& Friday, March 03, 2006
ANGER...
Awoken by Charm's cal dis morn.Tol mi dat she dint get e course she wanted.Tol mi 2 go check ma postin resultz.Guez wat I gt?Ma 5th choice!Damn e asses!MEDIA STUDIES N MANAGEMENT @ NYP.Nt e course dat I wanted.Dint get ani of ma tourism courses.Super pissd off!Started yellin n cursin earli in e morn.Found out dat many of ma frenz dint get dheir firz choice 2.Haiz!Watz happenin here?..
Tired of gettin angri,I went bak 2 slp.Woke up again wen Mama was goin off 2 work n went bak 2 slp again.Felt so lazi.Dint feel lyk wakin up bt forced maself 2 cx I tot we were supposed 2 go dwn 2 kllg 2 film dem sk8in again.APPARENTLY,dhere were som changes of plans which I wasnt informd of til afta I tied ma hair.*rollz eyez*..
Kakak was on e fone,chattin happily 2 som1 on e oder lyn.I assumed dat it was Abg cx if nt,Kakak wudnt b soo happi n entertaind..
Den I heard Kakak sayin "bt monay ijal off,u noe... Haha... Watz rong between e 2 of u?".Frm dhere I cn tel dat Abg said smthg abt Ijal.Hey nt dat Im angri or wat la.Ppl hv dheir own opinionz of each oder rite?Bt e prob is,I've been hearin 2 many negative stuffs abt Ijal frm Abg.I kinda don appreciate it..
Abg,if Ijal wasnt a gd boi 4 mi,u wudnt hv given him ma num cx u promizd mi long tym ago dat u'd find mi a gd guy.Den wen u were stil workin wif him,u encouraged mi 2 kip in contact wif Ijal wen u knew dat I was stil wif Diddy @ dat tym.Nw dat Im wif Ijal,ur tellin mi all e stuffs abt him,hw much u don lyk bein ard him,blah3..
Im tryin ma bez here 2 work tingz out between Ijal n I.I'd veri much appreciate it if u juz kip mum abt evryting n juz let mi b wif Ijal.It hurtz mi soo much 2 hear u sae dhose stuffs cx if u havent noticed,Im e 1 huz affected here.Nw e 4 of us cnt hang out 2geder cx u apparently cnt get along wif him.Itz difficult 4 mi.I don wanna hafta chooz between either of u.It seemz dat u dislyk hu eva Im wif.Y?I don get it.U used 2 hate Diddy soo much,pesterin mi 2 break up wif him.Plz don do it again dis tym..
Hw M I supposed 2 set asyd tym 4 u n den 4 Ijal?Im soo stressd up rite nw.Yall xpect mi 2 b dhere 4 yall ALL e tym.N datz exactli y yall hate mi havin a boi rite?Cx den,I cnt b wif yall evrytym.Don tel mi cx of dis,I cnt hv a boi?Gosh!Dis is insane!I dunno wat elz 2 do.Bt 1 tingz 4 sure,Im nt gonna giv up on ma rltnshp wif Ijal juz cx of wat u tink abt him.I wanna make it work out between us n even if we do break up 1 dae,I don wan it 2 b cx of u...
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