& Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Life's A Drag...
Slept onli @ 8+ dis morn.Yawnz!Was on e fone wif Penyu.Somhw,hez feelin dwn n broken.Hv no idea y.Tried helpin him in evry wae I cn bt he isnt seein tingz in ma perspective.Nw datz where e real prob is.Datz where all e yellin beginz.Hw ugly!Here I m tellin him hw I realli feel abt evryting n helpin him out MA WAE bt hez 2 stubborn 2 listen 2wat I hafta sae.Stil standin his groundz.Haiz!Felt lyk knockin ma head on e wall sia!Wanna strangle him!Kept on wonderin whether Im able 2 knock som sense into his thick skull @ all.Haiz!..
Dis e 4th tym hez sayin wateva hez sayin.Kept on repeatin e same ting ova n ova again.N here I m sayin e exact same ting I've said b4.Itz lyk we r rehearsin som drama script,u noe.Hahz!Wel,Im glad dat ma effortz aint gone 2 waste cx finally,he saw e light.Thank god!Finally,ma jobz done n tingz arent tensed up animore.Nw,itz up 2 mi 2 xplain tingz 2 kakak.I hope she wun make it difficult 4 mi.Cx if she does,I realli dunno wat 2 do sia.2 stubborn n hot-headed ppl in 1 rltnshp.Hmm..Nw u get e picture?Yesh!Im e middle man,havin 2 settle evryting shld ani probz were 2 occur AGAIN.Haiz!Datz juz e wae tingz r ard mi nowadaez.Ma own probz nt settled yet n here I m helpin out oder ppl wif dheir probz.Wae 2 go,Hani!Haiz!..
Forced maself 2 get up wen e alarm rang dis morn @ 10:45.Dragd maself 2 e toilet 2 bathe.Eyelidz heavy frm e lack of slp.Haiz!Nw Im practicalli forcin kakak 2 get up.Cx we r supposed 2 mit Penyu @ 1:15pm l8r @ Bdok Int fb.We goin bak 2 BRD 2 get ma EAGLES tingy.Den we headin 2 e bank 2 cash in e cheque into ma acc den mayb we goin ard 2 survey som hps.Wow!Wat a loooong dae ahead n Im lackin of slp.Bummer!Yeah I noe.Hw splendid rite?Haiz!..
Wyl on e fone wif Penyu dis morn,I kinda gt a clearer picture of u-noe-hu's character.Penyu tol mi dat he hatez 2 b controlld if hez goin sk8in or hangin out wif his peepz @ Haig Rd.Hey!I dint control him @ all.I dint even stop him frm goin wereva he wanted 2 go.In fact,he dint even hafta tel mi where hez headin 2.Cx I trust him 100%.Penyu oso said dat mi n him make a gr8 couple cx I totalli undastan him.Bt e sadded part was,he had 2 spoil evryting 4 e bof us by doin wat he did witout thinkin abt hw I wud feel if I were 2 find out.Tru enuf,I found out n DUH Im so pissd off.Had no choice bt 2 let him go.Haiz!I guez no1 cn b his gerl.Itz impossible.Even if I were 2 take him bak,I don tink I'd b happi.Perhapz I'll b askin 4 a break up again.I cnt toletrate his habitz.Haiz!Bt wateva it is,I'll orwaez love him.Discreetly,dat is.No1 cn stop mi frm lovin him...
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