& Monday, January 30, 2006
Confused...
Went 2 e beach wif Penyu n kakak yest morn.Reachd his crib ard 8 in e morn bt he was stil slpin.Kept on pesterin him 2 wake up n bathe bt he was 2 slpy so we juz let him b.He finalli woke up ard comin 2 9 lidat.Waited 4 him 2 bathe,ate som breakfast his mum made 4 us n finalli we left his plc ard 10+.Gt a cab n headed straight 4 e beach.We found a perfect spot 2 pitch a tent.Den I went 2 accompani Penyu skimmin.Gt som vids of him doin tricks wyl kakak was in e tent lukin afta e stuffs.It was blazin hot sia out dhere!Ma skin felt lyk S if itz gonna tear out ani moment.Hahz!I cudnt take e heat so we went bak 2 e tent 2 take a rest.Kakak n Penyu went strollin along e beach lukin 4 a public toilet wyl I tuk a rest in e tent.I tink I dozed off.Im nt so sure.Hahz!Den I went dwn 2 e jetty 2 take a vid of Penyu again.Afta all of us were draind off our energy,we started packin up headin bak 2 Penyu's crib.E moment we stepd into Penyu's plc,kakak n I went 2 take a bath n changed into clean clothes n all.Den e 3 of us fel aslp on 1 single bed.Hahz!Cn imagine hw squashd up we were.Cnt even toss n turn sia!Den Penyu went 2 turn on e lightz ard 7+ @ nite!Damn!I woke up.Soo bright sia his freakin bedrm light!Urgh!Den we went dwn 2 e nearest mcdonald's n 7-eleven 2 get som fud.Went bak 2 his plc n Shamil n Sharee joind us dhere.We chilld 4 awlyl b4 it was tym 4 mi n kakak 2 head hm.I tink Im a lil sunburnt oreadi.Ma face is a lil red bt itz nt soo bad la.Shld b gone within a few daez.Juz hafta avoid goin 2 e beach 2 often b4 I get dark all ova again..
Im missin Amy sooo much lateli.Dreamt of him a few tymz oreadi.Haiz!I heard dat hez been askin abt mi frm Penyu.He was lyk "Hw's Hani?".Does dis mean dat he stil cares 4 mi or smthg or izit juz mi huz overly obsessed?I miz him n I hated e break up.Onli if he knew dat I dint wan e break up @ all.Itz juz dat I was forced 2.It hurtz mi soo much 2 sae dat B word rite in his face.Nw he hatez mi cx he tinkz dat I was e 1 hu wanted e break up.He doeant noe dat I noe abt him n dat gal...
Ma boi or shld I realli cal him dat?I dunno ah.Aniwae,ma boi msgd mi yest t he totalli pissd mi off sia!Sayin dat skimmin sux!I was lyk wat e hell!I gt soo mad @ him.Im soo confused rite nw.I hv a boi bt I stil love Amy alot alot.Wat e hell sia!I noe dherez smthg rong wif mi.Bt I cnt help it.Amy stil has ma heart.N ma poor boi doesnt even noe abt it.Im soo mean!Bt I hope dat e LOVE between us wil develop ova tym.I'll treat him nicely,tho.I wun hurt his feelingz n all.Hez a real nice guy n Im thankful 4 havin him.I noe he cn tkcr of mi n make a perfect boifren.I juz nid tym 2 get ova Amy,datz all.Lyf's a drag @ tymz...
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