& Wednesday, July 19, 2006
A Fresh New Start...
So ma presentation's tml.Omg!Dherez stil quite a bit 2 b done.Plus,ma exam's dis fri.Wonder if I can finish studyin on tym..
Aniwae,wat cn I sae.A simple phrase,'2 heartz beatin individualli'.Get wat Im tryna sae here?Ma baby's gone!Yepp!He left 4 gd dis tym.5mthz of rltnshp gone dwn e drain.@ firz,I dint mind cx I felt dat it was realli tym 4 mi 2 go,aniwae.Bt afta a few daez has passd,Im beginnin 2 feel e pinch.Reality is startin 2 sink in dat hez gone.@ tymz,I do feel upset.Bt wat cn I do.Evrytingz said n done.Dherez no turnin bak nw.Hez moved on.I shld 2.Dherez no point holdin it bak.If I don move on nw,wen elz ryt?..
Yeah he did ask 4 a patch yest.Tho I wanted sooo much 2 sae 'YES',I cnt.Cx I noe Mama wun lyk it.Lyk it anot,I hafta sae 'NO'.U hv ani idea hw painful it was 4 mi?Dat was e saddest part of evryting.Im lettin go of evryting,evryting dat I once built soo hard.Im tryna pretend dat evrytingz fine n dat I cn deal witout him.Yes,I cn deal witout him bt evrytingz nt orite.I cnt trip lyk I used 2.Im older,wiser nw.I hafta deal wif dis calmly n maturely.I hafta c e bright side of tingz..
I juz hope dat tingz wil b oarhk 4 mi soon.I wanna bounce of e wall fast.I cnt let him bring mi dwn.Im strong enuf 2 pull thru,I noe.I wil make it witout him..
Nw ma lyf's abt ma family n frenz.Boifrenz?Hmph!Nt til I finish njoyin maself.Dherez stil soo much 4 mi out dhere.I wanna njoi 2 e max.Clubbin again!Omg!Heaven sia!Hehehe!Ma schedule wil b tight,goin out wif frenz n all.Im soooooo lovin it!!!...
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