& Thursday, December 29, 2005
Yesterdae nite ma sis and I went 2 lepak2 wif Shamil n Penyu @ Bdok sk8park.I was hopin dat ma boi wud b dhere.@ leaz I get 2 c him rite?Bt he wasnt (sobz2).He was workin.Haiz!Bt it was cool juz lepak-ing wif e 2 moz gile2 guyz in e world.I drank 3 cans of REDBULL n was feelin kind groggy.I guez REDBULL realli givz u wingz huh?Hahz!Nw ma throatz hurtin cx of it.Bt I feel lyk drinkin more REDBULL.Oh oh!M i addicted 2 it?Nah!Cnt b.Hahz!..
Im sittin here in front of e comp wif Panda Eyez.Dint get much slp yest nite.Kept starin up @ e bloody ceilin.Tried forcin ma eyez shut bt it kept on openin!So frustratin!Suddenli witout realisin,ma eyez welled up wif tearz.Memoriez of mi n Firdaus suddenli flashd paz ma eyez.All e happi tymz dat we spent 2geder.I realise dat I miz him alot!Bt dherez no wae dat I cn turn bak tym.I don even noe where in e moron world he is rite nw.I guez I am stil hurtin n trippin cx of him.I shld b cx we were 5mths 2geder.Itz a pity dat he juz threw it all awae.I noe I dint make a mistake.Mayb itz juz dat e flame ain't burnin no more.Wish he had given our rltnshp a 2nd chance.Mayb we cuda sought tingz out.Wel,I guez itz 2 late nw.No use cryin ova spilt milk rite?I hope hez happi wif hu eva he is wif rite nw..
Watz impt 2 mi nw is ma honey.I hope dat we cn last long 2geder.At least 1yr.U tink we cn make it?I sure hope so.I don wanna lose him.Hez sucha swtheart!I miz him sooo much.I was hopin dat he wud cal mi yest nite bt he dint.I guez hez bz workin.Furthermore,his ppd is low.I hope he'd cal 2nite.If nt,I hope 2 c him soon...
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