& Thursday, January 12, 2006
Im Walkin Awae Frm e Troublez In Ma Lyf
Itz 4:10am n im cryin ma eyez out.Ma gd frenz all dis wyl aint dhere 4 mi no more.Amy(ma syg),Penyu n Shamil e 3 ppl we used 2 hang out wif sooo much r leadin 3 separate livez rite nw.I was juz on e fone wif Penyu n he said dat he wanz 2 go bak 2 his paz lyf.Stuff he'd b doin b4 we gt 2 noe dem.He tol mi dat dey changed alot since we met dem n hez feelin bored cx he claimz dat he aint himself.U noe hw disappointed Im feelin rite nw?!E 6 of us orwaez hung out 2geder.Den Renni gt 2 bz wif her own tingz n cnt chil wif us.Den comez Amy.Hez hookd up wif work.Nw Shamil.He aint ard no more.Dunno where he is.Finalli,Penyu wanz 2 walk awae.God dammit!Here I m waitin 4 Amy cx I believe dat he'd cum bak 2 mi again.Nw I realise smthg.He aint goin 2.Ya I noe hez stil ma boi.Bt I juz cnt hold it 2geder animore!I've been tryin 2 tink positive bt I cnt animore.Im in ma worse state eva.I hafta b alone.Far awae frm ppl.I nid tym 2 realli put maself 2geder..
PS:Amy,I'm sooo sori.I don mean 2 giv up on us.I orwaez hope 4 e bez bt hopin aint enuf.We nid 2 work it out.It doesnt luk 2 gd 4 us.Guez we've reachd e end of e rainbow.I don wanna let go bt I hv 2.Im sooo sori.Plz don b angri @ mi.I tink itz e onli wae out 4 e bof of us.Don worie.I'll orwaez love u.I juz gotta walk awae.I hope 1 dae u'll undastan...
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