U said u'd stae 4 gd dis tym.Hw happi I was wen u came bak into ma lyf afta 6 veri long mthz.Bt den again,u dint contact mi wen u said u wud.Itz e 25th 4 hell's sake!Doesnt it even mean a ting 2 u animore?Don tel mi u don rememba cx I noe dat u do.I dunno wat elz 2 sae.Waited n waited yet no calls or msgs frm u.Sik n tired of waitin again lyk I used 2.If u tink dat u realli cnt b wif mi,den u shudnt hv askd mi 2 b bak wif u again,ma dear.Itz realli up 2 u nw.I noe dat I've waited 4 u b4 bt dat doesnt mean dat Im gonna do it again.Im sori bt tym n tide waitz 4 no man,sweetie..

Wel aniwae,ma B has been tellin mi dat I've changed alot lateli.Hmm..in wat sense,i dunno.I cn feel dat Im nt dat cloz 2 him animore or izit dat ma love 2wardz him is fadin?Hmm..cnt b.Itz impossible.Bt I dunno y lateli weneva I go out wif him,I barely hold his hand animore n e wae I tok 2 him is lyk S if Im tokin 2 a fren.Y m I dis wae nw?I maself hv no ans 2 dat qn.Mayb itz juz e tingz he saes n does has finalli gotten 2 ma head..

Dherez soo many tingz I don lyk him doin yet he stil does it even tho he noez dat I don agree wif it.Plus,dherez soo many tingz he's said dat realli pierced thru ma heart.@ firz,all dis tiny tingz dint affect mi @ all bt ovatym,I realize dat itz realli gettin 2 mi.Mayb dis is exactli e reason y I feel lyk S if Im pullin maself awae frm B.Nt dat I deliberately do it bt it juz happend naturally..

I realli treasure our rltnshp cx we went thru soo much 2geder.Bt I juz cnt b wif som1 hu tinkz dat all e oder gerlz out dhere r wae betta den I m.Hellloooo!Im his gf 4 hell's sake.Shudnt he b makin mi feel special instead of puttin mi dwn?Hmph!I dunno la.Itz difficult 2 sae..

Nevertheless,I'll try 2 work tingz out between B n I.Hopefulli,we cn resolve tingz n b bak 2 wat we were lyk b4.Miz dhose tymz soo much!Hope he wun take wat Im gonna sae 2 heart.Hopefulli,he'll undastan...
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Wel firzly,I'd lyk 2 sae dat Im super happi dat tingz between ma B n I is much betta ryt nw.I managed 2 cool him dwn.It tuk quite alotta effort,actualli.Xavier,Kakak n I went 2 sims drive dat nyt cx Xavier wanted mi 2 accompany him c Hambali @ B's plc.Tho I dint wanna go,I juz forced maself 2.Met Xavier @ aljunied mrt station ard 8:45pm.Den e 3 of us walkd all e wae 2 sims drive.Halfwae thru,Xavier suddenli tol mi dat he dint wanna c Hambali,actualli.He wanted mi 2 sort tingz out wif B.I was lyk wat e hell!!..

K.nvm.Since we were oreadi dhere,I went 2 c B.Contemplated alot b4 knockin on e door cx I was feelin xtremeli nervous 2 c him.Walkd 2 e door n walkd bak 2 e staircase evrytym we heard B's mum raise her voice.Hahz!We were practicalli spendin 20mins @ e staircase,perspirin n sweatin lyk a mad dog.Hahz!Finalli,Kakak went 2 knock on e door n I went in.B was pretendin dat he was aslp wen actualli he was playin wif his PSP.Hahz!Tokd nicely 2 him n comforted him n he finalli coold down.Phew!Wat a relieve!Gd job,Hani!Hehehe!..

Aniwae,went 2 mit Diddy @ woodlands yest noon.Kakak came along.So Kakak n I tuk bus no.966 all e wae 2 woodlands.It tuk us abt 40mins 2 reach woodlands interchange.Reachd dhere n haad 2 wait 4 Diddy n his fren.Den e 4 of us walkd ard Causeway Point.Diddy's fren went hm 2 change firz so e 3 of us walkd ard e neighbourhood,lukin 4 SKL ciggyz.Heh!..

Tuk a bus 2 Vista Point n ate @ Banquet.All was on Diddy.Thx,Dy 4 e food n drinkz.Heh!By dat tym,Diddy's fren had oreadi joind us.So afta eatin,e 4 of us went 2 lepak under 1 of e blkz dhere n spent som tym chattin,lafin n catchin up on old tymz..

Realli missd Diddy alot.Itz been 6mthz since I laz saw him.Den ard 10pm,we made our move n tuk bus no.900 bak 2 e int.Dhere,Diddy kizd mi gdbye.Kakak n I tuk 966 bak hm..

Hmm..finalli get 2 c Diddy again.Realli mizd e old tymz we shared.Pretti gd memoriez,I muz sae.Haiz!Bt itz gd 2 noe dat Diddy n I r @ leaz stil in contact wif 1 anoder...

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Nuttin much has been happenin lateli except dat Diddy enterd ma lyf again.Dint tink dat I'd eva see him again.We met a few daez bak @ tamp juz 2 catch up on old tymz.He hasnt changed a single bit since e laz tym I met him,which was lyk ormoz 9mthz bak.We cud get along juz fyn,jokin ard n havin a gd tym.He said I've changed alot.Realli marh?Heh!Dunno la eh.Aniwae,we juz lek under 1 of blkz opposite tamp mall.He bought mi a box of Winner Menthol ciggyz!Hey!Thx alot!U rememberd watz ma fav!Heh!Hw swt of him ryt?I noe.Hahz!Wel aniwae,he sent mi 2 e busstop ard 10.15pm n wen e bus came,he gav mi a kiz on e cheek.Heh!Hw swt!Waved him gdbye..

Yest went 2 send a box of ciggyz 2 ma B's workplc cx he was runnin out of ciggyz.Chilld dhere 4 awyl.Was supposed 2 mit mama afta dat @ Toa payoh.I tol him oreadi b4 I came.He said ok.Den wen e tym came dat I had 2 leave 4 Toa Payoh,he gt pissd off wif mi,tellin mi nt 2 go.Bt hw cn I busted ma mum ryt?Sae 2 her suddenli dat I cnt go.I had no choice.Whether he liked it anot,I stil had 2 leave cx mama was waitin 4 mi oreadi..

Wanted 2 kiz him gdbye bt he juz tol mi 2 go off.He shouted @ mi seh!I felt so embarrassed wen his frenz n ma frenz were lyk starin @ us.I tried 2 calm him dwn by sayin dat I'd c him again dis comin mondae n dat I'd pik him up @ work.Bt he was 2 heated up 2 even listen 2 wat I said.So I tol him dat I was sori bt I had 2 go.So I walkd off.Was waitin 4 e bus @ e busstop wen I realised dat his box of ciggyz were stil wif mi!So I turnd bak 2 luk 4 him.I squatted nxt 2 him 2 paz him e ciggyz bt he was soo stubborn n tol mi dat he dint wan it.I kept tellin him 2 take it den he walkd off,leavin evry1 2 stare @ mi.Fuckin paiseh sia!..

I waited 4 quite awyl 4 him 2 come again n wen he finalli did,he pretended dat I wasnt dhere.U noe hw pissd off I was,standin dhere lukin @ him lyk som stupid fool?!Suddenli ma pride n ego was tellin mi 2 juz throw e ciggyz on e table n walk off.N datz exactli wat I did.Dint turn bak 2 luk @ him..

Msgd him ard 7+ @ nyt bt he dint epli.So I calld him n his hp's off!Tried callin him soo many tymz bt itz off.Hw was I eva gonna tok 2 him?HaiZ!Tried callin him again dis morn bt S usual,itz off..

Im regrettin wat I did.I noe hez angri @mi n I cnt blame him 4 dat.Guez e 2 of us juz has a high level of pride n ego.Bt y must he switch off his fone?Hw m I 2 contact him again?Does dis mean dat he wanz a break up?I dunno man.I dunno hw elz 2 luk 4 him.Ma heart's breakin.Altho we fougt b4,it was nv dis serious.We wud solve evryting within a few hrs.Bt dis is draggin on.Wen wil it stop?Wen wil he contact mi again?Wil he eva contact mi again?Wil I eva c him again?Watz gonna become of our rltnshp?..

I realli love him alot.I don wanna lose him...

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So I mizd skl 2dae.Yupp!Dint feel lyk goin.Sik n tired of e presentations n quizzes we hv.Studyin evrynite is a HUGE chore,u noe.Cnt believe dat itz more stressin den sec skl.Examz evry 13th lesson?Im realli gettin extremeli strezd out here!Halooo!Sombodi plz help!Ya,skl myt onli b 3hrz evrydae bt e amt of info we learn within dat 3hrz is tremendous,I muz sae.So many tingz 2 stuff into ma brain.Dunno if I cn rememba evryting @ e end of e dae.Itz pretty exhausting.Haiz!..

Alone @ hm ryt nw.Kakak is awae @ skl n ma parenz r @ work.Aint gt nuttin 2 do nw.Wanna go out bt 2 where,wif whom?hmm..myt S wel stae hm sia lidat.Save som $$ 4 tml..

Hw fast!Itz fridae oreadi so dat meanz im mittin B tml!!!!yeeha!!!i cn hardli wait sia!Muz wear nice2.Heh!If onli nw is Sat oreadi.Haiz!Mish u sooo much,ma HuBby!..

Been dwnloadin songz into ma mp3 cx B wanna borrow it 2 bring 2 work.Den wat mp3 m I gonna use?Haiz!Nvm la.Giv n take la eh?...
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Nuttin much has been happenin lateli.Juz been out 2 skl n bak.Yepp2!I've been hm straight afta skl.Doesnt sound lyk mi ryt?Cx B has started workin nw.No choice.Gotta go hm straight.Bsydz,ma 'Introduction 2 Hospitality' exam's nxt wk oreadi.Gotta start muggin lyk shit again!Hw 2 finish 1 whole bk seh?Hmm..wel,im sure i cn do it!Yeah!U go,hani!Hehehe!..

Been missin B alot lateli.Used 2 seein him evrydae afta skl.Nw i cn c him onli once a wk since he started workin.Sadded sia!Bt wat cn I do.I gotta sacrifice ryt?Aniwae,Im seein him dis Sat afta work.Heh!Realli2 cnt wait 2 c him seh!Feelz lyk ages since I laz saw him.Im gonna giv him a HUGE bear hug!!Hehe!!Wel,thank Allah dat we r stil S cloz S b4 despite e distance.Hez ma fav boi!Heh!..

Skl's gettin pretty interestin.Frenz r crazier den I tot dey r.Tho im e youngest in claz,I cn get along wel wif e oderz.Cnt stop lafin weneva im in claz.New found frenz!YEEHA!..

Heard dherez anoder underage parti 2 MOS dis 18th.Shld i go?Hmm..stil contemplatin.Cx itz on a Sundae n e nxt dae's a sklin dae 4 mi.Mayb I cn skip skl again bt e qn is,dherez certainly an overwhelmin crowd lyk e firz tym.Dunno if I shld go.Mayb I shld juz go clubbin wif ma frenz dis 14th afta ma exam.Shld b a hell of a blast sia!Heh!...
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Gt bak me exam resultz n guez wat??I PASSED!heheh!I gt a distinction 4 it!I was kinda shockd cx firzly,I dint xpect 2 paz,much less get a disticntion 4 it.Guez it was juz pure luck.Hahz!..

So I went clubbin.Had a great tym.Went wif Kakak n Xavier,a fren of myn.We partied til late.It was super fun,bein ma firz tym 2 e club.Felt awkward @ firz.Dint wanna get 2 e dancefloor bt afta I 'warmed-up', I cudnt stop dancin.Hahz!We left e club ard 2+ in e morn den we went 2 eat @ Shah Alam,somwhere @ Boat Quay.Den we tuk a cab.Dropd Xavier off @ sims drive firz den Kakak n I headed 4 hm.Was realli beat sia.Went straight 2 bed n woke up ard 11am.Obviously,I mizd skl.Heheh!It was pre-planned,actualli.Heh!Notti mi,I noe..

E nxt dae,I went 2 skl S usual.B pikd mi up @ skl dat dae.Hw swt of him,I noe.Heheheh!We walkd ard bugis firz den we walkd all e wae 2 Sim Lim Tower juz 2 browse ard.Walkd ard sungei rd den we went 2 eat @ Raffles Hospital's Banquet.By e tym we left,it was rainin.Made a dash 2 e mrt.Alighted @ aljunied n waited 4 Kakak dhere.Walkd all e wae 2 sims drive.Relaxed 4 awyl n den Xavier askd us 2 accompany him 2 twn 2 plae billiard.Tuk e train dhere.Playd billiard til 7+pm n we walkd all e wae 2 Plaza Singapura 2 take bus no.64 bak 2 sims.Kakak was walkin wif Xavier all e wae wyl I was wif B..

Grabbd a slurpee n a choc bar @ e 7-11 n wiated 4 e bus.Headed 2 B's plc,relaxed n walkd all e wae 2 geylang 2 get ciggyz.Den Xavier n B waited wif us.Kakak n I boarded bus no.51 bak hm wyl e boiz headed bak hm 2...
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