& Friday, January 27, 2006
Hatin 1 & Lovin The Oder...
Yest morn ard 7:30am,I met Penyu @ Bedok Int.He wanted mi 2 accompani him 2 go get smthg.Den we walkd ard firz,wastin tym.We ate @ som coffeeshop nearby S our stomachs were bof grumblin.Had a piece of roti prata wif egg.It was god damn nice sia!1 of e nicest roti prata I've eaten so far.Den we went 2 NTUC 2 luk 4 hair bleach.We went 2 e arcade 2 plae LAN gamez.It was fun sia!Was contemplatin 2 cal Md Noh.Was afraid dat he myt stil b slpin or doin smthg n I dint wanna bother him.So I decided 2 cal him @ a later tym.Sae abt 3pm lidat ah.Afta playin @ e arcade 4 abt 2hrs,we walkd ard Bedok Central 2 luk 4 smthg dat he was lukin 4.Afta dat,we walkd bak 2 his hse cx he wanted 2 go skimmin n nided 2 change n get his board n wait 4 Shamil @ e same tym.He tol mi 2 accompani dem go skim so dat I cn help dem take pics.I agreed cx it has been a long tym since I went dwn 2 e beach maself..
All e wae 2 his blk,I saw Bedok Town Sec peepz comin out.Den I tot 2 maself.Skali I bump into Md Noh ar?Hahz!E min I tot of dat,a grp of Bedok Twn Sec peepz walkd pass n dhere was Md Noh!He called mi ova 2 tok 2 him.I was realli mad @ him 4 nt replyin ma msgs.He said his ppd was low.I was lyk "excuse mi!".I check e SAM machine 2 c whether his ppd was low anot n it said he had $15.80 in it!Isnt dat enuf 2 repli ma msgs?!I was soo pissd off sia!Den he askd mi where I was goin.I said I was gonna accompani Penyu go skim.Den he said,"Wat board is he usin?Woody or fibre?Hez usin woody rite?Den tel him,don skim @ fame!"Den all of dem started lafin!Wth!Ya la I noe dat hez usin fibreglass board bt dat doesnt mean dat he had 2 belittle Penyu rite?I flared up cx I hate it wen som1 insultz ma fren esp ma bez fren.Doesnt he realize dat som of his skimmatez r usin woody 2 n skimmin @ fame?Y don he chase dem awae?Doesnt mean hez pro skimmer,he cn act lyk a big shot!Felt lyk slappin him sia!Den I askd him,"U agreed 2 patch up 4 wat sia?Ur nt serious abt it rite?Den y e hel agree 2 patch sia lidat?U tink wat?Funfair ar?!"Den he said dat he agreed 2 a patch up cx he was feelin bored.@ dat moment,I turnd red wif anger n I tink he noticed dat 2.I was fuckd up sia!Does he tink dat a rltnshp is a game or smthg?!I askd him 4 a break up AGAIN cx I cnt stand bein wif a guy huz nt serious 2 b wif mi.He agreed 2 e break up n we walkd separate waez.Datz e laz Im eva gonna tok 2 dat lousy bastard.I SWEAR..
I turnd ard n guez hu i saw tokin 2 Penyu?AMY!Yes!Amy was dhere!I was soo happi 2 c him cx it was ma firz tym seein him afta our break up.Bt e min I approachd dem,he walkd awae.I felt sooo hurt.I wanted 2 sae hi 2 him!He said we were frenz bt y doesnt he wanna tok 2 mi?@ leaz 4 lil wyl?I watchd him walk awae.Once again,ma heart was breakin.C'mon Amy,turn ard.I noe u wanna sae gdbye.Juz turn ard n I noe u stil care 4 mi.Juz do it,Amy.Bam!He turnd ard 2 luk @ mi!Dat moment,I knew he stil cared.I stil love him alot bt itz juz dat I cnt 4giv him 4 wat he did bhynd ma bak.I don undastan!If he oreadi had anoder gal,y doesnt he wanna giv mi up?N y doesnt he wanna tok 2 mi @ all afta we broke up?Itz S if hez angri @ mi n itz S tho im e 1 hu broke his heart.Bt wateva 4?I dint betrae him.Y shld he b mad @ mi?Haiz!I juz noe dat I miz Amy alot.I realli2 do..
Den Shamil came ova 2 Penyu's plc n e 3 of us set out 4 e beach.We had soo much fun dhere!I was takin pics of dem skimmin.Den wen gettin readi 2 go hm (dat was lyk ard 7:30pm),Shamil tokd 2 mi abt Amy.He askd mi if Amy n I hv broken up.Obviousli,Amy dint tel him anitin.Y?I tuk e opportunity 2 ask Shamil if Amy stil kept our picture.He said dat Amy stuck e picure 2 e mirror.I was soo happi 2 hear dat sia!I tot Amy wud b chuckin e pic somwhere in e cupboard or even throw it awae!Hahz!Dat meanz Amy stil lovez mi a lil rite?I miz him sooo much!If onli I cud turn bak tym,I'd make sure evryting turnz out fyn n dat nuttin comez between us..
Rite nw,Im stil single.Penyu doesnt allow mi 2 get a new boi cx he saez I orwaez make e rong choices.I cnt agree wif him ani betta.He tol mi nt 2 accept ani boi unless e boi is recommended by him.He promizd dat he'd find mi a boi huz nice n cn tkcr of mi n @ e same tym,has e lukz.Hahz!Guez I'll juz hafta wait...
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