Nuttin much has been happenin lateli except dat Diddy enterd ma lyf again.Dint tink dat I'd eva see him again.We met a few daez bak @ tamp juz 2 catch up on old tymz.He hasnt changed a single bit since e laz tym I met him,which was lyk ormoz 9mthz bak.We cud get along juz fyn,jokin ard n havin a gd tym.He said I've changed alot.Realli marh?Heh!Dunno la eh.Aniwae,we juz lek under 1 of blkz opposite tamp mall.He bought mi a box of Winner Menthol ciggyz!Hey!Thx alot!U rememberd watz ma fav!Heh!Hw swt of him ryt?I noe.Hahz!Wel aniwae,he sent mi 2 e busstop ard 10.15pm n wen e bus came,he gav mi a kiz on e cheek.Heh!Hw swt!Waved him gdbye..

Yest went 2 send a box of ciggyz 2 ma B's workplc cx he was runnin out of ciggyz.Chilld dhere 4 awyl.Was supposed 2 mit mama afta dat @ Toa payoh.I tol him oreadi b4 I came.He said ok.Den wen e tym came dat I had 2 leave 4 Toa Payoh,he gt pissd off wif mi,tellin mi nt 2 go.Bt hw cn I busted ma mum ryt?Sae 2 her suddenli dat I cnt go.I had no choice.Whether he liked it anot,I stil had 2 leave cx mama was waitin 4 mi oreadi..

Wanted 2 kiz him gdbye bt he juz tol mi 2 go off.He shouted @ mi seh!I felt so embarrassed wen his frenz n ma frenz were lyk starin @ us.I tried 2 calm him dwn by sayin dat I'd c him again dis comin mondae n dat I'd pik him up @ work.Bt he was 2 heated up 2 even listen 2 wat I said.So I tol him dat I was sori bt I had 2 go.So I walkd off.Was waitin 4 e bus @ e busstop wen I realised dat his box of ciggyz were stil wif mi!So I turnd bak 2 luk 4 him.I squatted nxt 2 him 2 paz him e ciggyz bt he was soo stubborn n tol mi dat he dint wan it.I kept tellin him 2 take it den he walkd off,leavin evry1 2 stare @ mi.Fuckin paiseh sia!..

I waited 4 quite awyl 4 him 2 come again n wen he finalli did,he pretended dat I wasnt dhere.U noe hw pissd off I was,standin dhere lukin @ him lyk som stupid fool?!Suddenli ma pride n ego was tellin mi 2 juz throw e ciggyz on e table n walk off.N datz exactli wat I did.Dint turn bak 2 luk @ him..

Msgd him ard 7+ @ nyt bt he dint epli.So I calld him n his hp's off!Tried callin him soo many tymz bt itz off.Hw was I eva gonna tok 2 him?HaiZ!Tried callin him again dis morn bt S usual,itz off..

Im regrettin wat I did.I noe hez angri @mi n I cnt blame him 4 dat.Guez e 2 of us juz has a high level of pride n ego.Bt y must he switch off his fone?Hw m I 2 contact him again?Does dis mean dat he wanz a break up?I dunno man.I dunno hw elz 2 luk 4 him.Ma heart's breakin.Altho we fougt b4,it was nv dis serious.We wud solve evryting within a few hrs.Bt dis is draggin on.Wen wil it stop?Wen wil he contact mi again?Wil he eva contact mi again?Wil I eva c him again?Watz gonna become of our rltnshp?..

I realli love him alot.I don wanna lose him...

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