& Friday, January 06, 2006
Ur Juz A Memory
Feel lyk bloggin again.Gt nuttin 2 do..
Went thru som of ma old stuffs juz nw.Found a pic of ma ex,Firdaus.Lukin @ his face made i feel so sad all ova again.It was a pic of e 2 of us 2geder standin outsyd his 'kompang rm' @ Ang Mo Kio CC.Dat was e laz tym I eva met him (sobz).I stil rememba dat dae so clearli.It was a Fridae n I had 2 rush bak frm skl 2 get changed b4 takin a bus 2 Woodlands Interchange 2 fetch him 2 his kompang practice.He was on crutches.I stil rememba e excitement I felt wen I saw him limpin 2wardz mi.I immediately ran up 2 him 2 hug him n he kizd ma cheek.We were so happi 2geder bak den.Nv did I xpect dat it wud b our laz tym of seein each oder.Nevertheless,our rltnhshp continued on 4 anoder 4mthz til it finalli died off on 3 Dec 2005.He was MIA!I cudnt get in contact wif him.It continued on 4 2mthz.He dint call mi on our 5th n 6th mth anniversary lyk he used 2.Mayb he silent break wif mi bt I refused 2 believe it cx I loved him sooo much.I went on wif ma lyf S per normal,stil clingin on 2 e hope dat he'd cal mi 1 dae n we cn go bak 2 normal.Dat hope was e onli ting dat gav mi strength 2 continue wif ma lyf evrydae.Den 1 dae,I finalli realised dat dhere aint nuttin left in it 4 usno more.I finalli pluckd-up enuf courage 2 muv on witout him in ma lyf.Pics of him r e onli memoriez I hv of him.Nevertheless,I'll orwaez cherish e gd tymz dat we had 2geder.Im sure he has a reason 4 leavin mi juz lidat.Mayb somdae I'll cum 2 undastan.Til den,I wish him all e bez in wateva he does n mae he b happi wif hu eva he is wif rite nw...
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