& Thursday, January 05, 2006
Wat Does It Take 4 U 2 4giv Mi?
Im stayin hm 2dae.Aint gt no planz of goin out.Gettin bankrupt aniwae.Ma sis has juz left 4 skl,ma mum n dad had oreadi left 4 work earli dis mornin.Im @ hm alone again.Haiz!..
I cnt stop thinkin abt Amy.OMG!Im trippin cx of him!I promizd maself long ago dat I aint trippin ova any nigga no more.Bt luk @ mi nw.Dherez no stoppin maself.I dunno wat 2 do animore.I dunno hw 2 make it up 2 him wen he doesnt even wanna hear ma voice on e fone!Dherez no wae I cn save dis rltnshp.Itz breakin into pieces!Argh!Nt again!I've had enuf of failin rltnshpz!I noe dat Amy's pissd off wif mi.I undastan hw he feelz bt u tel mi..Hw in e world was I supposed 2 tel him dat I was goin out wen he aint gt no fone?!Bsydz,I was onli goin out wif Penyu,his own brudder!Cnt he even trust mi 4 dat?Hmph!Watz gonna happen nxt 2 dis rlntnshp is sooo predicted.Itz gonna b juz lyk ma rltnshp wif Firdaus.Itz gonna fade wif tym n mayb,Tuesday was e laz tym I'll eva c Amy.Nobodi's eva gonna undastan hw heartbroken Im feelin rite nw.Wish I cud put tingz rite bt I gotta face facts!It aint gonna b alrite.Mayb I juz gotta let go.Y cnt he giv our rltnshp a 2nd chance?Y cnt he juz 4giv mi?I've been a gd gal 4 him all dis wyl n dis is e firz silly mistake I've eva made!Y is he takin dis sooo hard on himself?I aint gettin ani of dis!Wat shld I do rite nw?Turn ma bak on dis rltnshp n let it burn?Or shld I kip holdin on 2 e hope dat he'd cal mi 1 fine dae wen he aint angri @ mi no more?Im sooo confused n messd up rite nw!God,help mi...
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