& Friday, January 06, 2006
A Broken Heart Continues 2 Beat
Im stayin hm again 2dae,I tink.Home alone again.Haiz!..
Penyu called ma sis S usual yest nite n dey tokd on e fome 4 hours n hours.I cn c dat he realli lykz her.*winx*.Bt a certain part of mi is jealous cx laz tym,ma fone wud b ringin @ nite cx Amy wud b callin mi.Nw it aint ringin no more.Amy barely calz mi nowadaez.Added 2 e fact dat hez workin @ nite nw.2 make tingz worse,he lost his SIM card therefore,I cnt get in contact wif him.So sad.I miz him sooo much bt I don tink he misses mi a single bit.Hez 2 angri @ mi nw dat he doesnt even care dat I miz him alot.Mayb he doesnt even love mi no more!I dunno wat elz 2 sae or do 2 make it up 2 him.I noe dat it was ma fault bt Im tryin ma bez here 2 put tingz rite bt he juz doesnt wanna hear ma voice on e fone!Hw elz m I supposed 2 straighten tingz out wif him?I don tink hez gonna take off nxt wk cx he oreadi mizd work dis wk.Even if he getz an off dae,he wudnt b spendin it wif mi cx nxt wk is Hari Raya Haji oreadi.haiz!Guez I'll nv c him again huh?Wat m I 2 do nw?I cnt tink of ani oder waez 2 make it up 2 him bt 2 tok 2 him on e fone.Bt stil,it seemz impossible cx he'll juz hang up the min he hearz ma voice on e oder line.I guez dherez no wae 2 settle dis dispute between us.I gotta face factz.Our rltnshp IS dyin n dherez nuttin dat I cn do abt it.I'll juz hv 2 watch it go dwn e drain.Once again,I'll b left broken-hearted.So typical of mi.I orwaez end up screwin som rltnshp.It sux big tym!I hate e feelin of pain wen e rltnshp doesnt work out n e bez solution is 2 juz walk awae frm it.Bt no matter wat,I'll try ma bez 2 work tingz out between Amy n I.Even if e rltnshp failz,@ leaz I'll feel gd knowin dat I've tried ma veri bez 2 try n save it...
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