& Monday, March 06, 2006
Wun U Come Bak 2 Mi??...
*Ijal n Hani:the happiness dat we used 2 hv*
Been feelin miserable e paz 72hrs.Yest,waited 4 Ijal 2 msg mi wen he gt bak frm work.Fell aslp n 4gt 2 transfer SIM card.Woke up @ 9pm n panickd,thinkin dat he myt hv been tryin 2 reach mi.Quickly changed SIM card n 2 ma disappointment,nt a single msg frm him..
Pluckd up enuf courage 2 ring him up.Gav him 6 calz frm ma fone n nt a single 1 of dem was answerd nor rejected.He juz let it ring on n on.Borrowd Mama's hp 2 cal him n it wasnt answerd either.Haiz!Where e hell is he?Sent him 2 msgs bt neither was replied.Ma heartz realli broken.Dunno wat 2 do.I felt lost,lyk S if Im drownin..
Mama said mayb dat hez nt hm.So I tuk comfort in dat.Woke up dis morn n dhere was a msg frm Ayie,nt ma boi.Sooo disappointin.Tot he shld b off 2dae.Tot of seein him 2 solve dis once n 4 all.I askd Mama 2 cal his hp cx I was afraid of callin him.Dunno y,tho.Mama said dat he switchd off his hp.N wen he does dat,hez @ work.Hmm..So Mama cald Uncle Roy's hp instead,askin 4 Ijal.Uncle Roy said dat Ijal's @ work nw n dat he cnt come 2 e fone cx hez bz.Hmm..Mayb he is bz,mayb he juz wanna avoid ma cal.Either waez,I'll nv noe.Mama tol Uncle Roy 2 tel Ijal 2 cal mi bak bt I doubt dat he wil.I mean,isnt it pretty obvious dat
HEZ AVOIDIN MI?..I cnt reach him!I dunno hw elz 2 get 2 him.Feel lyk juz goin dwn 2 sims n cal him wen Im dhere n ask him 2 come dwn.Bt wat if Im dhere oreadi n he doesnt pik up ma cal?Den I'd b waitin in vain,feelin stupid.Bt hw in e world M I supposed 2 get 2 him?Msgd Afad,Ijal's bez fren bt he dint epli ani of ma msgs.Haiz!Gosh!I realli nid som1 2 help mi get him!!..
Ma brainz messd up!Dunno wat I shld do 2 solve dis prob.2 add 2 e oreadi rotten situation,ma hp is wif him.I lent him ma oder hp so dat he cud get in contact wif mi.Bt nw,hw cn I get ma hp bak wen I cnt even get in contact wif him?!Wel,1 ting's 4 sure,I wan ma hp bak b4 Mama makez a huge fuss abt it.Haiz!..
Dhere muz b smthg or som1 dat made him turn awae frm mi.Bt I don tink dat som1 came between us.I don tink he'd do sucha ting.Mayb itz smthg.Bt wat??I cnt seem 2 b able 2 pin-point 2 smthg.
Was it smthg I said dat made him turn awae,dat made him walk out n leave mi cold?I totalli hv no idea!E laz tym we met was on e dae dat Kakak,Abg n I tawnd.Bt I cnt tink of anitin dat I did or said dat nite 2 make him angri @ mi.Yeah e dae started of kinda shaky 4 Ijal n I bt we resolved e differences.We were ok afta dat,bak 2 normal.Mayb closer den eva..
I even apologised 4 sayin all e tingz I said wen I was angri @ him.He tol mi 2 4get abt it n pretend dat it nv happend.So I assumed evrytingz fyn!Bt hw cn it turn dis sour between us?Im confused!!I dunno wat 2 do,I dunno wat 2 sae.Im juz in dis alone!No1 cn help mi nw.Itz either I kip drownin in dis or surface up n do smthg abt it.Bt I totalli hv no idea wat 2 do!!...
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