& Thursday, July 06, 2006
Where Do Broken Heartz Go?...
Been 2 skl n bak dis morn.Woke up late bt managed 2 get 2 skl on tym.Was rainin veri heavily.Felt so lazi 2 go 2 skl bt ultimately,I juz dragd ma feet..
Aniwae,gt bak ma Front Office Operationz exam resultz.Scored a distinction 4 it!!Yeeha!Heh!Den came our grp presentation resultz.Gt 7.5/10 4 it.We were e bez grp!Heh!So Mr Isaac,u promizd us breakfast ryt?Wen?Cn we each hv mcdonalds breakfast?Hehehe!Nt 4gettin a prezzie each 4 us.Cn get mi a pack of Winner Menthol?I'd b e happiest person.Heh!Ya2.Drm on,hani!Lyk datz eva gonna happen.Hahz!..
Aniwae,haven seen B in 2daez.Dunno where he is.Dint bother 2 contact him cx of som conflict dat we r facin ryt nw.Bt aniwae,he msgd mi yest,sayin dat he has resignd.I was lyk wat e hell!!Oarh man!!Nt again,plz!..
Somhw,deep dwn insyd,I stil love B alot.I mean,hw cn I nt love him ryt?We've been thru soo much,considerin e fact dat ma mum disagrees on our rltnshp bt we stil managed 2 stae strong n go on.I cn n I wil go on in dis rltnshp bt under 1 circumstance:dat we b bak 2 wat we were mthz bak.So cloz 2 each oder n super lovin.Bt where is all dat nw?Tingz juz seemd 2 take a turn soo fast.I juz cnt seem 2 let reality sip into ma head.Mayb I've changed,mayb nt.I dunno wat it is dat made tingz turn soo sour between us.Hw come ur nt dhere 4 mi animore lyk u used 2 b?Hw come weneva we sae 'gdnite' via SMS,we nv sae e 3 magic wordz ('I Love You')?Where's all dat nw?..
Somtymz I tink we r juz frenz.Bt @ tymz,I cn c dat we r stil 2geder.I nid a definite ans!I cnt stand ard,makin ma own assumptionz abt tingz.It takez 2 handz 2 clap.If Im e onli 1 workin hard 4 dis rltnshp,we stil wun work out..
B,do u hv ani idea hw much I mish e old us,e old u?U nv hurt ma feelingz,orwaez knew hw 2 make mi smyl even wen im @ ma lowest point.Bt nw,u juz don seem 2 giv a damn abt evryting.Itz lyk S if u don care animore.Bt weneva I ask 4 a break up,u don wanna let mi go.So wat izit nw between us?R we JUZ frenz or r we stil a couple.Itz ur decision 2 make.Wateva it is,I'll accept it n learn 2 deal wif it..
All dat I wanna sae 2 u is dat I realli love u alot.If tingz juz cnt b betta between us,den I'd prefer 4 us 2 b apart.Tho it hurtz,itz 4 e bez.If u eva read dis,I juz hope u undastan wat Im tryna sae.Im orwaez lovin u n I hope u feel e same wae 2...
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