Somtymz,I wonder 2 maself.. Cn Ijal n I last long 2geder?I noe many of ma frenz hu hv been in a rltnshp wif dheir bfs or gfs 4 sooo many 'donkey' yearz.So a long-term rltnshp realli isnt impossible @ all.4 dem,dat is.Bt 4 mi,I totalli hv no idea.Ma longest rltnshp dint even last 4 a yr n dat was 2 or 3 yrz bak..

2 ppl hu knew mi throughout secondary skl lyf,yall noe hu I was wif.2 dhose hu dunno,I'll juz refer 2 him as J in ma post here..

I orwaez wanted a long-term rltnshp.I tot I wud hit @ least e 1-yr mark wif J.We were realli happi 2geder.Nt onli was he ma boi bt he was ma bestest fren!We wud go 2 e MP library evrydae afta skl 2 studi n wud onli head hm ard 9pm.We grew up 2geder n we faced many ups n dwns 2geder.Nv did I anticipate dat Hari Raya Puasa 2004 wud b e dae I've been dreadin e moz.Yes!J askd 4 a break-up.God noez y.Haiz!..

Since den,I nv found a guy S gd S J.All e guyz I've been wif were matreps.Been in n outta rltnshps sooo many tymz,I cnt even count.Been breakin up wif 1,patchin up wif anoder,breakin up again,findin anoder guy.Blah3!U get e picture rite?..

I orwaez hope n prae dat I'd get into a long-term rltnshp.Dunno y bt it has orwaez been ma drm.I c ma frenz celebratin dheir 1yr or 2yr anniversaries wif dheir boo.Mi?Im celebratin ma 1 MONTH anniversary!Wth!I juz wanna b able 2 tel som1 dat I've been wif som1 4 __yrs.Nt mths!..

Been thru 4 faild rltnshps dis paz 3yrz.Don wish 2 b in anoder..

Finalli 2006 brought mi Ijal.Was wif him on 28 Jan,which was oso ma mum's bdae.Cute huh?Heh!Ijal n I cn get along veri2 wel.Hez soo much lyk J except dat hez wae more matured.Allah has brought mi a fantastic guy n I thank Him alot 4 dat.Itz lyk a drm come tru on ma part.Nw Im prayin dat Ijal n I cn make it thru 1yr 2geder.Which meanz,ma mum's nxt bdae wud b our 1YEAR anniversary.Datz all I wan 4 us rite nw.I hope dat we cn overcome all obstacles along e wae.I juz wan e happiness we bof hv in e rltnshp rite nw 2 stae n perhapz,along e wae,our bond wil b stronger..

I feel lyk Im askin 4 2 much @ once.Bt gosh!I juz wan a perfect rltnshp n I hope dat ma rltnshp wif Ijal rite nw wil b THE 1...

*Love is nt abt findin e rite person,bt creatin e rite rltnshp.Itz nt hw much love u hv in e beginnin bt hw much love u build til e end...*
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