& Monday, February 20, 2006
Am I Doin The Rite Ting?...
Haven been goin out 4 e past 2 n a half daez since we gt hm frm e tawn nite.Haiz!Missin ma honey loadz.He callz n msgs mi ocassionalli.He msgd mi yest sayin dat he misses mi soo damn much.I noe dat 2dae is his off dae n dat he juz gt his pae.Den hw come he dint ask mi out?Hmm..Dat realli pisses mi off sia!I cn onli c him once a wk cx hez workin.Nw he dint even ask mi out on his off dae!Wth..
So here I go again,blabberin abt boiz.Dis is e exact reason y I don wanna b attachd 2 som1 or even love som1.Cx wen I love dat som1,I tend 2 b sooo into him dat ma world is juz abt him.
I DON LYK DAT!..Yeah I noe som ppl myt sae dat life witout love is borin.Bt 2 mi,I'd rather b witout love.All I nid is love frm ma dearez family n frenz.Nuttin more den dat.Cx fallin in love wif som guy onli bringz alotta disappointmentz.I don wanna go thru all dat again..
Somtymz Im askin maself,hw come Im sooo into Ijal.Hw come I accepted him?Hmm..I don even hv e answers 2 dat.I noe hez a real nice guy n he lovez mi 4 hu I m.He doesnt even try 2 change mi a single bit.He doesnt hv a prob wif e wae I drez n he doesnt hv a prob wif ma childish attitude.He doesnt even get angri wif mi.Datz e part dat I realli2 lyk abt him.Cx nt all guyz r dat patient.I wanna b wif him n hope dat our rltnshp wil last long.Bt Im sooo afraid 2 face all e setbacks n disappointmentz along e wae.I've had enuf of dhose..
Aniwae,I wil nv undastan y He did e tingz He did.I've askd som of ma guy frenz 2 evaluate His character n y He did dis n dat.Dey tol mi dat He loves mi alot,datz y.Certain partz of it,I do believe.Bt moz of it,I tink itz bullshit!Cx hw cn som1 hv e heart 2 do smthg,knowin dat his beloved 1 wil b hurt wen she findz out abt it rite?He doesnt love mi enuf la.Datz all I hafta sae.Cx if He realli did love mi S much S ma frenz tot He did,He wud hv tot ova it twice or thrice b4 doin it.Case closed.Im done n ova wif Him.I gotta move on frm here n Im takin e firz step.I noe hez wif his new gerl oreadi.So I juz gotta wave Him gdbye frm afar n walk awae.Hopefulli,dis tym,I wun turn bak.Hopefulli His new gerl,I shant name hu,cn tkcr of Him wel...
posted by
your fashion icon ;at 2:26:00 PM
0comments.
