The two guyz hu realli2 rock ma world..
Penyu(wif cap) is ma bestie.E bestest fren ani1 cn ask 4.Hez been dhere 4 mi thru thick n thin n I hope he'll continue 2 b dhere 4 mi.We sacrifice anitin 4 each oder n dat brotherly-sisterly bond we share,I wil orwaez cherish.Hez finalli found his happiness wif ma sis.I hope dey laz long.E wackiest guy on earth n we do e craziest n moz childish stuffs 2geder.Hahz!..
Amy(in Billabong shirt) is 1 guy I'll orwaez love.Miz him sooo much.Sad 2 sae dat we've chosen 2 go on separate paths.E momentz dat we've spent out 2geder wil remain wif mi 4eva.Guez I wun accompani u 2 sk8 comps animore huh,Amy?Hope he noez dat I'll orwaez b dhere 4 him.He was ma evryting n is STIL ma evryting.Ma heartz stil wif him...
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Went 2 e beach wif Penyu n kakak yest morn.Reachd his crib ard 8 in e morn bt he was stil slpin.Kept on pesterin him 2 wake up n bathe bt he was 2 slpy so we juz let him b.He finalli woke up ard comin 2 9 lidat.Waited 4 him 2 bathe,ate som breakfast his mum made 4 us n finalli we left his plc ard 10+.Gt a cab n headed straight 4 e beach.We found a perfect spot 2 pitch a tent.Den I went 2 accompani Penyu skimmin.Gt som vids of him doin tricks wyl kakak was in e tent lukin afta e stuffs.It was blazin hot sia out dhere!Ma skin felt lyk S if itz gonna tear out ani moment.Hahz!I cudnt take e heat so we went bak 2 e tent 2 take a rest.Kakak n Penyu went strollin along e beach lukin 4 a public toilet wyl I tuk a rest in e tent.I tink I dozed off.Im nt so sure.Hahz!Den I went dwn 2 e jetty 2 take a vid of Penyu again.Afta all of us were draind off our energy,we started packin up headin bak 2 Penyu's crib.E moment we stepd into Penyu's plc,kakak n I went 2 take a bath n changed into clean clothes n all.Den e 3 of us fel aslp on 1 single bed.Hahz!Cn imagine hw squashd up we were.Cnt even toss n turn sia!Den Penyu went 2 turn on e lightz ard 7+ @ nite!Damn!I woke up.Soo bright sia his freakin bedrm light!Urgh!Den we went dwn 2 e nearest mcdonald's n 7-eleven 2 get som fud.Went bak 2 his plc n Shamil n Sharee joind us dhere.We chilld 4 awlyl b4 it was tym 4 mi n kakak 2 head hm.I tink Im a lil sunburnt oreadi.Ma face is a lil red bt itz nt soo bad la.Shld b gone within a few daez.Juz hafta avoid goin 2 e beach 2 often b4 I get dark all ova again..
Im missin Amy sooo much lateli.Dreamt of him a few tymz oreadi.Haiz!I heard dat hez been askin abt mi frm Penyu.He was lyk "Hw's Hani?".Does dis mean dat he stil cares 4 mi or smthg or izit juz mi huz overly obsessed?I miz him n I hated e break up.Onli if he knew dat I dint wan e break up @ all.Itz juz dat I was forced 2.It hurtz mi soo much 2 sae dat B word rite in his face.Nw he hatez mi cx he tinkz dat I was e 1 hu wanted e break up.He doeant noe dat I noe abt him n dat gal...
Ma boi or shld I realli cal him dat?I dunno ah.Aniwae,ma boi msgd mi yest t he totalli pissd mi off sia!Sayin dat skimmin sux!I was lyk wat e hell!I gt soo mad @ him.Im soo confused rite nw.I hv a boi bt I stil love Amy alot alot.Wat e hell sia!I noe dherez smthg rong wif mi.Bt I cnt help it.Amy stil has ma heart.N ma poor boi doesnt even noe abt it.Im soo mean!Bt I hope dat e LOVE between us wil develop ova tym.I'll treat him nicely,tho.I wun hurt his feelingz n all.Hez a real nice guy n Im thankful 4 havin him.I noe he cn tkcr of mi n make a perfect boifren.I juz nid tym 2 get ova Amy,datz all.Lyf's a drag @ tymz...
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Been lazin ard e whole dae.Aint gt nuttin 2 do.Ate onli 1 meal 2dae.Lazi 2 eat ah.Hahz!Been msgin ma honey afta he finishd work.Den ma stupid hp went bonkerz!Burgh!Den ma poor honey had 2 wait 4 ma repli.Gettin panicky oreadi cx I noe dat hez tired n wanna get his rest bt I oso noe dat he wun slp til he getz ma repli.Don wan him 2 wait up 4 mi.Kept on bangin ma fone.Gosh!Ma fone is sooo gettin old sia!Wanna get a new 1 soon.Mayb a hp wif a 4x zoom VGA camera.Den cn take pics of ma frenz sk8in n skimmin.It wil b damn cool!Hahz!Wel,bak 2 ma stuck hp.Onli managed 2 msg him bak @ ard 8+.Lucki he hasnt slept yet.Hahz!..
L8r mi leavin hm 2 go 2 e beach wif Penyu n kakak.We pitchin a tent dhere wyl Penyu goes skimmin.Bringin xtra clothez so dat we cn soak in e water.Im soo bored rite nw!Hangin on e fone wif Penyu.Damn sian sia!Aiyo!Penyu juz gt a new hp n I hate him 4 it!Hw cn he get a new hp b4 I do?Damn him!Argh!Hahz!..
K la.Mi wanna get som rest nw.Hafta wake up earli l8r.Gotta reach Penyu's crib by 7am.*yawns*Btw,HaPpI ChInEsE NeW Yr,ppl!!...
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Yest we went dwn 2 Bedok rite?Den wen otw 2 Penyu's crib,we bumpd into Md Noh again.Yeapz!Md Noh n frenz.I spotted a grp of malay boiz wif a soccer ball frm afar.Den wen we were gettin nearer 2 each oder,I realized dat Md Noh was dhere.Ma blood rushd up 2 ma brain.I was burnin wif anger all ova again.He dint realize dat e 3 of us were walkin alongsidde dem across e road til Hadi turnd ard n spotted mi n pointed out 2 Md Noh.Md Noh turnd ard n stared @ us.I cud c frm e corner of ma eyez.I kept ma cool.We had 2 croz ova 2 where dey were standin.I was walkin rite in front wif kakak n Penyu bhynd mi.I lukd dwn all e wae cx I dint wish 2 c Md Noh's face.I saw him standin fite in front of mi.I lukd up,turnd rite n gave Hadi e sweetesr smyl I cn giv ani1 n lukd 2 e ground again.I walkd round Md Noh 2 avoid frm clashin into him.Dey crozd ova wyl we walkd 4ward.Wen we crozd ova,Md Noh n his gang stood @ e staircase,watchin e 3 of us walk.I hv no idea wat dheir motive was bt I juz ignored dem so S 2 avoid fitez.Hw cn Md Noh stare @ mi rite in e face n pretend dat nuttin's happend between us?Muke tembok siak!Aiyo!Sooo thick-skind.I hate him soo much nw 4 playin ard wif ma feelingz.I don even wanna luk @ his face...
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Went dwn 2 Bedok yest noon.Met kakak n Penyu dhere 2 hv dinner @ Long John Silver's.Had soo much fun wyl eatin.We did e craziest stuff in e world.Lyk e 3 stooges.Muahaha!We lafd realli2 loudli.Hahz!E craziest trio ani1 cn eva mit.Den e 3 of us walkd 2 NTUC 2 get ma mum a bdae card.Yepp2!2daez ma mumz bdae.Afta gettin e card,we headed straight 4 Penyu's crib.We hung out dhere.By nw,Penyu's parenz r oreadi ok wif us n we r gettin comfy wif each oder oreadi.His mum has begun jokin ard wif us.Itz cool!Hahz!Den Penyu wanted 2 remove his tattoo.He wanted either mi,kakak or his mum 2 help him remove e tattoos bt neither of us dared 2 do it.We tol him 2 wait 4 Shamil 2 remove dem 4 him bt he was 2 impatient 2 wait 4 Shamil.So kakak helpd him remove e small diamond tattoo @ his bak.He was practicalli grabbin on 2 ma leg sia!Twistin it lyk S if he wanna yank ma leg outta ma body.Bt I don mind ah cx I noe hez in agony.Den wen evrytingz done,he went 2 smoke wyl mi n kakak went dwn 2 7-eleven 2 get a can of redbull classic.Went bak up 2 his plc den he tol mi dat he wanna remove his tattoo on his arm.Gosh!Dat tattoo's big sia n e ink is freakin dark!Hw in e world is ani1 gonna remove it 4 him?I tol him 2 cal Shamil n make him cum dwn 2 his plc ASAP 2 help wif e removin of e tattoo.Bt dat Shamil tuk ages 2 cum dwn n Penyu cudnt wait.None of us wanted 2 remove it cx we juz go weak @ e sight of blood bt ultimately,1 of us had 2 do it rite?Guez I was e lucki 1.Muahaha!I tuk e sandpaper,rubbd his skin roughly wif it til e firz layer of skin came off.He tol mi 2 stop awyl.Den we continued again.Dis tym,dhere was soo much blood sia!I was gettin weak 2 e bones bt I cudnt stop cx if I did,it wud hurt much more 4 him.He wanted mi 2 rub his tattoo off again 4 e 3rd n final round.I was hesitant bt he insisted.He was practicalli grabbin ma sis leg.Blood was smeard evrywhere on his arm.I was grossd out bt I remaind strong 4 Penyu.Afta evrytingz ova,we smeard on FAB den wrappd it wif layerz n layerz of bandage.Penyu was cryin sia!He wanted 2 walk 2 his bedrm bt fainted @ e dinin table.Minutes l8r,he got up n sat @ e sofa.Thank god hez fyn sia!Hahz!Den he sent mi n kakak 2 e busstop..
2daez ma mumz bdae.Yeah!L8r we gonna surprise her by bringin a bdae cake 2 her workplc.Mi,kakak n Penyu.Im sure shez gonna b god damn happi sia!Hahz!..
Finalli kakak n Penyu r 2geder!E moment we've all been waitin 4 sia!Yeeha!Is 28 a lucki dae or wat?Lolz!I hope dey cn laz long cx I noe Penyu cn realli make her happi.All e bez,guyz!...
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Yest morn ard 7:30am,I met Penyu @ Bedok Int.He wanted mi 2 accompani him 2 go get smthg.Den we walkd ard firz,wastin tym.We ate @ som coffeeshop nearby S our stomachs were bof grumblin.Had a piece of roti prata wif egg.It was god damn nice sia!1 of e nicest roti prata I've eaten so far.Den we went 2 NTUC 2 luk 4 hair bleach.We went 2 e arcade 2 plae LAN gamez.It was fun sia!Was contemplatin 2 cal Md Noh.Was afraid dat he myt stil b slpin or doin smthg n I dint wanna bother him.So I decided 2 cal him @ a later tym.Sae abt 3pm lidat ah.Afta playin @ e arcade 4 abt 2hrs,we walkd ard Bedok Central 2 luk 4 smthg dat he was lukin 4.Afta dat,we walkd bak 2 his hse cx he wanted 2 go skimmin n nided 2 change n get his board n wait 4 Shamil @ e same tym.He tol mi 2 accompani dem go skim so dat I cn help dem take pics.I agreed cx it has been a long tym since I went dwn 2 e beach maself..
All e wae 2 his blk,I saw Bedok Town Sec peepz comin out.Den I tot 2 maself.Skali I bump into Md Noh ar?Hahz!E min I tot of dat,a grp of Bedok Twn Sec peepz walkd pass n dhere was Md Noh!He called mi ova 2 tok 2 him.I was realli mad @ him 4 nt replyin ma msgs.He said his ppd was low.I was lyk "excuse mi!".I check e SAM machine 2 c whether his ppd was low anot n it said he had $15.80 in it!Isnt dat enuf 2 repli ma msgs?!I was soo pissd off sia!Den he askd mi where I was goin.I said I was gonna accompani Penyu go skim.Den he said,"Wat board is he usin?Woody or fibre?Hez usin woody rite?Den tel him,don skim @ fame!"Den all of dem started lafin!Wth!Ya la I noe dat hez usin fibreglass board bt dat doesnt mean dat he had 2 belittle Penyu rite?I flared up cx I hate it wen som1 insultz ma fren esp ma bez fren.Doesnt he realize dat som of his skimmatez r usin woody 2 n skimmin @ fame?Y don he chase dem awae?Doesnt mean hez pro skimmer,he cn act lyk a big shot!Felt lyk slappin him sia!Den I askd him,"U agreed 2 patch up 4 wat sia?Ur nt serious abt it rite?Den y e hel agree 2 patch sia lidat?U tink wat?Funfair ar?!"Den he said dat he agreed 2 a patch up cx he was feelin bored.@ dat moment,I turnd red wif anger n I tink he noticed dat 2.I was fuckd up sia!Does he tink dat a rltnshp is a game or smthg?!I askd him 4 a break up AGAIN cx I cnt stand bein wif a guy huz nt serious 2 b wif mi.He agreed 2 e break up n we walkd separate waez.Datz e laz Im eva gonna tok 2 dat lousy bastard.I SWEAR..
I turnd ard n guez hu i saw tokin 2 Penyu?AMY!Yes!Amy was dhere!I was soo happi 2 c him cx it was ma firz tym seein him afta our break up.Bt e min I approachd dem,he walkd awae.I felt sooo hurt.I wanted 2 sae hi 2 him!He said we were frenz bt y doesnt he wanna tok 2 mi?@ leaz 4 lil wyl?I watchd him walk awae.Once again,ma heart was breakin.C'mon Amy,turn ard.I noe u wanna sae gdbye.Juz turn ard n I noe u stil care 4 mi.Juz do it,Amy.Bam!He turnd ard 2 luk @ mi!Dat moment,I knew he stil cared.I stil love him alot bt itz juz dat I cnt 4giv him 4 wat he did bhynd ma bak.I don undastan!If he oreadi had anoder gal,y doesnt he wanna giv mi up?N y doesnt he wanna tok 2 mi @ all afta we broke up?Itz S if hez angri @ mi n itz S tho im e 1 hu broke his heart.Bt wateva 4?I dint betrae him.Y shld he b mad @ mi?Haiz!I juz noe dat I miz Amy alot.I realli2 do..
Den Shamil came ova 2 Penyu's plc n e 3 of us set out 4 e beach.We had soo much fun dhere!I was takin pics of dem skimmin.Den wen gettin readi 2 go hm (dat was lyk ard 7:30pm),Shamil tokd 2 mi abt Amy.He askd mi if Amy n I hv broken up.Obviousli,Amy dint tel him anitin.Y?I tuk e opportunity 2 ask Shamil if Amy stil kept our picture.He said dat Amy stuck e picure 2 e mirror.I was soo happi 2 hear dat sia!I tot Amy wud b chuckin e pic somwhere in e cupboard or even throw it awae!Hahz!Dat meanz Amy stil lovez mi a lil rite?I miz him sooo much!If onli I cud turn bak tym,I'd make sure evryting turnz out fyn n dat nuttin comez between us..
Rite nw,Im stil single.Penyu doesnt allow mi 2 get a new boi cx he saez I orwaez make e rong choices.I cnt agree wif him ani betta.He tol mi nt 2 accept ani boi unless e boi is recommended by him.He promizd dat he'd find mi a boi huz nice n cn tkcr of mi n @ e same tym,has e lukz.Hahz!Guez I'll juz hafta wait...
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Ma headache's gettin worse by e min!Argh!Turnin into feva sia!Walkd ard twn juz nw,draggin ma feet all e wae.Forcin maself 2 juz stand up n act all cheerful.Oderwise,it wil b borin.Wanted 2 eat @ KFC bt aint gt no appetite sia.Onli orderd 1 large fries n a cup of milo.Haiz!Feelin veri hungri juz cnt bring maself 2 eat.Tuk more den 4 capsules of Panadol Xtra 2dae bt stil e feva aint goin awae.Haiz!Feelin veri lousy rite nw.I hate bein sick cx it meanz I cnt jump ard,lafin ma ass off..
Met Penyu @ Heeren juz nw ard 6pm.Den went straight 2 PS 2 check out som stuffz.Den we went bak 2 Bedok 2 chil out @ his plc.Fel aslp in his rm cx I was feelin real sik.Went dwn 2 e nearby 7-eleven 2 get a can of redbull cx ma energy is totalli draind off.Wow!Felt so gd sia wen e redbull went dwn ma throat!Suddenli a rush of energy in ma bodi.Felt alive n gr8 all ova again.Was jokin ard wif Penyu n accidentalli tripd on a stone on e ground.Ormoz fel sia!Hahz!Penyu n kakak cudnt stop lafin.I was oreadi lafin ma head off.Spat out e redbull in ma mouf.Hahz!We were lafin so loud dat our voices echoed ard e area.Wel,I orwaez do e moz embarrassin tingz wen Im out wif guyz.Hahz!Dunno y oso.Bt it was fun ah lafin @ ma own clumsiness.Den we tuk a bus straight hm cx it was comin 2 12 oreadi..
Missin Md Noh alot lateli.Dunno y tho.Juz found out dat Penyu's fren is actualli Md Noh's gd fren @ work.Wat a small world huh?Wish dat Md Noh wil contact mi soon.It wil b gr8 2 hear frm him again.Mayb I cn ask him along 2 e beach dis Sat.Cn watch him skim again!Heez!..
Been 2 Bedok countless tymz lateli.Dint bump into Amy @ all.Guez hez 2 bz wif his new gal or smthg.Onli heard his voice ova e fone wen he calz Penyu ocassionally.Hope hez doin fyn.Hope 2 hang out wif him soon.Dis tym,S gd frenz.Itz a beginnin of a new chapter 4 us...
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Yeah I mizd bloggin yest.Was 2 bz.Woke up late n realized dat kakak had oreadi left 4 skl.Mama was hm,tho.She tuk an off dae.Den ard 2+pm,I accompanied Mama 2 Eunos Int DBS Bank cx she wanted 2 withdraw som cash.Had 2 cancel on Penyu cx Mama wanted 2 go out wif mi.Den Mama n I went 2 parkwae 2 walk ard wyl waitin 4 kakak 2 b done wif her exam.We proceeded 2 Bugis 2 shop S soon S kakak said dat she was done wif skl.ate @ KFC den went on shoppin ard Bugis Junction.Replenishd ma stock on make-up.Den we went straight 2 Tamp Mall cx kakak wanted 2 buy a new hp.Reachd TM quite late n e starhub shopz closed oreadi.Sadded!Was on e fone wif Charm n bumpd into her cutie fren Reza!Hahz!Sucha a coincidence,u myt sae.Hez even betta lukin in person sia!Heh!Tried on som clothez bt dint wanna buy dem so we proceeded hm.Was beat tired n had a bad sore throat.Haiz!..
Woke up earli dis morn wif a veri bad headache n sore throat.Hate dat kinda feelin sia!Tuk a quick bath n went bak 2 slp.Ma head was spinnin sia!Haiz!Mama had juz left 4 work n kakak's bathin nw.We goin dwn 2 twn l8r.She wanna check out som hp n mayb take a neoprint of e 2 of us.Nv did dat b4.Hahz!Penyu is dwn @ ecp nw,I guez skimmin wif his cousin.Mayb l8r we mittin him dhere.Itz been a long tym since I went dwn 2 ecp aniwae.@ b exact,itz been 7mthz since I went dhere.Kinda miz e plc sooo much.Cnt wait 2 bump into ma skimmer frenz.I hope I'll feel betta soon cx if nt,2daez outin wudnt b fun @ all.Haiz!K.I gtg nw.Wanna lie dwn again.Nt feelin so wel...
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Nt goin out 2dae cx kakak's gt exam tml.So muz stae hm n accompany her.Haiz!Nt fair sia Penyu goin skimmin 2dae.I oso wanna go dwn 2 beach.Itz been a long tym since I went dhere.Letz c..E laz tym I stepd into east coast was e firz tym I met Firdaus.Hmm..Dat wil b lyk ormoz 7mths since I went dhere.Hahz!I miz all dhose tymz we went cyclin dhere n feastin our eyez on e hot bodz of e skimmerz.Heez!I orwaez enjoid lukin @ e skimmers' boardz.Dey r juz beautiful!So colourful n artistic!Penyu repainted his board.I tink itz nice bt 2 him it isnt.Hahz!Itz been a long tym since I watchd Md Noh n gang skim @ fame.I orwaez loved watchin Md Noh skim.Dunno y bt he juz lukz nice skimmin.Hahz!Yeah2.I noe Im weird.I love Md Noh's skim board oh so veri much!Itz red n black in colour n it ealli suitz him.Hahz!Lukz gr8!I mizd e recent Skim Fest held laz mth.Haiz!Wanted 2 go soo much bt kakak dint wanna go.She was nv interested in skimmerz aniwae.She preferz sk8boarderz 2 skimmerz.Im e oder wae round.E laz tym I went dwn dhere,Md Noh n frenz werent dhere.Some amature skimmerz were.Haiz!Md Noh taught mi hw 2 spot e rite waves 2 ride.Itz cool,u noe?Den u cn c e 'learnin' skimmerz ride e rong wavez.Hahz!I'd b lafin 2 maself lukin @ dheir sillyness.Miz e old tymz.Somtymz Iwud go dwn 2 east coast 2 mit Md Noh n accidentalli bump into joe n gang.Den we wud hang out n stuffz.Hahz!..
I sooo wanna go dwn 2 e beach nw!Wel,mayb dis comin Sat ah cx kakak's done wif her examz.Den mayb I cn persuade Penyu 2 go skimmin again.Mayb we cn pitch a tent or smthg.Hahz!Itz gonna b juz lyk old tymz.Except dat dis tym,no cyclin cx kakak doesnt noe hw 2 cycle.Haiz!..
I was thinkin of goin clubbin afta I get ma IC.Wanna njoi b4 e resultz cum out.Mayb we go 2 Queens or MOS or wateva ah.Orwaez wanted 2 go clubbin wif Amy cx I heard he dances wel.Bt mayb dis tym,I'll b goin wif Penyu,Shamil,kakak n hopefulli Md Noh.Nt sure yet.Bt I seriousli wanna go clubbin!!...
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E boiz went dwn juz nw.Som probz 2 settle,I tink.E firz ting I askd ma fren was "Hwz Amy?Is he ok?".Gosh!Im stil in love wif Amy!I cnt help it.I cnt stop it even if I wanna.Ma feelingz 4 him is juz 2 strong 2 hold bak.I wanna make it thru witout him bt itz sooo hard 4 mi!I noe n I realize dat hez gt a new gal nw bt hw M I supposed 2 4get abt him?If onli he cuda realize hw much he meant 2 mi.Bt itz 2 late 2 turn bak nw cx even if I stil love him,I cnt take him bak.He disappointed mi far 2 much.Dis is a 1-wae love.He doesnt love mi.Im e onli 1 huz chasin after him or shld I sae,chasin afta his shadow?I stil care 4 him alot.Wen is dis eva gonna end?Ma misery.Is dis feelin in mi gonna stae 4eva or izit juz a passin cloud?I dunno man.Im soo confused rite nw.Hw long M I 2 put ma lyf on hold 4 him?I gotta move on,I noe.Bt tel mi..Hw?I've lost Amy even if I dint wan 2...
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Was chattin wif Charm on MSN juz nw.Miz her sooo much!Wish I cud c her soon.Haiz!Aniwae,dat guy huz taggin her board is beginnin 2 get onto ma nerves sia!So childish!Lame summore!Aiyo!Watz e world comin 2?I MEAN IT SEH!STOP TAGGIN PPL'S BOARD JUZ 2 PASS IRRITATIN REMARKZ!!!..
Aniwae,I was on e fone wif Penyu nt 2 long ago.He had 2 hang up on mi cx Amy n gang's comin ova 2 his plc nw.Dunno y bt weneva som1 mentions Amy's name,I juz wish dey wil stop it.Hearin his name remindz mi of all e hurt hez caused mi.I juz wanna 4get him asap bt y cnt I?Y is he soo hard 2 get ova?I wish he hadnt done wat he did.Y cnt I stop thinkin abt him?!Y?!Do I stil love him?Nah..Cnt b wat.Den y sia?Haiz!..
Md Noh msgd mi again 2dae.S usual,hez bein nice.He nv did hurt mi.It was orwaez mi 2 end e rltnshp.Miz him sooo much.Bt datz all itz gonna b.Nuttin more den dat.Ma heart n brain r makin split decisionz.Ma heartz tellin mi dat I shld take him bak bt ma head telz mi nt 2.I dunno which 1 2 4llow!Som1 help mi!Confused..
Cnt slp wen evry1 is.Dunno wth M I thinkin abt.I saw a couple in ma estate juz dis aftanoon wyl otw 2 e supermarket.E guy was lyk yellin rite in her face in front of ppl.She juz stood dhere cryin.O c'mon,gal!Wake up n retaliate!Show him ur worth!Y r u kippin quiet 4?Cnt u stand up 4 ur own ritez?Don let him yell n embarrass u!Do smthg abt it!Yell bak @ him!Gosh!Y r galz so afraid of dheir boifrenz?If he treatz u lyk shit,treat him lower den dirt!Y muz we galz orwaez b nice wen guyz arent?I noe Im lyk som female chauvinist pig rite nw.Bt serious tokin ah.Som1's gotta shut dat bastard's mouf up sia!If ani boi wanna treat ani of ma gal frenz dat wae,I wil personally slap his f***in face sia!Haiz!...

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I slept late laz nite.Was msgin Md Noh til abt 12 in e nite.Den I dyed ma hair.Dat occupied somtym.Gt hookd onto e comp playin e demo version of Diner Dash.Dat game realli getz mi confused seh!Hahz!Turnd off e comp wen Papa had 2 go 2 work.Den kakak n I slept in Papa's rm.Kakak was stil on e fone wif Penyu wen I fell aslp.I woke up ard 11+ dis morn wen Mama was leavin 4 work.Den I went bak 2 slp n onli woke ard 1.45pm wen Penyu calld.Hahz!I noe.Imma slpy head.Bt wat 2 do.I was feelin real tired..
Don tink Im goin out 2dae.Gettin bankrupt oreadi.Haiz!Gt planz of buyin a new hp.Datz y I muz save money.So dat meanz I gotta try ma bez nt 2 go out.Borin sia!Feelin real bored rite nw.Kakak's stil aslp.Im gettin soo hungry.Mayb l8r I cook maself a bowl of Maggi mee.Lukin out e window..Wat a beautiful,sunny dae out dhere!Argh!I wanna go 2 e beach n soak in e sun.Uh no.On 2nd tot,I don wanna do dat.Don wanna get ani darker.Tuk mi soo long 2 get fairer.Don wanna get dark no more.Ya I noe Im vain.Hahz!Geishas cnt b dark-skind rite?Lolz!..
OMG!Ma fav song is on e radio rite nw!U n mi by e Wannadies!Remindz mi of Hafiz.Cx dat tym,wen 3 of us hung out in his rm,dis song came out n we were all singin 2 it.Hahz!We had sooo much fun watchin cartoonz,slammin each oder wif stuffd toyz,drawin japanese anime n writin lyrics.I miz Hafiz!I dunno where he is rite nw.E laz tym I heard abt him,his mumz sick.I hope shez feelin much betta rite nw.Surprisin dat Hafiz dint turn 2 us 4 help.He dint even participate in e sk8 comp held yesterdae n 2dae @ Youthpark.Is his mumz condition realli dat serious?Im sooo worried abt him rite nw.I miz all dhose tymz we all hung out 2 plae CS n kakak n I wud get soo irritated wif Hafiz cx he wud orwaez win!It getz soo frustratin dat we myt even argue.Lolz!Childish!E laz tym we went out 2geder was @ Bedok Funland.Hafiz,kakak,Penyu,Shamil n I were all playin CS 2geder.Den Hafiz went bak 2 Changi beach wyl e 4 of us went 2 hang out @ Bedok Central.I wud b happi enuf if Hafiz wud @ leaz cal or msg mi.I juz wanna noe hw hez doin rite nw.If he doesnt,I juz hope n prae dat he n his mum r doin fyn wereva dey r...
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I went out yesterdae.Was supposed 2 go 2 e beach wif Penyu n kakak bt we dint cx Penyu dint wake up.Wth!Hahz!Kakak n I ended up goin 2 his plc 2 slack n spend tym dhere.Hahz!We hung out in his rm,eatin,playin e guitar n all.E 3 of us squeezd on a single bed.Hahz!E bez part was I managed 2 slp 4 awyl cx he was playin e guitar n it was soothin.Made mi slp.Hahz!Den @ abt 10pm,Shamil came ova n we all watchd tv n a few minz l8r,we all went dwn 2 e nearby 7-eleven 2 get redbull 2 boost our energy.Hahz!We r all loyal patrons of redbull.Hahz!Evrydae sure nid @ leaz 1 can of it.Den Md Noh tol mi 2 cal him 4 awyl.Yay!I tokd 2 him on e fone 4 abt 3minz den Penyu n Shamil sent kakak n I 2 e busstop 2 take e bus hm.It was gettin late..
Penyu woke mi up earli yest morn n tol mi dat Amy calld him e nite b4 2 ask him 2 tel mi dat Amy n I r juz frenz frm nw on.Hmm..Xcuse mi!Dint we break up a long tym ago?Hahz!Aniwae,Im nt e leaz bit botherd abt him.Imma geisha rememba?We geishas don fall in love.Even if we do,e feelin is kept deep insyd n nv 2 b xpressd..
Shamil was tellin mi hw galz nowadaez suck 2 e core.I was lyk "shut up,freak!".Hey!Open ur eyez plz!Nw u tel mi.Hu is more of a busted?Guyz or galz?Galz try 2 endure e freakin rotten attitude of guyz n yet dey cal us pembusteds?Haiz!I was pointin out 2 Shamil dat I was loyal 2 his bro wen we were stil 2geder.I tink Shamil tinkz dat I was e 1 hu busted Amy.Don tel mi Amy is goin ard playin victim nw?!Yeah!I noe I initiated e break up.Wel,I wudnt hv done so if he dint betray mi.I dint tel him dat I knew more den he tinkz I do.I'll juz kip it 2 maself.All I noe,I gotta end e rltnshp NW.Im happi e wae I m nw.Geishas don trip ova a guy.We geishas hv a positive attitude n stae strong no matter wat happenz.Broken heartz n sorrowz r hidden deep insyd us,nv 2 b told.Datz e wae tingz r gonna b frm nw on...
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Sori 4 missin a few daez of bloggin.Was kinda bz,u c n ma dad tuk awae e freakin modem cx I came hm late on wed.Haiz!..
I went 2 luk 4 Amy @ Bdok on Wed nite.Found him sk8in near sheng shiong supermarket wif Shamil.Penyu was wif mi n ma sis.I tuk e opportunity 2 tok 2 him.I tink he kinda figured out dat I wanted 2 ask 4 a clean break up cx I was givin him cold treatment all e wyl.I was feelin lazi 2 tok 2 him.Felt lyk punchin his face!Hahz!So plastic sia he!Actin S if everytingz fyn wen itz nt.I dint tel him dat I knew abt him n her.I wanted 2 make it seem S tho Im breakin up wif him cx of his freakin attitude.Aniwae,he went bak 2 his plc 2 change firz n he came dwn 2 c mi again under Penyu's blk.Woah!I spotted 'her' ring on his finger n I went lyk "Nice ring?".He said dat it was his mum's.O c'mon man!Hw lame cn dat b sia!Obviously itz a teen galz ring,nt his mum's!Hw stupid does he tink I m?Den I tol him dat I saw him @ Orchard wif her.He went all out 2 deny sia!Wahlau!I noe hu I saw seh!He kept on sayin dat he was workin dat dae n dat he dint go dwn 2 twn.Yeah!Wateva!Sucha huge liar!I askd 4 break up bt he said he nided tym 2 tink abt it.I was lyk 'hell'!I juz wanted a clean break up,datz all.Altho he tol mi 2 wait 4 his cal,I dint.I moved on ormoz immediately.Cnt wait 4 him animore la.Bsydz,I don love him no more..
I went 2 skl yest.Wanted 2 visit e ELDDS peepz n @ e same tym,check out e new skl.E feelin of enterin e skl sux sia!Mayb itz juz dat I don feel belongd dhere.Itz S if it aint ma skl.E canteen was a lil small n 2 bright.Haiz!Met som of ma frenz frm e oder batches n som frm ma batch hu came bak.Was quite cool seein evry1 I realli miz.Evry1 was tellin mi dat I changed alot.Realli ar?I don tink so,tho.Aniwae,I bumpd into Nadirah n I was soo happi 2 c her sia!Itz been a long tym.It was a pleasant surprise.Practicalli jumpd n hoppd all e wae 2 her in excitement.Ya2.I noe Im childish.Hahz!Den afta dat I went straight 2 Bedok Int 2 mit Penyu.We were goin dwn 2 queenstwn 2 fetch kakak.Den e 3 of us went 2 Marina Square 2 catch Memoirs Of A Geisha.E movie was freakin cool sia!I tink e lyf of a geisha rox 2 e max.I shld learn 2 b 1.Hahz!Nt wat dey do,of cx.Itz juz dat dheir principle in lyf is realli cool n dat dey don fall in love wif men easily.I shld b 1!Hahz!Den e 3 of us went 2 LJS 2 hv dinner.E cinema was freezin sia!Lyk in winter.I was practicalli shiverin all e wae even tho I had a jacket on.Ma legz were freezin n ma toes were numb.Ma teeth cudnt stop chatterin.Hahz!Tuk quite som tym 4 us 2 raise our body temp again.Frm dhere,we tuk a bus bak 2 Ubi.Had a gr8 tym out sia!Made mi 4get abt all ma probz n carez..
Hmmm.. Mayb Im gettin a new guy soon.Heez!Ma x,actualli.I hope dat tingz cn go on wel between us.Stil love him alot altho we broke up 4 7mths+ oreadi.Nevertheless,Im nt puttin high hopez into dis rltnshp cx imma geisha rememba?Hahz!Datz e wae tingz r gonna b frm nw on.Geishas don fall in love...
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Amy,Amy,Amy,Amy.Datz all I here ppl sae nowadaez!Evrytingz abt uE more I try 2 run awae frm ue more u kp comin bak into ma lyf.Hey dude!Don u get it?!I don nid u animore.U cn go on wif her 4 all I care.Im juz soooo glad dat I wasnt e 1 u wasted.Guez ur makin mi c ur true colours nw huh?Im glad Im able 2 open ma eyez n c e real person u r.I tot I was dyin in anger n frustration wen I found out abt u n her.I tot I was nv gonna make thru dis pain.Bt guez wat?!Im bouncin of e wall!Im fyn n Im feelin much betta den eva.U made mi c tingz in a diif perspective n cx of wat u did,Im more determined den eva 2 turn maself into a gd gal.Nt a minah tudung,mind u.Itz juz nt mi.Hahz!Im gonna make u c dat u juz turnd ur bak on wat wud b a beautiful rltnshp.Itz ok.Mayb itz juz nt meant 2 b between us.I dunno y bt I aint feelin anitin 4 u animore.Itz S if wat u did dint hurt mi a single bit.Y ar?Cnt b dat I dint love u @ all cx I noe I DID.Bt mayb u dint make mi love u enuf,datz y.Or itz juz dat I kinda learnt ma lesson n expected dis kinda ting 2 b comin frm u.I aint trippin ova u.I went mad wif anger yest bt ma heart aint cryin.Im startin ma new lyf witout u.I noe dat ovatym,our memoriez wil slowli turn 2 dust.I cnt wait 4 dat dae 2 cum.I cnt wait 2 4get abt u.I regret knowin u.Wish I hadnt fallen 4 u guy lyk u.She'll b happi wif u nw bt nt 4 long.I noe it.Cx wen u get bored wif her,ur gonna let her go.Letz juz wait n c.Til den,I hope u wun cal mi animore.Cx e sound of ur voice makez mi wanna puke!Ur sucha fake n I don tok 2 plastics lyk u.Sayounara,Amy...
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Itz e 17th of Jan 2dae n itz supposed 2 b our 1mth anniversary.Sad 2 sae,itz oso e dae of our break up.I went out wif Penyu yesterdae cx he sent mi 2 e Doc's.I was so lukin 4ward 2 2dae cx I cnt wait 4 us 2 celebrate our firz mth anniversary bt I guez dat aint gonna happen nw.Wat Amy did 2 mi realli crushd ma heart into pieces.Dis is e extreme I cn take.Hw cn he plae behind ma bak?!U guyz wil nv undastan ma position rite nw.Im nt gonna sae wat Amy did cx itz onli gonna hurt mi even more thinkin abt it.U myt sae dat itz a small matter.Wel,ITZ NT!I cudn tink straight yest nite.Wen Im strezd,I don drink alcohol bt I drink e blue can redbull.Itz enuf 2 make ma whole world spin ard mi.Had veri high feva due 2 e sudden rush of energy caused by e redbull.Swallowd dwn 3 capsules of panadol extra @ 1 go.Dunno wat I was doin.I was BROKEN.Hw cn he stil hv e cheek 2 cal mi earli dis morn n pretend dat evrytingz fyn wen ITZ NT?!!Nuttin wil eva b e same animore.Ma head is stil throbbin rite nw.Feel lyk dyin of emotional torture sia!Im goin out later 2 find Amy n perhapz catch him red-handed wif his new gal.Itz e hardest ting I'll eva hafta do bt I gotta do it.BROKEN!!!Itz gotta end NW!!He dint hafta b so mean 2 mi!Wat did I eva do rong 2 deserve sucha treatment frm him?It hurtz soo much 2 love him e wae I do n turn ard 2 luk @ him n realize dat he doesnt giv a fuckin damn!Yeah Fadzil,ur rite.I cn nv trust him.Thx 4 makin mi realize dat.I dunno hw 2 face him later on.Wat wil I do or sae 2 him in front of her?Wil I b strong enuf 2 face him witout sheddin a single tear?Wat he did wil orwaez remain wif mi til e dae I die.Nv wil I believe anoder guy in ma lyf animore.Im dyin insyd rite nw.No1 wil undastan.Im in dis battle alone.I hope tingz wil turn out wel later on..
IM SEEKIN SOLITUDE!...

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Was supposed 2 go out wif Elias 2dae.Accompany him go buy som stuffz.Bt guez wat?I woke up dis morn wif a veri bad headache n feva.Hw 2 go mit him?Aiyo!I was sooo lukin 4ward 2 c him seh!Itz been a long tym since I laz saw ma gd cloz fren since sec1.E stupid headache had 2 go spoil it all.Haiz!Elias,I canceld goin out wif som guy cx of u tau!U betta appreciate bt Im sooo sori dat I had 2 cancel on u 2.Haiz!I feel lyk som pembusted nw.I nv lyk 2 cancel on ma frenz.Itz e laz ting I'd eva do!If cn ah,I'd split maself up so dat I cn b dhere 4 all ma frenz.Heh!Wel,at leaz Jane cud take ova ma plc n accompany Elias.Woo!(wipin e sweat off ma forehead)..
Was on MSN e whole morn wif Sha,Fadzil and Nabil.At leaz dey accompany mi @ hm.Hahz!It was a whole lotta fun ah.Feelz lyk e old tymz hangin out in e skl canteen chattin awae.Except dat dis tym itz on MSN.I was lafin ma head off ah esp wif Fadzil ard.Hez sucha joker bt 2 bad he gtg offline earli.Nw gt nuttin 2 do oreadi.Mayb l8r goin out.SHOPPIN!!!!!!Finalli seh!OMG!Saved up enuf $ oreadi.Cn go shoppin non-stop bt I bet by e tym I get hm,ma wallet empty oreadi.Hahz!Bt Im sure itz gonna b worth it ah.Satisfaction guaranteed!Heh!Dat is if Im feelin betta oreadi..
Nw Penyu juz msgd mi sayin dat he wanna go rembat sombodi oreadi.Darn!If I cud,I wanna run 2 him n hold him bak seh!Yeah I noe itz 4 revenge bt all dis fytin is gonna put his own lyf @ stake 2.Don wanna lose anoder fren.If Amy askd mi abt wat happend 2 Penyu,hw in e world M I supposed 2 ans 2 him?L8r he sae, "Why dint u tell mi abt dis?".I juz pray dat hez gonna b fyn.Im mittin him l8r.Hope he wun b late n dat he'll b in 1 piece.He sendin mi 2 e doctor's..
Wherez Amy?!!He dint even cal or msg mi 2dae.Actualli,dint hear frm him 4 e paz few daez.Hope hez doin fyn whereva he is n hope he doesnt 4get abt mi.Hahz!A few daez bak Mama saw Amy's pic on ma table.I framed his pic up n put in on ma studi table.Den Mama went lyk "Who's dis?Amy izit?Ur boi ar?".I dint wanna sae anitin cx she sure 2 sae som commentz.Hahz!Let her kip on guessin.Hahz!I tink laz yr,b4 Christmas,Amy n I tuk a neoprint 2geder bt he tuk hm all of e picz.Sobz!He said he wanna frame it up.I was soo happi 2 hear dat bt I oso wanna kip a pic of us 4 memoriez.Nw I don hv ani.Haiz!Shamil n Penyu said dat Amy framed up our pic n put it on top of e tv in his rm.Aww.. Hw swt of him.Hope 2 c him again soon.I noe hez bankrupt nw cx he juz bought a gold chain bt l8r wen I get ma $150 oreadi,I cn blanje him.Heh!Or if nt,I buy him smthg nice.Heez!...
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Im bored 2 death!Dint go aniwhere yest cx itz a Sundae n ma dadz hm.Cnt go out if hez hm.Later kena lecture.Aiyo!Datz e worst part of all.Later Im goin out,I guez.Mit som of ma palz.Itz been a long tym since I laz met dem..
Aniwae,Im pretti much bak 2 normal oreadi.Tingz r lukin gr8 4 mi.2 ma palz lyk Nadirah,thx 4 bein concernd abt mi.Im realli2 touchd by it.Hope 2 c u guyz soon!..
Tingz between mi n Amy is stil e same.Wat do u cal dis?A stagnant rltnshp izit?I dunno ah.Hahz!Wel,Im glad dat he at leaz stil regardz mi S his gf..
Yest nite som guy calld mi n said, "Hi!Leh knal2?".I was lyk hu in e world r u seh?I hate it wen guyz juz pass ur number ard 2 dheir frenz n den all e weird ppl start callin u up,askin u 2 b dheir 'fren'.I soo hate it!Walau eh!If dis guyz r nice,nvm ah.Bt onli a handful of dem r realli nice.E rez of dem wil kip on pesterin u 2 b dheir gf.Wat e hell seh!Hw cn u b som1's gf if u juz gt 2 noe dat person ova e fone?Wat do dey tink dis is?A joke?Half of dem r juz dead desperate 2 hv a gf.Xcuse mi!Do dey noe watz e meanin of bein in a rltnshp?I mean u gotta noe a person xtremeli wel b4 u decide 2 b in a rltnshp wif dem rite?Den I was tokin 2 dis guy on e fone 4 a few mins n he went lyk "I love u,syg" b4 hangin up.Halo?!!Doesnt anibodi noe e REAL meanin of e word LOVE animore?Hw cn som1 tel som1 elz dat dey love dat som1 juz by tokin on e fone wif him/her 4 a mere few mins?Obviousli,he aint sincere 4 sayin dat.Sucha despo!Hez sucha huge turn-off seh!Imagine if all e guyz in e world r e same,OMG!I dunno wat 2 sae.Guez I wun trust ani guyz animore if it was lidat.Hahz!Thank God dhere r stil som sincere n trustable guyz ard.Bt sad 2 sae,onli a handful of dem r realli2 sincere.Ma guy fren broke up wif his gf cx he gt tired of her face.WTH onli!He seemz 2 b soo proud of it summore.Haiz!Guyz!I hope dat Amy isnt lyk dhose despos...
PS:Check out ma honey's foto.Heez!Cute anot?Muahaha!...
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Itz 6:27am rite nw.Ma dad juz left 4 work n ma sis n I r chillin out in his rm.Im on e com wyl ma sis is on e fone.Ma mumz stil aslp.Goin 2 work l8r..
I guez it wil b anoder borin dae @ hm.Haiz!Wat 2 do.Hv ma eye on a nice shirt bt den I lazi ah 2 go n get it.Dunno y bt I feel so 'sayang' wanna use e money,u noe wat I mean.Dunno la.Mayb I shld go get it cx itz freakin nice!!!Cnt stop thinkin of it.Amy oso tol mi 2 go get it wen we laz met.Guez e shirt caught his attention 2 huh?Hez gt gd taste,I muz sae.Heh!..
O ya!U noe wat?!Amy cald mi juz a few hrz ago.I tink it was ard 4+ in e morn.OMG!I was practicalli jumpin 4 joy!Itz gd 2 hear his voice again.He said he hasnt been gettin an off dae datz y he cudnt mit up wif mi.I hope he getz an off dae nxt wk.Dat wae,we cn spend somtym out 2geder.Itz gd 2 catch up again.He n Shamil went 2 Penyu's crib juz nw juz 2 hang out n settle som probz.Boiz!We were jokin ard on e fone n he said "I LOVE U"!Wow!Itz a normal ting 4 him 2 sae 2 mi ah bt den itz been a long tym since I've heard him sae dat.Datz y I was practicalli meltin wen he said it.Yeah2!U myt b sayin dat Im easili taken in by swt tok bt datz juz e wae I m.Im givin him e benefit of e doubt.Hez innocent til proven guilty rite?I realli hope dat hez sincere in sayin it,tho.Cx if nt,it wun mean a ting.Im lukin 4ward 2 his nxt cal.I hope it wil b soon.Penyu tol mi 2 giv him a 2nd chance.I dunno man.Shld i?I noe I love him alot.Mayb I shld giv him a chance.Bt dis wil b e laz chance ah.I hope wif all ma heart n soul dat he wun screw it up again dis tym...
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OMG!!Itz freakin borin!Dis is e 3rd dae Im stayin hm.Wanted 2 go out 2dae.Mayb go shoppin or smthg.Wanna buy new stuffz n go update ma wardrobe bt I woke up late!!!Gosh!Nw itz 2 late 2 go out.Itz 5pm nw.Aiyo!Lukin out e window nw.Wat a beautiful dae witout rain!Juz wanna go out n absorb in e atmosphere.OMG!I so wanna b out!Imma lyk a caged-up animal waitin 2 b freed.Hahz!(wat a wae 2 describe maself).Gotta stae hm 4 e nxt 2WEEKZ!OMG!Kakak has examz.I cn go out witout her la bt watz e use wen I cnt cum hm late?No fun.Myt S wel stae hm seh lidat!Comin hm earli is sucha drag.Havin 2 catch e laz bus hm is bad enuf.Meanz we hafta leave e plc ard 11+.E nite is stil young seh!Haiz!I've been stayin hm 4 2 long dat I cn practicalli write out a freakin timetable 4 ma daily routinez.Itz all e same.Wat Im gonna do e nxt hr is sooo predicted!Argh!I wanna scream outta frustration.Sombodi cum n save mi frm ma boredom!I wish dhere was skl!@ leaz I cn plae netball or smthg.2dae is fridae.Itz our netball dae in skl wyl waitin 4 eldds 2 start.Miz e old tymz..
Im fellin a lil betta nw.Nt so broken up.I gt som realli gd advice frm ma darlin Mona.She gav mi som tipz 2 deal wif e situation.Lukz lyk Im doin quite wel compared 2 e previous nite afta she gav mi e advice.Thx alot,darl 4 orwaez bein dhere 4 mi.Im takin it slow nw.Im juz gonna let it ride.C where it takez us (mi n Amy).If he comez bak 2 mi,meanz hez e 1 4 mi.If nt,mayb itz a sign 4 mi 2 muv on.I'll orwaez love him no matter wat happenz.Tho we dint go on in e rltnshp 4 2 long,I did put ma heart n soul into it.Mayb datz ma mistake.Bt aniwae,I nv regretted knowin him.He changed mi alot n I thank him 4 dat.Im nt gonna hate altho hez hurt mi alot.Hatin him wud onli b more painful 4 mi.Im juz gonna go wif e flow.Ovatym,ma heart wil heal on itz own n I'll soon b readi 2 out e past bhynd n move on.Mayb I'll find anoder guy 4 maself or mayb,I'll stae single 4 e nxt few mthz.Juz wanna b on ma own.Dat wae,I wun get hurt by dis ting calld LOVE.I aint trippin no more.I gotta get up n walk awae.Itz e bez wae out.Im happi e wae I m nw.@ leaz I stil hv ma frenz by ma syd 2 support mi all e wae.Im 4eva grateful 4 dem.Dey r lyk ma God-sent angelz 2 watch ova mi.I love ma frenz alot n I swear I'll nv love ani oder guy more den I love ma family n ma frenz.Ma future guy wil hv e lowest priority in ma lyf.If he aint happi wif it,he cn get outta ma lyf.Im nt e leaz botherd.Nobodi separatez mi frm ma frenz.If dey do,dey r done 4...

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Itz 5:08pm rite nw.Juz woke up.Dint slp e whole morn.Was on e fone wif penyu tryin ma bez 2 make him stae n cryin ma eyez out @ e same tym.He meanz alot 2 mi.Hez e bestest guy fren I hv on dis earth.Hez been dhere 4 mi countless tymz n I've been dhere 4 him 2.I don wanna c him go awae.Watz ma lyf witout him?Itz a piece of shit!Lyf's a bitch!I tot dat 2006 wil bring happi memoriez 4 mi n dat I finalli cn run awae frm ma probz in 2005.Bt NO!I tink 2005 was a betta yr 4 mi.Itz juz e start of 2006 n it sux big tym!I cn onli imagine watz in store mi as e daezgo by.Ma lyfz sucha screw up rite nw.Nv felt dis wae b4.Rite nw,Im @ a loss.Dunno wat 2 do.If onli I had a skl 2 go 2.It wil help mi 4get abt maprobz.Seein ma frenz n buryin maself in ma bkz wil b sucha a gr8 distraction.Bt luk @ mi nw!I hv all e tym 2 brood ova ma silly prob.Slpin is e onli wae I cn 4get abt ma probz.Datz y I wake up late nowadaez.I wanna run awae frm all ma probz.1 gd ting dat came out:Penyu has decided 2 stae!Yes!Hez stayin!OMG!!Im so happi!..
Penyu tol mi 1 ting.He said itz nt worth waitin 4 Amy n dat I shld move on.Hw?I cnt bear 2 walk awae frm Amy wen I stil love him soo much.Penyu said dat I don deserve e mean treatment dat Amyz givin mi.I dunno wat 2 do.If I stae n wait,im waitin 4 nuttin n Im juz wastin ma freakin tym.If I chooz 2 let it burn,itz gonna hurt mi sooo much knowin dat I dint try ma bez in dis rltnshp.A few more daez wil b our 1-mth anniversary bt I guez we wun hv e chance 2 celebrate it cx Im walkin awae rite nw.Itz juz a matter of tym b4 I do.I juz nid tym 2 pluck up enuf courage.I noe dat ma lyfz screwd up rite nw cx of Amy.Bt datz juz e wae it is.Im gonna change it NW.I hafta do dis.Itz 4 ma own gd.Im nt gonna watch maself goin dwn e drain cx of som bastard.Im a BITCH!Bitch in total control of herself.Datz e wae itz gonna b frm nw onwardz.I aint lettin no nigga intrude wif ma lyf n rule it 4 mi.Ma world is abt mi,ma family,ma catz n ma homies.FRENZ R 4EVA.BOIZ R WATEVA!Datz e wae tingz r gonna b frm nw.I'll hv total control of maself.Im willin 2 put ma lyf on e line 4 ma frenz bt nv 4 ma nigga.Dey aint worth ma tym,money or tearz.Im a fighter n 4eva I'll b..
Amy,u cn juz bounce outta ma lyf rite nw!I don nid u @ all.Ur onli addin pain n sufferin.Watz e use of u stayin if u onli treat mi lyk a piece of shit!I deserve a betta guy den u.Walk out n nv cum bak!!!
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Itz 4:10am n im cryin ma eyez out.Ma gd frenz all dis wyl aint dhere 4 mi no more.Amy(ma syg),Penyu n Shamil e 3 ppl we used 2 hang out wif sooo much r leadin 3 separate livez rite nw.I was juz on e fone wif Penyu n he said dat he wanz 2 go bak 2 his paz lyf.Stuff he'd b doin b4 we gt 2 noe dem.He tol mi dat dey changed alot since we met dem n hez feelin bored cx he claimz dat he aint himself.U noe hw disappointed Im feelin rite nw?!E 6 of us orwaez hung out 2geder.Den Renni gt 2 bz wif her own tingz n cnt chil wif us.Den comez Amy.Hez hookd up wif work.Nw Shamil.He aint ard no more.Dunno where he is.Finalli,Penyu wanz 2 walk awae.God dammit!Here I m waitin 4 Amy cx I believe dat he'd cum bak 2 mi again.Nw I realise smthg.He aint goin 2.Ya I noe hez stil ma boi.Bt I juz cnt hold it 2geder animore!I've been tryin 2 tink positive bt I cnt animore.Im in ma worse state eva.I hafta b alone.Far awae frm ppl.I nid tym 2 realli put maself 2geder..
PS:Amy,I'm sooo sori.I don mean 2 giv up on us.I orwaez hope 4 e bez bt hopin aint enuf.We nid 2 work it out.It doesnt luk 2 gd 4 us.Guez we've reachd e end of e rainbow.I don wanna let go bt I hv 2.Im sooo sori.Plz don b angri @ mi.I tink itz e onli wae out 4 e bof of us.Don worie.I'll orwaez love u.I juz gotta walk awae.I hope 1 dae u'll undastan...

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I juz woke up abt an hr ago.Nw itz 4:11pm.Slept late laz nite n cudnt wake up dis morn.E rain's makin mi stae in bed.Heh!Once again,e water in e shower is freezin.Anoder 1 of dhose daez dat I hate bathin.Stil had 2 force maself 2 bathe.Hahz!Don tink Im goin out 2dae.Wanna Save $.Firthermore,kakak has 2 stae hm 2 do her studiez.Her examz r nxt wk,I tink..
Im missin ma syg sooo badli!Wish he hadnt 2 work.@ leaz I get 2 c him anitym I wan.Heh!Dunno whether dis rltnshp is gonna work out.Seemz lyk itz dyin.Haiz!Im startin 2 hv a bad feelin abt dis rltnshp n it SUX!!Hez nv ard 4 mi cx hez 2 bz wif work.I undastan.E fact dat Im gettin 2 used 2 e fact dat he aint ard sux!It seemz lyk S if I don nid him animore.Bt S a matter of fact,I nid him ALOTTT!Im nt blamin him 4 workin.Actualli,I encourage him 2 work.Mayb I juz miz him 2 much datz y Im feelin dis wae.Honestli,I nv wanna giv up on us.Hez ma inspiration n hez e 1 hu makez mi luk 4ward 2 each comin dae.Hez evryting 2 mi.I hope he wun let mi dwn lyk ma paz boiz did.I hope hez here 2 stae.Even if isnt gonna stae,@ leaz stae 4 a lil wyl longer.Dherez stil so much in it 4 us in dis rltnshp.I hope hez willin 2 giv our rltnshp a chance.

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Gd mornin evry1!Yeah u guezd it.I cnt slp.Check it out!itz 4:04 in e morn n Im bloggin oreadi.Heh!Wat 2 do.Aint gtnuttin betta 2 do marh.Lolz!..
Wel,yest nite,ma sis n I went 2 mit up wif Penyu @ Bedok Funland 2 plae CS.Damn fun sia!E whole tym we were playin CS_estate.Dint change e map.S usual,ma sis n I playd terrorists wyl Penyu playd Counter-Terrorist.We were shootin his sori ass dead.Hahz!He was losin!CS is e bez wae 2 let out ur anger seh!Serious.So sad ma syg wasnt ard.He went visitin his relatives @ sengkang n had 2 rush bak hm cx he dint get an off dae 2dae.I haven ben seein him 4 more den a wk oreadi.Miz him soooo much.Bt wat cn I do.I hafta undastan dat hez bz workin n dat I cn onli c him durin his weekly off daez.Guez I'll juz hafta b patient huh?Mayb dis is e bez wae of testin ma loyalty 2wardz him.I heard frm Penyu dat ma syg is gonna go 4 NS somwhere dis yr.Haiz!Imagine 3mthz of nt seein him!1 wk is oreadi bad enuf.3mthz?!OMG!!Im sure 2 miz him a whole lot.Wel,Im goin 2 bed nw.I'll blog again l8r dis aftanoon if dherez anitin intrestin 2 blog abt aite?Nitez!!
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Selamat Hari Raye Haji 2 all u peepz out dhere!heez!..
Stayd up all nite changin ma blogskin n stuffs.Heh!Wyl ma sis was on e fone.Wen ma dad woke up in e morn,I was stil on e com.Den he left hm 4 e mosque 4 prayerz.I continued hoggin e internet.Heh!Den @ ard 6+ in e morn,I fell aslp all e wae til 3pm.Aiyo!Wel,u cnt blame mi 4 it rite?It was rainin n itz so nice 2 snuggle up in bed.E water was freezin wen I went in 2 bathe.Ooo!Shiverin lyk hel sia!Ma dad aint @ hm.Tink he went ova 2 ma grannie's plc.I don intend 2 go dhere.Lazi la.Feel lyk stayin hm all dae.We don realli celebrate hari raya haji aniwae..
Haven heard frm Amy lateli.Dunno where he is or whether hez workin 2dae.I miz him soooo much!Wish he'd juz cal mi.Haiz!Alot has been happenin 2 our grp.We've gone thru so much.I hope tingz wil take a turn 4 e 6 of us.No more tearz n sadness.I miz all e laughter n smylz...
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Im soo happi dat I've finalli changed ma blogskin.Bt stil nt satisfactory yet.Heh!


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It was rainin all aftanoon.Mummy woke mi up @ 1pm cx I had 2 go bathe.We were gonna make mi a new IC 2dae!FINALLI!!!I was freezin cold wen I gt out of e shower.Even tho wif a sweater on,I was shiverin.Izit winter in S'pore?I wish!Hahz!I was forcin ma eyez open.Slept onli @ 9 in e morn.Was on e fone wif Penyu all mornin.Stil feelin a lil sply.Yawnz!..
Ard 3pm,I gt drezd 2 go out wif Mama 2 go ICA.Kakak dint come along cx she ws feelin lazi.Furthermore,we were rushin 4 tym.Had 2 get dhere b4 e office closes.Wen we reachd dhere,it was a long queue outsyd e pic takin booth.Damn!I felt so embarrassed havin 2 take ma passport pic rite in front of evry1 in e queue.Wish e ground wud juz open n swallow mi in!Hahz!Ya2.I noe Im sik.Hahz!Den wen it was ma turn,e stupid lady kept askin mi 2 push up ma fringe so dat it wun cover ma eyebrowz.Aiyo!So troublesome,I tel u.Wen it was finalli ova,we went 2 get our ticket den we finalli applied 4 ma freakin IC.Yeeha!Finalli Im gettin ma IC!Im so happi!Afta all dat is done,Mama n I went straight 2 Parkway 2 hv lunch.Hmm..Or izit supposed 2 b dinner?Hahz!Aniwae,afta dat,we went shoppin a lil.Found a realli nice baby blu shell necklace @ Chamelon.It was so cheap n I HAD 2 get it.Den we went 2 Watsons.OMG!!Evryting is soo cheap dhere.Silkygirl cosmetics was @ 20% discount!Felt lyk buyin evryting dhere bt obviousli,I don hv e money.Heh!I bought e new eyeshadow pencil which was sellin @ onli $4.90.I hv ma eye on e pressd powder,tho.Mayb nxt tym wen I hv e $,I'll drop by Watsons again.Den @ ard 9+,we tuk e bus hm.It was real exhaustin bt fun dae 4 mi...
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I dint go aniwhere 2dae.Stayd @ hm all dae.Woke up xtremeli late dis aftanoon.I tink ard 4pm.Heh!Lazi bum la mi.Furthermore,it was rainin so heavily out dhere.Made mi stae in bed even longer.Afraid 2 get into e shower cx of e freezin cold water.Hahz!Den I went online 2 check ma frenster account.Went offline at ard 7:30pm cx I wanted 2 catch e documentary on e Geiko Girl on CNA.It was realli insightful n I was glued 2 e tv 4 1 whole hour..
Yesterdae ma syg called mi ard 3:06am usin his frenz hp.He was @ work.I was so happi 2 finalli hear his voice again!I tot he'd nv cal.Hahz!I askd him if he was stil angri @ mi abt e incident a few dae bak.He said he gt ova it oreadi.Im so glad 2 hear dat.Im lovin him more each dae.I hope we wil last long.Ya2.Im tokin lyk som childish freak rite nw.Bt itz realli ma wish 2 last long wif him.I love him alot!..
Wel,I've gt nuttin 2 sae animore.Kinda nt focusd rite nwcx Im on e fone.Heh!Mayb tml wen I wake up,I fill u guyz in again aite?SAYONARA!...
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hey my babe.charm here.posting..finally got a blog ehs?hahas..i miss you like crazy can..bleahhs!so nice of you to invite me to contribute here..hope i can get to see you soon or bump you somewhere..lols!school started..orientation is great..lectures start tomorrow..bleahhs..oh wells..we had fun during orientation..what a fantastic way to keep in touch using blogging..hehs..see you soon..and takkaire..dont slack too much alrights..have you found a job yet?lols..smuackaes!

lovecharm<3
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Feel lyk bloggin again.Gt nuttin 2 do..
Went thru som of ma old stuffs juz nw.Found a pic of ma ex,Firdaus.Lukin @ his face made i feel so sad all ova again.It was a pic of e 2 of us 2geder standin outsyd his 'kompang rm' @ Ang Mo Kio CC.Dat was e laz tym I eva met him (sobz).I stil rememba dat dae so clearli.It was a Fridae n I had 2 rush bak frm skl 2 get changed b4 takin a bus 2 Woodlands Interchange 2 fetch him 2 his kompang practice.He was on crutches.I stil rememba e excitement I felt wen I saw him limpin 2wardz mi.I immediately ran up 2 him 2 hug him n he kizd ma cheek.We were so happi 2geder bak den.Nv did I xpect dat it wud b our laz tym of seein each oder.Nevertheless,our rltnhshp continued on 4 anoder 4mthz til it finalli died off on 3 Dec 2005.He was MIA!I cudnt get in contact wif him.It continued on 4 2mthz.He dint call mi on our 5th n 6th mth anniversary lyk he used 2.Mayb he silent break wif mi bt I refused 2 believe it cx I loved him sooo much.I went on wif ma lyf S per normal,stil clingin on 2 e hope dat he'd cal mi 1 dae n we cn go bak 2 normal.Dat hope was e onli ting dat gav mi strength 2 continue wif ma lyf evrydae.Den 1 dae,I finalli realised dat dhere aint nuttin left in it 4 usno more.I finalli pluckd-up enuf courage 2 muv on witout him in ma lyf.Pics of him r e onli memoriez I hv of him.Nevertheless,I'll orwaez cherish e gd tymz dat we had 2geder.Im sure he has a reason 4 leavin mi juz lidat.Mayb somdae I'll cum 2 undastan.Til den,I wish him all e bez in wateva he does n mae he b happi wif hu eva he is wif rite nw...
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Im stayin hm again 2dae,I tink.Home alone again.Haiz!..
Penyu called ma sis S usual yest nite n dey tokd on e fome 4 hours n hours.I cn c dat he realli lykz her.*winx*.Bt a certain part of mi is jealous cx laz tym,ma fone wud b ringin @ nite cx Amy wud b callin mi.Nw it aint ringin no more.Amy barely calz mi nowadaez.Added 2 e fact dat hez workin @ nite nw.2 make tingz worse,he lost his SIM card therefore,I cnt get in contact wif him.So sad.I miz him sooo much bt I don tink he misses mi a single bit.Hez 2 angri @ mi nw dat he doesnt even care dat I miz him alot.Mayb he doesnt even love mi no more!I dunno wat elz 2 sae or do 2 make it up 2 him.I noe dat it was ma fault bt Im tryin ma bez here 2 put tingz rite bt he juz doesnt wanna hear ma voice on e fone!Hw elz m I supposed 2 straighten tingz out wif him?I don tink hez gonna take off nxt wk cx he oreadi mizd work dis wk.Even if he getz an off dae,he wudnt b spendin it wif mi cx nxt wk is Hari Raya Haji oreadi.haiz!Guez I'll nv c him again huh?Wat m I 2 do nw?I cnt tink of ani oder waez 2 make it up 2 him bt 2 tok 2 him on e fone.Bt stil,it seemz impossible cx he'll juz hang up the min he hearz ma voice on e oder line.I guez dherez no wae 2 settle dis dispute between us.I gotta face factz.Our rltnshp IS dyin n dherez nuttin dat I cn do abt it.I'll juz hv 2 watch it go dwn e drain.Once again,I'll b left broken-hearted.So typical of mi.I orwaez end up screwin som rltnshp.It sux big tym!I hate e feelin of pain wen e rltnshp doesnt work out n e bez solution is 2 juz walk awae frm it.Bt no matter wat,I'll try ma bez 2 work tingz out between Amy n I.Even if e rltnshp failz,@ leaz I'll feel gd knowin dat I've tried ma veri bez 2 try n save it...
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Im stayin hm 2dae.Aint gt no planz of goin out.Gettin bankrupt aniwae.Ma sis has juz left 4 skl,ma mum n dad had oreadi left 4 work earli dis mornin.Im @ hm alone again.Haiz!..
I cnt stop thinkin abt Amy.OMG!Im trippin cx of him!I promizd maself long ago dat I aint trippin ova any nigga no more.Bt luk @ mi nw.Dherez no stoppin maself.I dunno wat 2 do animore.I dunno hw 2 make it up 2 him wen he doesnt even wanna hear ma voice on e fone!Dherez no wae I cn save dis rltnshp.Itz breakin into pieces!Argh!Nt again!I've had enuf of failin rltnshpz!I noe dat Amy's pissd off wif mi.I undastan hw he feelz bt u tel mi..Hw in e world was I supposed 2 tel him dat I was goin out wen he aint gt no fone?!Bsydz,I was onli goin out wif Penyu,his own brudder!Cnt he even trust mi 4 dat?Hmph!Watz gonna happen nxt 2 dis rlntnshp is sooo predicted.Itz gonna b juz lyk ma rltnshp wif Firdaus.Itz gonna fade wif tym n mayb,Tuesday was e laz tym I'll eva c Amy.Nobodi's eva gonna undastan hw heartbroken Im feelin rite nw.Wish I cud put tingz rite bt I gotta face facts!It aint gonna b alrite.Mayb I juz gotta let go.Y cnt he giv our rltnshp a 2nd chance?Y cnt he juz 4giv mi?I've been a gd gal 4 him all dis wyl n dis is e firz silly mistake I've eva made!Y is he takin dis sooo hard on himself?I aint gettin ani of dis!Wat shld I do rite nw?Turn ma bak on dis rltnshp n let it burn?Or shld I kip holdin on 2 e hope dat he'd cal mi 1 fine dae wen he aint angri @ mi no more?Im sooo confused n messd up rite nw!God,help mi...
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Yesterdae I went 2 mit Penyu @ Bedok Interchange cx we wanted 2 pik ma sis up frm skl 2geder.Wyl waitin 4 him,I saw Shamil walkin frm afar.I assumed dat Shamil was walkin wif Penyu bt 2 ma surprise,Amy(ma syg) was walkin wif Shamil.He gave mi dat fuckd-up luk n askd mi wat e hell was I doin dhere.E min he heard dat I was goin out wif Penyu,he juz turnd n walk awae.I was like "What e hell is e matter wif him?".Den wen Penyu arrived,I tol him evryting .Penyu received a msg frm Shamil,askin Penyu 2 cal him.Den on e fone,Penyu tol Amy dat I wanted 2 tok 2 him.Amy went lyk "Ah!Malas ah!".Den he hung up!Wat e fuck!Nw I noe dat hez fuckin pissd off wif mi.He doesn't even wanna tok 2 mi,his on gf!Dherez realli smthg botherin him den.@ nite,Penyu,ma sis n I went 2 Shamil's blk 2 mit him.Shamil tol mi dat Amy was upstairz.He mizd work cx he woke up late.Shamil oso tol mi dat Amy was pissd off wif mi cx I dint inform him dat I was goin out.Wait a min!Hw in e world was I supposed 2 inform Amy dat I was goin out wen I cudnt get in contact wif him?Datz crazee!I had no commentz.Amy was seriousli pissd off wif mi n I bet a million dollars dat he stil is.Itz less den a mth dat we r 2geder yet we r oreadi fightin lyk catz n dogz.Haiz!Watz gonna become of our rltnshp?I wonder whether we cn make it 2 our firz mth anniversary.If his anger persists,I don tink he'll mit up wif mi nxt wk or mayb,he wun even tok 2 mi animore.Shld I sae gdbye 2 dis rltnshp or shld I giv it a chance?Gosh!I totalli hv no idea!I DON WANNA BREAK UP!I LOVE AMY ALOT!!!
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On Tuesday,I went 2 mit ma syg @ Bugis 2geder wif Penyu n ma sis.I was sooo happi 2 c him!Itz been a wk sice I laz saw him.Im happi dat he @ leaz wanz 2 c mi on his off dae.He wanted 2 get a new t-shirt n cap so we walkd ard Bugis Junction n Bugis Street.Afta buyin e cap,we walkd out of Bugis Junction lukin 4 a coffeeshop cx he wanted 2 buy a pack of cigarettes.He crossd ova wyl Penyu,ma sis n I waited outsyd Swensen's.I gt pissd off by him cx I overheard him tellin Penyu dat he was gonna mit his frenz earli dat mornin 2 go drinkin.I HATE GUYZ HU DRINK!!Of cx I was super unhappy wif dat.All along,I put up a sulky luk on ma face.He kept on askin mi watz botherin mi.I dint wanna voice out ma totz cx I knew he was gonna get pissd off by wat I had 2 sae bt he kept on forcin it outta mi.In the end,I had no choice bt 2 sae it.Tru enuf,he wasn't happi wif mi.We argued 4 e firz tym eva.I nv heard him raise his voice @ mi b4.I was feelin realli upset.I dint wanna argue wif him!Finalli,I apologised 2 him n tingz softend a lil.He voiced out his unhappiness regardin e fact dat I orwaez go out wif ma frenz witout informin him.We straightend tingz out n by e tym we gt on e bus bak 2 Bedok Interchange,tingz were bak 2 normal n I was huggin him all thru e bus ride.He slept in ma armz.Awww..B4 goin separate waez,he promizd mi dat he'd c mi again nxt wk on his off dae.He kizd ma rite cheek n I kizd him bak.Wif a smyl n a final apology,I walkd awae...
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Yesterdae Penyu,ma sis n I went 2 plae CS @ Bedok Funland.We were all so bored so we decided 2 waste our tym dhere playin CS.Shamil wasnt wif us cx he went sk8in wif Sharee.We playd CS til abt 10:45pm.Den we went 2 Penyu's plc 2 hang out wyl waitin 4 Shamil 2 cum ova.We listend 2 Muse n hung out in Penyu's rm,chit-chattin.It was fun cx we kinda gt 2 noe each oder much betta.I tink we kinda bonded.It was cool!Den @ abt 2am in e morn,we went 2 Shamil's blk 2 pick him up.Den e 4 of us went 2 chil out under som blk.Lepak2.Finalli,@ ard 3.15am,ma sis n I tuk a taxi hm..
Ma syg called mi yest nite usin his fren's hp wyl we were otw 2 Penyu's plc.It was soo gd 2 hear his voice again!I gt all excited S usual.heh!He wanted 2 ask mi out 2dae cx itz his off dae n we haven seen each oder 4 a wk oreadi.I miz him sooo much.Here,I'm stil waitin 4 his cal so dat we cn go out.I dunno whether he'd cal cx I tinkhez 2 tired.Bt stil,I do hope dat he calz.I realli wanna c him again...

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I had a whole lot of fun celebratin New Year wif Shamil,Penyu n ma sis.Onli e 4 of us.Ma boi was workin n Shamil's gal coudnt make it.sobz..
Ma sis n I met Shamil n Penyu @ Bedok Interchange @ ard 10:30pm.Den e 4 of went straight 2 Changi Beach.Dhere,we bought som fud n walkd along e beach.@ ard 12:30 am,we headed 4 Old Changi Hospital.We wanted 2 explore e area n it sounded lyk soo much fun explorin a haunted buildin.Upon reachin e area,we bumpd into a grp of Malay guyz.Dey were on dheir wae out of OCH.It was ma firz tym dhere n OMG!e buldin was creepy n chills ran dwn ma spine.It was super quiet dhere.Onli e sound of crickets cud b heard.Sooo scary bt I gt all excited.It was an adventure of a lifetym.We enterd e buildin bt we headed out again cx we had no torchlight n we cudnt go on explorin e area witout ani lightz cx it was pitch black in dhere.We intended 2 go bak 2 changi 2 buy a torchlight n cum bak again bt den e grp of boiz came in n wanted Penyu 2 lead e wae cx dey werent familiar wif e area.Since dey had torchlightz wif dem,we agreed 2 go along wif dem S a big grp.I was stuck 2 Penyu wyl ma sis was wif Shamil.We onli managed 2 walk ard e area 4 a lil wyl b4 gettin busted by police officers.Hahz!e oder boiz ran,leavin e 4 of us bhynd.Afta screenin,e 4 of us headed bak 2 changi.We were frustrated cx we dint manage 2 explore e whole area.We went straight 2 Changi Beach 2 join som of Penyu's memberz hu pitchd a tent dhere.We spent e whole mornin dhere.In e rain,ma sis n I accompanied Penyu makin 2 build sandcastles along e beach.He wrote ma sis name in e sand n it was e moz beautiful ting I eva saw!So swt of him,don u tink?heh!@ ard 6 in e morn,we tuk e bus bak 2 Bedok Interchange.All of us were beat n had lil energy left.It was a veri exhaustin dae.Bt veri enjoyable.By e tym I reachd hm,it was 8am.B4 goin 2 bed,ma syg cald 2 check on mi.It was nice 2 hear his voice again.I realli2 mizd him 2 e core.Rite afta we hung up,I went straight 2 bed n onli woke up ard 4pm.heh!..
Yest nite,Penyu,Shamil,Hafiz,ma sis n I went 2 Bedok Funland 2 plae CS.We had alotta fun.We finishd playin CS ard 11.30pm.Hafiz tuk a bus bak 2 Changi wyl e 4 of us bought fud n hung out @ Bedok Sk8park til ard 1:10am.Den ma sis n I tuk a cab bak wyl Shamil n Penyu headed hm..
Overall,e paz 2 daez were a whole lot of fun n I realli enjoid maself...
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