& Friday, March 24, 2006
Juz A Fantasy...
L-O-V-E.. Wat exactli is e meanin 2 dat word aniwae?In dis world,in dis tym,dherez juz no rm 4 love no more.Wen u tink ur in love,tink again.Cx by e tym u finalli c tingz clearli,u'll realise dat u've juz fallen outta love.Itz juz a fantasy,a fantasy u cnt help fallin into.If u fall outta love,was it love dat u felt in e firz plc?I wish I knew e ans 2 dat.Itz smthg so beautiful @ firz bt wen it turnz 360 degreez ard,itz tym 2 call 4 SOS..
Itz hard 2 believe dat I love Ijal.Cx rite nw Im thinkin,do I realli love him at all?I shuda known betta den 2 take him bak cx 4 mi,a patch up orwaez doesnt work out no matter hw hard u try.Itz nt e same S b4.E feelin aint dhere no more.If I sae I stil love him,hu m I foolin here?Im onli foolin maself..
Yes!I said dat I'd 4giv him 4 treatin mi lyk a dirtbag dat dae.Bt cn I eva 4get?Nah!Don tink so.Wat happend dat dae is stil so vivid in ma mind.E hurt dat he put mi thru.E pain I felt dat dae is stil bein felt 2dae.Im wif dis heck care attitude.A feelin I shudnt b feelin.Dherez so many tingz unsaid between us.N e feelin is no longer real n alive.I guez e flame has died n we r juz tryin 2 hard 2 ignite it again.Bt wat cn u do if dherez no oxygen left 2 kip e flame burnin?Itz juz tym 4 us 2 sit n watch e flame die veri slowli.It comez dwn 2 e fact of,huz gonna sae it firz.Im certain dat neither of us is gonna sae dat taboo word.Mayb we r juz gonna sit n wait.Let tym do itz job..
I've gt nuttin 2 sae nw.I've xpected dis.I noe dat ma rltnshps nv last longer den a mth or so.Im sik of bein in dis situation.I dunno wat 2 feel.Breakin up has been a norm 4 mi.Yeah it hurtz wen e person u love juz walkz awae frm u.Bt u gotta move on wif or witout him.Mayb u juz gotta pik up where u left of b4 u met him.Itz either u go bak 2 ur lyf laz tym or start afresh..
Itz gonna b difficult 2 4get him juz lidat.Onli tym cn heal all woundz.Dherez no point forcin urself 2 4get him cx itz onli gonna b even more painful.Bt den again,doez tym realli heal all woundz?N do all memoriez realli turn 2 dust?Itz hard thinkin dat hez gone 4 gd.Bt cn u do anitin abt it?Dherez no point in tellin him nt 2 go,no point in holdin him bak onli 2 feel e hurt all ova again.Izit realli worth it den 2 giv e rltnshp a 2nd chance?..
Seriousli,a patch up shudnt happpen @ all.If u realli wanna break up,let it b e firz n e last.Cx a patch up onli spells 4 worse situationz in e future..
*i'll walk on n nv luk bak.i'll let e tearz fall 4 u.i'll let ma heart bleed juz 4 u.itz e pain im readi 2 go thru 2 4get u...*
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