& Monday, February 13, 2006
Charmed Circle Broken...
Dint go aniwhere yest noon.Woke up ard 1pm afta sendin mama 2 e door.Laid dwn awyl b4 goin 2 bathe.All dae msgd ma dearez adk,Zul.He accompanied mi wyl I was bz gettin bored @ hm..
Dint do anitin much ah.Fell aslp in Papa's rm den wen he came hm,shifted bak into ma rm n continued wif ma slp.Heh!Was so annoyd by ppl msgin mi.Hello!I wanna slp here!4 e firz tym,felt lyk throwin ma fone outta e window.Hahz!U c,wen a new msg comez in n I haven read it,ma hp wun stop vibratin n beepin.It sooo pisses mi off!So in order 2 shut it up,I hv no choice bt 2 open e freakin msg n epli hu eva msgd mi.Haiz!..
Wanted 2 happily go bak 2 slp wen ma old fone rang wif a msg.Ignored it cx I was 2 lazi 2 walk 2 e TV in ma rm where I was chargin ma hp.Dozed off 4 a lil wyl wen suddenli ma fone rang.Woke up lazily n den e blardy person hung up.Itz a miz cal.Was curious 2 c hu.Dragd ma heavy feet 2 ma hp.Opend up e miz calz file n guez hu cald?!
MD NOH!Yeah!Md Noh cald!Seein his name suddenli made ma eyez grew wide open n suddenli I wasnt slpy animore.Hahz!..
Check ma msg n it was frm him.Was shockd n surprised by wat he said in e msg.Don wanna sae wat he typed ah.Private n confidential.Heh!Aniwae,was msgin Zul on ma new hp n @ e same tym,msgin Md Noh on ma old hp.Hahz!Bz!!Muahaha!Comez 2 tink of it,I juz dreamt of him yest noon wen I was takin ma nap den suddenli he msgd.Woah!Hw weird cn dat b?Heh!..
Kinda mizd Md Noh actualli.Nv dreamt dat I wud sae dis again bt ya!I do miz him.Bt datz all ah.Nuttin more den dat.Dherez nuttin rong wif missin som1 frm ur past rite?Once in awyl,it does happen.Hahz!Bt stil,no1 cn eva take His plc.Stil lovin Him lotz..
Ijal msgd mi again yest nite.Actualli,he cald firz b4 msgin.So I managed 2 hear his voice!Yay!Heh!Was msgin n msgin him.Suddenli he said he wanted 2 c mi dis aftanoon cx itz his dae off 2dae.I said ok n askd whether I cud bring ma sis along.Den he dint epli.Burgh!Sucha pisser!K fyn la!U nv confirm anitin rite?So I shant spend ma dae wif u den!Wanna ask ppl out bt don wanna confirm.Wtf!Hope he doesnt cal mi l8r n suddenli asks mi out @ e laz minute.Cx den I'll b lazi 2 go out.Haiz!..
Penyu wanted out n he wantz out again.Hw many tymz must he do dis?Sae..Dis e 5th or 6th tym,I tink.Haiz!I hv no idea wat 2 sae animore.Persuaded him tym n tym again bt dunno y suddenli nw I heck care oreadi.Cx I noe if I made him stae nw,he'll simply go awae again.Wun b surprised if itz tml or e nxt min.Haiz!..
E Charmed circle broken?Mayb,mayb nt.Itz juz lyk e Charmed TV serial itself,u noe.Wen Prue,e leader of e 3 sisterz died.Yeah!Itz happenin 2 OUR Charmed circle.Penyu's e leader cx hez orwaez e 1 2 make decisionz 4 us.Nw he wanz out.Hmm..Mayb we'll get a replacement,mayb nt.Juz lyk wen Paige joind dem.Itz a complete circle again.Dunno whether it wil happen here.Dunno whether e circle wil stil exist afta Penyu leaves.Haiz!Wat e heck!..
Im done helpin ppl ard here!Hello!I've gt ma own probz 2,u noe?!I hv ma own rltnshp probz 2 tink abt.Im juz a normal person!Cx I've been helpin oderz 2 much,I abandon ma own probz which usualli nidz immediate attention.Dat was wat happend between mi n Him.I was helpin out oder ppl wif dheir probz dat I
neglected us.N cx all ma brain energy has been used up,I cudnt tink straight n askd 4 a fuckin break up.So ppl,plz!Yall must respect e fact dat I've gt probz 2!Nt dat I don wanna help ah.I do.Bt I nid tym.Ma probz aint settled yet.I wil help yall.Don worie.Juz let mi settle ma probz firz k?Haiz!I don wanna lose anoder loved 1 cx of helpin oder ppl wif dheir rltnshp probz.If I kip on helpin oderz,wat abt mi?No1 helpz mi wif ma probz.I usualli hafta face it on ma own.Mayb itz tym u ppl solve ur probz on ur own,witout mi.U ppl gotta learn 2 b independent.Plz!...
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