& Friday, March 17, 2006
If Onli I Knew...
Went 2 sims drive yest noon 2 c Ijal.Said he wanted 2 settle tingz.Haiz!Hw worse cud it get?Reachd dhere ard 3:40pm.Calld him dwn.N S xpected,dhere was cold treatment all e wae.Dint tok much.Dint even luk @ each oder's face.Bof of us were stil veri heated up..
Den suddenli he walkd off AGAIN.Tried stoppin him bt he juz kept on walkin.Difficult 4 mi 2 catch up wif him.Den he walkd straight 2 e lift n clozd e door in ma face!Yelld his name bt he plainly ignored mi.Fine!2 cn plae e same game..
Gt a cal frm Mdnoh,sayin dat he wanted 2 c mi.Gd tymin,ma dear boi!So I headed off 2 e busstop 2 take 40 2 Bdok int 2 c Mdnoh.Dint feel lyk goin hm.Was 2 stressd up.I felt soo disappointed in Ijal.Hw did he hv e heart 2 do dat 2 mi?Hw dare he!!..
So I walkd off,nt lukin bak even once.Hung ma head low all e wae.I was havin mixd feelingz abt evryting.Wyl otw outta e estate,I received a msg frm Ijal.He was apologisin abt wat he did n he tol mi nt 2 bother him animore.Veri wel den!Dint feel lyk replyin his msg aniwae.2 angri @ him.So I juz walkd on..
Wyl @ e busstop waitin 4 bus no.40,anoder msg came in.Itz frm Ijal again.It read,"hate mi huh?"Ignored it again,plannin 2 epli him once I gt up e bus.Nt long,40 came n I was on ma wae 2 Bdok.Ijal calld askin mi where I was.Blah3!Dint feel lyk tokin so I juz allowd him 2 get his msg acroz 2 mi n hung up on him witout sayin gdbye.Replied his msg.Den he went on sayin dat he stil loves mi n all bt itz juz dat we cnt b 2geder animore.Wtf!Hw lame cn dis b?I don even noe y he wanz a break up..
Tearz juz came rollin dwn ma cheekz.Dunno whether ani1 in e bus noticed mi cryin.Bt wth.Msgd Ijal all e wae wyl in e bus 2 Bdok..
Arrived @ Bdok int ard 5pm.Made ma wae 2 blk 425 2 mit Mdnoh.Stil feelin veri dwn n upset.Saw Mdnoh dhere.He was super frenly 2wardz mi.Wel,I c hez gt new piercingz.Cool2!Hahz!..
We chilld @ e playground wif 3 of his frenz.Was gd seein him again afta all dis tym.We've known each oder 4 quite som tym oreadi.Finalli I feel a lil comfy ard him.We were jokin ard n whackin each oder.Hez funni ah.Hahz!..
Had 2 rush hm cx Kakak wanted mi 2 buy her hair bleach.Tuk bus 25 hm n e bloody shop was clozd.Haiyo!Waste ma energy onli.Hahz!Bumpd into ma fren n tokd 2 him 4 awyl n reachd hm an hr later.Muahaha!..
Ijal's askin 4 a patch up rite nw.Ma heartz stil achin,thinkin abt wat he did juz nw.I was soo disappointed in him.I dunno wat 2 do - 2 take him bak or juz let us b frenz.Hmm..Im stil confused rite nw...
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