 2 accompani Penyu ova @ his plc wyl kakak n I chilld @ e staricase goin crazee lyk we orwaez do.All of us,except Sharee,chilld @ e stage afta dat.Shamil left shortli afta cx he was attendin 2 nature's cal.Muahaha!E 3 of us r left again.Chilld @ e fitness corner til 11:30pm den we walkd 2 e busstop,nt wantin 2 miz e laz bus.I juz realized smthg.All we do 2geder wen we r out is chill.Hahz!Bt itz quite fun ah..

Wyl waitin 4 e laz bus,e 3 of us sat n chatted n lafd our arses off S usual.Den I heard dis bike throttlin veri noizily bt I dint luk 2 c hu cx I was 2 engrossd wif ma fone.Den Penyu went lyk "Amy eh tu?".Damn!Dat was him on e bike n I dint luk up?!So nt fated sia!I orwaez wanted 2 c him on a bike n dhere he was rite in fronta ma eyez n e bloody mi dint luk up 2 c!Mizd e chance sia!FCUK!Stil miz him alot,tho.Weneva ani1 mentionz his name,I'll get all emotional again.Reminiscin dhose tymz we spent out 2geder.It was fun.Haiz!Wish he hadnt done wat he did den we'll stil b 2geder,lukin 4ward 2 our 2nd mth anniversary soon.Haiz!Im so envious of her 4 havin him nw.I shld b dhere nx t 2 him,nt her!Wish I was standin in her shoez..

E dae was quite fun ah.Did e usual stuffs we wud do.Gettin broke tho.Ma ez-link's outta value n ma wallet's gettin lighter n lighter S e daez go by.Hahz!...
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Firz of all,I wanna shout out 2 e peepz out dhere.. STOP CALLIN MI A MINAH CX IM NT 1!Do I luk lyk 1?!I don tink so k.N moz importantli,I don behave lyk 1..

Secondly,2 all u peepz hu hv been tellin mi 2 'berubah',stop it!I MEAN IT!Watz dhere 4 mi 2 'berubah' wen Im nt dat bad a person?I don do all dhose sinful tingz aite!So plz stop tellin mi dat I nid 2 change.Wat Im doin is juz purely enjoyin maself.Stil,I nv go clubbin or drink som alchoholic stuffs or even smoke.So nw u tel mi.Watz dhere 4 mi 2 'berubah' abt?Tink b4 yall tok k?Don make mi sound lyk som worthless piece of shit wen Im nt!So save ur lil religious pep tok 4 som1 elz hu REALLI nid it.IM NT HANYUT neither m I cloz 2 bein HANYUT!2 Zul ma adk,stop tellin mi 2 bertaubat.Cx I've done nuttin against e religion 2 bertaubat 4.Tlg la ppl.Juz try 2 undastan k..

I noe Im changin aite.Bt itz nt S bad S yall tink it is.Itz stil mi.E simple Farhani Shereen yall noe frm skl.Ppl change n I guez itz ma turn 2 change nw so juz don stop mi aite.Im fyn e wae I m nw.Yall don hafta worie abt mi.Im ormoz 17 n I cn tkcr of maself.I noe hw 2 differentiate between rite n rong.Stop tokin 2 mi abt S-E-X or askin mi whether I've done it b4.Cx I haven!Im proud 2 b a V if u wanna noe.So wat if I drez up e wae I do?Doesnt mean Im no longer a V rite?U ppl hv sucha narrow kinda thinkin sia!Burgh!Hw cum oder gerlz cn wear short skirtz,sphagetti straps or even tubez n yall nv sae a ting.Wen I wear dem onli,u ppl sae "C'mon la gerl.Cover up".Stop dat stupid crap!Im juz wearin wat dhose gerlz r wearin.Hw cum dey cn wear dhose stuffs n I cnt?If ma parenz nv make noiz,y r u makin sucha huge fuss abt it den?FUCK IT!..

Dis juz e wae I m,whether u lyk it anot.I've changed n yall gotta accept it.Hw long do u xpect mi 2 remain innocent n swt lyk I was in sec1?Im done wif sec skl 4 cryin out loud!I cnt b dat swt gerl yall xpect mi 2 b.E world is cruel 2 mi n I hafta b cruel 2 it 2.Itz e onli wae 2 survive.Yall r nt in ma shoez so stop judgin mi!I tink yall wuda done e same or even worse if ur in ma shoez..

Take a gd luk @ mi,ppl.E swt gerl u used 2 noe is somwhere deep insyda mi.I haven changed dat much.Im stil MI!Rememba dis...
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Went dwn 2 ecp wif Penyu,Ayid n kakak yest noon.E boiz wanted 2 go skimmin.S usual,we went dwn 2 pipeline cx e wave dhere is gr8!OOOWEEE!It was high tide wen we arrived.Penyu wanted 2 grind on e handrail bt u noe wat?!We saw a KABUTO or izit realli wat u cal it?Hahz!Itz a name we created 4 dat sea creature.It lukz weird n creepy wit sharp thorn-lyk thingiez.It was a parent kabuto wif a baby kabuto stuck 2 itz bak.Hahz!We had fun xplorin wif it.Penyu turnd it upside dwn usin his skimboard n we had a gd cloz luk @ it.I managed 2 catch it on video recordin.Hahz!Cool seh!Bt mak engkau!Itz freakin disgustin sia!Lyk a giant cockroach.Urgh!..

Den e boiz went 2 skim.Mi n kakak gt engrossd wif Penyu's cam fone,snappin shotz of ourselvez.Muahaha!So typical of us.Den dis cute lil orange n white kitten came trudgin 2wardz us.Sooo cute,I tel u!Shnuggle muggle tuggle fuggle!So manje seh!Felt lyk bringin it hm bt I don tink ma mum wil allow.Aniwae,it lukd happi stayin @ ecp.Hahz!Snap som fotoz of it.I named it 'Shmug'.Hahz!Geram nye!Itz so mischievous runnin afta birdz n leapin afta buttefliez flutterin pass..

Den afta e sun set,e 4 of us headed 4 Penyu's crib.We lepak dhere S usual n playd RISK.Was cool ah.Bt honestli,I hv no freakin idea wat e hel e game Risk is all abt.Til nw I don quite undastan e rulez n objectivez of e game.Cal mi stupid all u wan bt I guez I'll juz nv undastan boyish gamez.Muahaha!..

Penyu wanted 2 send us off 2 e busstop S usual ard 11:30pm.He waxd his hair up 2 a mohawk hairstyle.Gosh!He lukd goddamn cool sia!Esp wif his newly dyed hair!Lyk a matrep sia!I juz soooo love matreps,if u noe wat I mean.Dheir style is sooo cool.Esp wif pierced earz n bling2 studs.Woah!Hot sia!Kakak was soo in love wif Penyu's hairstyle!Hahz!I tink datz y I orwaez end up in rotten rltnshps.I love matreps 2 much dat I fall 4 dem.Bt honestli speakin ah eh,dheir attitude cn b quite sucky ah @ tymz.Juz gotta bear wif it.Matreps aint dat bad,u noe.U juz gotta get 2 noe dem wel.Datz all..

I met Firdaus,1 of e ubi takraw boiz yest noon wyl otw 2 Bedok Int in 25.Hez in ITE Simei nw.I askd abt Maghrib.He said dat Maghrib's nw in ITE Bedok n thank God dat hez stil livin in ubi.I tot he shifted out sia!Itz been a long tym since I bumpd into him.Haiz!N guez wat?!E world is super small sia!Firdaus is in Sajui's claz!Wahlau eh!Hahz!Juz wat I nided.Haiz!..

Stil thinkin abt him,S usual.Heard dat hez been avoidin his present gerl.Dunno ah.Haiz!Miz him sooo much.Hez bz workin,I tink.Wish he'd juz cal mi 1 dae.Im sure itz gonna b a damn pleasant surprise 4 mi.Miz hearin his voice ova e fone.Usualli he'd b callin @ ard dis tym.Haiz!...
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Somtymz I wonder hw long more m I gonna prolong ma misery.Hw long more m I gonna stare @ his pic n start tearin?Is dis feelin eva gonna go awae?So many qns runnin thru ma head rite nw..

Hw cum I don even feel a single ting 4 ma boi?Hw cum I don even care abt wat he does or where he is?Itz so unlyk mi!Wat made mi turn dis wae?Hw cum I cn go ard hurtin ppl's feelingz yet feel nuttin 4 dem?Nt even a single drop pf mercy.M I turnin evil lyk e oder minahs out dhere or wat?I don undastan maself @ tymz.Izit cx of wat he did I turnd dis wae?I don even trust maself 2 love ani1!..

Cx 2 mi e word L-O-V-E has no meanin no more.LOVE is bogus!Itz bullshit!2 ppl hu tink dey r in love,itz crap!Itz juz pure infatuation by mi.Hw cn 2 ppl hu claim dat dey love each oder veri much juz break up in a few mths or even daez later?!U cal dis LOVE?!Hmph!Crap!..

I used 2 believe in LOVE sooo much bt wat he did I juz cnt 4get.Hw dare he do dat 2 mi!Hw cn he break ma heart juz lidat?!Hw dare he do wat he did bhynd ma bak!E pain is stil killin mi til 2dae.E 1 person whom I trusted moz n put ma heart on e line 4,juz let mi dwn witout a tinge of guilt.Im super disappointed in him!..

Bt hw cum all e disappointment onli made mi feel S if I love him even more?Shldnt I hate him?All e promises we made 2 each oder juz went dwn e drain in 1 nite.E rltnshp dat we built crumbled lyk a sandcastle washd awae by e waves.Itz amazin hw a simple word cn destroy a beautiful rltnshp..

Wat wud u do if e onli person hu cn make u stop cryin was e 1 hu made u cry?..

Gosh!Wudnt u juz cum bak into ma lyf n put tingz rite 4 once?Do I even mean a ting 2 u animore?Itz nt 2 late 2 cum bak if u wanna..

Juz wish u hadnt left mi dis wae witout even sayin "Gdbye"...
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Woke up late S usual yest morn.Had asam pedas n fried chicken wing 4 lunch.Den lazed ard on e sofa again wyl kakak was on e comp,mama was cleanin e kitchen n papa was watchin tv.Den ard 7:30pm,kakak,mama n I went out 2 Tampines Mall cx we wanted 2 check out som digital cam @ Courts.Afta dat,we walkd ard 2 paz tym.Saw a real nice brown corduroy handbag @ Metro n itz sooo affordable!Was soooo in love wif it bt I dint buy it YET cx I wanted 2 save $.Den we went 2 LJS 4 dinner.I was soo happi cx dey playd reggaeton songz all thru out.I was practicalli dancin in ma seat.Hahz!Was cool!Den afta dinner,we tuk a bus bak hm.It was ard 10:30pm..

Had a huge fite wif ma boi yest nite.Cx he found out dat his fren has been msgin mi.Yeah I admit dat it was partli ma fault cx I dint tel him dat I was in contact wif his fren.He was soo mad @ mi bt in e end,evrytingz cool.Im glad dat he aint angri @ mi no more.Hahz!Ormoz wanted 2 ask 4 a break up sia cx I was super pissd off wif his stinkin attitude.Bt luckili I tot ova it twice b4 sayin smthg dat I myt regret.Sooo,evrytingz fyn between us oreadi..

Supposed 2 go shoppin wif kakak,Penyu n his parentz 2dae bt dey had a change of planz.So here we r stuck @ hm again,gettin bored S usual.Haiz!Woke up ard 12+ in e noon.So typical of mi.Sent mama 2 e door cx she was leavin 4 work n headed straight 4 e bathroom 2 take a shower.Been msgin ma boi all e wae.Hez @ work nw.Poor him.Muz b tired.Myt b mittin him dis fridae bt nt confirmd yet ah.Quite nervous sia!Hahz!If we realli do mit up,wish mi luck!Heh!..

Btw,I juz changed e background music.Itz 'Til I Get Ova U' by Michelle Branch.Itz dedicated 2 ma dearest Amy.Dis song describez exactli hw broken I feel rite nw...
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