& Thursday, March 16, 2006
If I Had One Wish...
Went dwn 2 c ma honey yest.He was lazi 2 go 2 work so he calld mi dwn 2 c him..
Had alotta fun irritatin each oder,lafin our arses off @ each oder.Nv tot dat e dae wud end up in a nightmare 4 mi.Hmm..
Suddenli,he tuk ma hp n saw a msg frm Mdnoh,askin mi 4 a patch up.Of cx I said NO 2 Mdnoh cx I oreadi hv a boi.I don wanna b plain tymer,wud i?Bsydz,I love ma honey lotz.I don wanna do anitin 2 hurt him or 2 jeopardise or rltnshp in ani wae..
He flared up wen he saw e msg.Mdnoh was callin mi 'syg' in e SMS.Bt I swear dat I realli2 dint take Mdnoh bak.Appararentli,ma honey doesnt believe mi.4 e firz tym,I saw him gt angri @ mi.Dis tym itz ugly.Tried 2 tok 2 him abt it bt he juz doesnt wanna listen.I noe he doesnt trust mi animore,nt even a single bit.Haiz!..
He suddenli said "cpt ah.alek."Darn!He walkd off all e wae in fronta mi.I cnt sae anitin.He juz doesnt wanna listen.He forced mi up e bus n dhere wasnt a kiz gdbye frm him.Hmm..Felt soo disappointed in him.Tearz were rollin dwn ma cheekz.Dint bother 2 luk bak @ him.Dint wanna let him c mi cryin.POS!!..
Nightmare again 4 mi.Felt lyk S if im drownin.Dunno wat 2 do.He tol mi 2 go bak 2 Mdnoh cx he nidz mi.Wait a min!Mdnoh nv nided mi.Bsydz,we broke up a long2 tym ago.Cx of dat simple msg,he wanna break up?Wat happend 2 all e promises he made 2 mi earlier on?Dat he'd nv leave mi despite e probz dat we'll be goin thru.Den y is he so quick 2 quit suddenli??..
I dunno wat 2 believe in animore.Askd him whether he realli2 wanna let mi go,he dint epli.Hmm..I'll giv him som tym 2 tink abt it.Weneva I feel dat e tym n mood is rite,I'll ring him up again.Nt nw ah.Bof of us r stil burnin wif fury.Ma phoenix is stil flyin high in e sky n burnin wif large flamez rite nw.If I were 2 msg him tml or wat,itz gonna make tingz worse..
Itz hard bt if he realli2 wanna walk awae,I wun stop him.Dherez no wae I cn,aniwae.Nevertheless,I'll try veri hard 2 change his mind.Til den,Im juz gonna chil n let tym handle evryting.Perhapz ova tym,he'll change his mind n cool dwn...
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