& Wednesday, February 01, 2006
The Pain Rips Ma Heart...
Somtymz I wonder hw long more m I gonna prolong ma misery.Hw long more m I gonna stare @ his pic n start tearin?Is dis feelin eva gonna go awae?So many qns runnin thru ma head rite nw..
Hw cum I don even feel a single ting 4 ma boi?Hw cum I don even care abt wat he does or where he is?Itz so unlyk mi!Wat made mi turn dis wae?Hw cum I cn go ard hurtin ppl's feelingz yet feel nuttin 4 dem?Nt even a single drop pf mercy.M I turnin evil lyk e oder minahs out dhere or wat?I don undastan maself @ tymz.Izit cx of wat he did I turnd dis wae?I don even trust maself 2 love ani1!..
Cx 2 mi e word L-O-V-E has no meanin no more.LOVE is bogus!Itz bullshit!2 ppl hu tink dey r in love,itz crap!Itz juz pure infatuation by mi.Hw cn 2 ppl hu claim dat dey love each oder veri much juz break up in a few mths or even daez later?!U cal dis LOVE?!Hmph!Crap!..
I used 2 believe in LOVE sooo much bt wat he did I juz cnt 4get.Hw dare he do dat 2 mi!Hw cn he break ma heart juz lidat?!Hw dare he do wat he did bhynd ma bak!E pain is stil killin mi til 2dae.E 1 person whom I trusted moz n put ma heart on e line 4,juz let mi dwn witout a tinge of guilt.Im super disappointed in him!..
Bt hw cum all e disappointment onli made mi feel S if I love him even more?Shldnt I hate him?All e promises we made 2 each oder juz went dwn e drain in 1 nite.E rltnshp dat we built crumbled lyk a sandcastle washd awae by e waves.Itz amazin hw a simple word cn destroy a beautiful rltnshp..
Wat wud u do if e onli person hu cn make u stop cryin was e 1 hu made u cry?..
Gosh!Wudnt u juz cum bak into ma lyf n put tingz rite 4 once?Do I even mean a ting 2 u animore?Itz nt 2 late 2 cum bak if u wanna..
Juz wish u hadnt left mi dis wae witout even sayin "Gdbye"...
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