& Monday, June 26, 2006
Where's The LOVE?...
U said u'd stae 4 gd dis tym.Hw happi I was wen u came bak into ma lyf afta 6 veri long mthz.Bt den again,u dint contact mi wen u said u wud.Itz e 25th 4 hell's sake!Doesnt it even mean a ting 2 u animore?Don tel mi u don rememba cx I noe dat u do.I dunno wat elz 2 sae.Waited n waited yet no calls or msgs frm u.Sik n tired of waitin again lyk I used 2.If u tink dat u realli cnt b wif mi,den u shudnt hv askd mi 2 b bak wif u again,ma dear.Itz realli up 2 u nw.I noe dat I've waited 4 u b4 bt dat doesnt mean dat Im gonna do it again.Im sori bt tym n tide waitz 4 no man,sweetie..
Wel aniwae,ma B has been tellin mi dat I've changed alot lateli.Hmm..in wat sense,i dunno.I cn feel dat Im nt dat cloz 2 him animore or izit dat ma love 2wardz him is fadin?Hmm..cnt b.Itz impossible.Bt I dunno y lateli weneva I go out wif him,I barely hold his hand animore n e wae I tok 2 him is lyk S if Im tokin 2 a fren.Y m I dis wae nw?I maself hv no ans 2 dat qn.Mayb itz juz e tingz he saes n does has finalli gotten 2 ma head..
Dherez soo many tingz I don lyk him doin yet he stil does it even tho he noez dat I don agree wif it.Plus,dherez soo many tingz he's said dat realli pierced thru ma heart.@ firz,all dis tiny tingz dint affect mi @ all bt ovatym,I realize dat itz realli gettin 2 mi.Mayb dis is exactli e reason y I feel lyk S if Im pullin maself awae frm B.Nt dat I deliberately do it bt it juz happend naturally..
I realli treasure our rltnshp cx we went thru soo much 2geder.Bt I juz cnt b wif som1 hu tinkz dat all e oder gerlz out dhere r wae betta den I m.Hellloooo!Im his gf 4 hell's sake.Shudnt he b makin mi feel special instead of puttin mi dwn?Hmph!I dunno la.Itz difficult 2 sae..
Nevertheless,I'll try 2 work tingz out between B n I.Hopefulli,we cn resolve tingz n b bak 2 wat we were lyk b4.Miz dhose tymz soo much!Hope he wun take wat Im gonna sae 2 heart.Hopefulli,he'll undastan...
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