Itz 2007 oreadi!Hw fast tym fliez huh?2006 was a great yr 4 mi,full of bof gd n bad memoriez.Bt it seemz dat 2007 isnt gonna b ani betta.A few minz into 2007,I oreadi fought wif B.Wat a bad wae 2 start a new yr,I noe.Bt it dint stop dhere.We've had many other squabblez as daez passd by..

Once,we quarrelled abt his ex's pic.I don mind him kippin his ex's pic actualli cx all dhose r juz 4 memoriez ryt?I maself do kip pics of ma exes.In fact,I hv picz of evry single 1 of dem.Bt e part dat realli tickd mi off was e fact that he cud whack mi juz cx of her pic!I mean,I was juz holdin e pic cx I wanted 2 take a luk @ it.Nv did it croz ma mind 2 throw it awae.Bt he was juz over-reactin ova a small ting.Nyt n dae,he tellz mi dat he lovez mi.Bt hey!Juz luk @ e wae he reacted!Obviousli,he's stil hung up wif her ryt?Gosh!I noe gerlz out dhere wil undastan hw I feel abt dis.Bt I trusted him n had faith in us.So I juz dismissd e issue..

Bt S daez pazd,e pic was stil in his wallet.Wtf!I tol him soo many tymz abt hw I felt abt e whole ting bt he juz tuk it so lightly,takin 4 granted dat no matter wat he does 2 hurt ma feelingz,I'll orwaez b dhere 4 him.He juz nv listens 2 wat I sae.So I decided 2 do e same.I tuk ma pic wif Sajui we tuk a long2 tym ago n put it into ma wallet.E nxt dae wen I met B,I purposeli tol him 2 take out $2 frm ma wallet.He saw e pic,he gt super pissd off wif mi.Hakz!Nw he noez hw I feel huh?He tol mi 2 throw e pic awae.Bt wen I tol him dat I'd onli throw dat pic awae if he threw his pic of his ex firz.He dint wanna do it!He kept on sayin dat he has been kippin dat pic even b4 he was wif his ex.4 hell's sake!I've been kippin ma pic wif Sajui since 2004!Yet I dint complain abt havin 2 throw it awae!Y is he sooo into dat pic 4?Honestli,dis issue has realli caused a huge crack in our rltnshp.It made mi tink twice abt bein wif B n it questioned his love 4 mi..

Cnt he c dat I don nid him 2 sae dat he lovez mi?Ani1 cn sae it bt do dey realli mean it?I nid him 2 prove 2 mi n show mi dat he realli meanz wat he saez!Bt sadli,he has been provin mi oderwise.I dunno hw much more of dis i cn take.Itz realli breakin ma heart weneva I tink abt it.Hu does he realli love nw?Mi or her?I don wan him 2 b wif mi phisically yet his heart is stil wif her 4 all dhese tym dat Im wif him..

Hez done sooo many tingz 2 hurt ma feelingz.Nt once did I feel special 2 him.He'd praise evry single gerl out dhere n it made mi feel lyk S if Im e worse gerl he's eva known n bein wif.Hez nt supposed 2 put mi dwn!S ma bf,hez supposed 2 make mi feel lyk S if Im e onli gerl in dis world dat he sees!I dunno wat elz 2 sae 2 him cx it seemz dat he'll juz nv undastan...
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Firzly,I'd lyk 2 sae HaPpI 11mThZ AnNiVeRsArY,ma dearez DarL!Im so thankful dat we've made it dis far.I nv anticipated dat our rltnshp wud laz dis long.Bt wateva it is,I nv regret bein wif u,nt even 4 a sec dat i tot twice abt us.I realli2 love u alot,ma dear..

In a few hrs' tym wil b Hari Raya Haji.It wil b e firz Hari Raya Haji witout Papa ard.Datz soo sad.Hez awae in Mecca nw doin his Haj.I realli2 mish him alot especialli wen I heard e takbir juz nw.Haiz!Wonderin wen he'd b bak.I juz hope dat he'll b bak soon..

2007 is juz ard e corner.Soon,b4 we know it,we hafta sae gdbye 2 2006.Haiz!I orwaez get soo emotional wen it comez 2 sayin hello 2 a new yr.2006 has brought bof gd n bad tingz 2 ma lyf.Letz start of wif e gd tingz firz yea?Firzly,I met ma HuBbY n Im eva so thankful 4 it.I met new frenz in ma new skl n I love dem soooo much!I started workin dis yr n I met ma dearest fren,Amin.Love him soo much (S a fren)!..

Abt e nt so gd tingz,Papa had 2 leave 4 Saudi Arabia.Bt it wont b 4 long..

I realli hope dat 2007 wil b a greater yr 4 mi,ma whole family n 4 ma B oso...
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[Gerl]
Hey baby,oh tel plz
Y u wanna plae dhese gamez wif mi
Tot u orwaez wanted 2 b wif mi

[Boi]
U were e firz gerl I wanted too
Bt tingz hv changed between mi n u
Datz y I don noe wat Im gonna do
Lateli,u sae Ive been actin kinda strangeli
Like I don love u no more
U say cal mi
Bt I juz cnt Xplain it so crazee,between mi n u baby
Oh even tho @ firz u meant e world 2 mi
Tym has come 2 spread ma wingz n b set free
So I cud figure out a plc where I belong
2 find ,a wae hm nw dat love's gone

[Gerl]
I'll b singin y don u cal mi no more
It was evry nyt u were callin mi b4
If u had e chance u'd b knockin @ ma door
So tel mi watz changed
Y don u gimme som tym?
Tel mi cx I cnt get u outta ma mind
Ryt up til nw we've been doin juz fyn
So tel mi watz changed

[Boi]
Baby,since we met Ive treat u lyk a lady
Nw I dunno wat 2 do
I tink mayb
Itz juz dat ma wil 4 u has run empty
Wat m I gonna do baby
Even tho @ firz u made mi so happi
Ma love 4 u has changed so put e blame on mi
Under pressure itz too hard 4 mi 2 stae
I feel so guilty wen u page mi evrydae

[Gerl]
Y wun u ans ma page?
It was u hu said tingz were nv gonna change
N it seemz lateli ur actin kinda strange
So tel mi watz changed
Y cnt u even pass by?
Spend som of ur tym even juz sae 'hi'
Ur nt e type of guy hu wud ma a gerl cry
So tel mi watz changed

[Boi]
Gerl I noe
It seemz lyk I don care
Afta all e tingz we used 2 share
Nw I noe it feelz lyk I done u rong
Bt e pain wil heal sooner dat Im gone

[Gerl]
I'll b singin y don u cal mi no more
It was evry nyt u were callin mi b4
If u had e chance u'd b knockin @ ma door
So tel mi watz changed
Y don u gimme somtym
Tel mi cx I cnt get u outta ma mind
Ryt up til nw we've been doin juz fyn
So tel mi watz changed

Y wun u ans ma page?
It was u hu said tingz were nv gonna change
N it seemz lateli ur actin kinda strange
So tel mi watz changed
Y cnt u even pass by?
Spend som of ur tym even juz sae 'hi'
Ur nt e type of guy hu wud make a gerl cry
So tel mi watz changed

[Gerl&Boi]
Gerl I nv meant 2 make u cry
Bt itz so hard 2 find e wordz 2 sae
Tho I nv wanted 2 hurt u
Oh no gerl plz believe mi...

Juz luk @ e lyricz of e song.It realli feelz lyk a song mi n B wud b singin 2geder.I dunno watz changed or wat made tingz change.Izit ma fault dat it went soo bad or was it juz e wae itz supposed 2 b?Did I do smthg rong 2 deserve dis or izit him huz pullin himself awae?Luk @ e wae we r nw.We've drifted 2 far apart.Dunno if we cn find our wae bak.Itz sad juz thinkin abt hw much we've changed ova e paz 10mthz.Juz thinkin abt e old daez made mi smyl.Love was soo strong bak den.Nw itz near zero.Wat wud it take 2 b lyk b4?Datz all i eva wan 4 us..

2 sae dat he lovez mi,im nt dat sure he does.2 sae dat he doesnt love mi,Im sure he does.Wel,@ leaz a lil somwhere deep insyd of him.I dunno wat 2 believe.Y is he orwaez findin faultz wif mi n doin tingz dat I don lyk him doin?Is he purposeli doin dhese 2 make mi hate him n finalli ask 4 break?Does he actualli wan a break bt is waitin 4 mi 2 sae it?Datz y hez purposeli hurtin mi?..


I juz wanna noe 4 sure.I don wanna b kept hangin on e lyn.So dat I cn make a decision n stand firm by it.B n I hv gt a realli serious ting 2 tok abt.We nid 2 sort tingz out.I hope we cn work tingz out @ leaz.If we cnt,den a break up wud b e bez solution 2 evryting.Don get mi rong by thinkin dat imma coward n I juz wanna walk awae.Cx im nt in ani wae lidat.Wen u gtg,u juz gtg...
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Rememba dat bitch I've been mentionin in ma previous posts?Shez realli gettin on ma nervez man!Shez actualli turnin e tables on mi nw n sayin dat Im e bad 1 here.Itz all ova her frenster!Gosh!Wtf!She saes dat Im stupid,naive n irritatin.Does she noe exactli hu shez messin ard wif?She juz awakend a slpin tiger!Hakz!Shez gonna get wat she deserves.Im nt gonna kip mum abt dis matter cx she has definitely crossd e line.Sucha small matter,she wanna make it big.Fyn!Since she wanz it dat wae,I shall plae by her game.Bt in end,I'll make sure she loses dis game.I hate bein e loser.2 bad dat 1 of has 2 b e loser n it wil DEFINITELY b her!..

Hw dare she call mi ugli?Lyk EXCUSE MI!Im nt ugly k.Shez e 1 huz ugly.Doesnt her mirror werk @ hm?Gosh!Luk @ e amt of pimples on her god damn face!I tink ma butt lukz a thousand tymz betta den her face ah!Hu is she 2 judge mi?She doesnt even noe mi!Shez a minah tudong yet shez much meaner den all e typical minahz out dhere!Her tudong is juz a facade 2 show hw 'gd' n 'pure' she is.Lyk EWWWWW!!I tink im lyk wae betta n purer den her ler!..

Shez lyk sooo super childish by tellin e whole world hw much she hatez mi.Nt happi wif mi?Y type on frenster?Y nt get ma hp num or type mi a personal msg on frenster n mit up wif mi?Dat wae we cn settle our dispute face 2 face ryt?Sucha coward she is!Of cx ler on frenster she cn sae anitin she wanna sae abt mi.Wait til she comez face 2 face wif mi.Letz c whether she cn even arrange her sentences properli.Mayb she myt nt even sae a single ting..

I make sure I get her on e fone or betta stil,face 2 face.Wanna put her all e wae dwn,where she realli belongz.Gonna teach her lesson.2 bad dat she messd wif e rong person dis tym.Her bad luck ah.Im nt gonna let her off e hook.Im gonna hunt her dwn no matter wat i takez.Im nt gonna rest til she getz wat she deservez..

Hey slut!U betta watch ur bak k.U myt b brave thru e comp.I mean,hu wudnt ryt?Letz c if ur S brave wen u cum face 2 face wif mi.U bloody whore!...
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Nuttin much realli happend e few daez bak datz y I havent been bloggin.Nuttin much 2 sae except dat I met abg again.Gd 2 finalli c him cx itz been mthz dat we havent met each oder.He dint even noe dat I cut ma hair mthz bak.Wen he finalli sees mi again,ma hair has grown bak again.Hakz!Cn imagine hw long he hasnt seen mi sia!Hakz!..

He said dat I've changed alot since e laz tym I met him.Hmm..2 mi,Im stil e same bt Im nt sure ah.Mayb I've changed a lil here n dhere bt no drastic changes made so far.Hakz!..

Btw,Im stil soo fuckd up wif dat Bitch!Shez lyk sooo gettin onto ma nerves!I feel lyk juz smackin her bloody face sia!Step ane nye minah tudong jek.Kalo ati bersih,tkpe.Ni minah tudong nk mengutok org sak!Cam nk maki jek muke die 2!Step ane nye lwr jek!Relek suar ah gerl.Pelan2 kayuh ah lu!Aku agik ketok ko brape tiang ah.Ko nmpk asap jek.Jgn nk step jambu ah kt sini.Tk dpt ah sia!Kalo mmg jambu,tkpe ah.Ni muke cam taik sak!Tong sampah pn agi mulia ah.Ko jgn nk maen2 ngan aku ah eh.U'll soon regret it.I'll make sure of it.Juz get e hell awae frm mi ler!U God damn slut!...
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Yest noon,I wenT 2 Escape wif B n Wawan.Had a blast of a tym.Tix were @ $6 each.Gt a locker 2 put all ma stuff in n enterd Escape.B wanted mi 2 try e Inverter wif him bt sadli,yest e Inverter was under maintenence..

We tuk a ride on e Rainbow.It cn hold many ppl @ once n it turnz all e wae round.Up 2 e sky n bak dwn 2 e ground.Freakin scaree,I tel u.Wawan sat wif B n I had 2 sit alone.So sad!I was sooo afraid.Nv tried such tingz in ma entire lyf.Nv dared 2,aniwae.Dis ma firz tym n I had 2 sit alone.Damn!Nvm den.B4 I knew it,we were flung high up into e sky.It was damn freaky!Felt lyk S if ma heart was gonna jump out thru ma throat!All I cud tink abt was ma mum,ma hm n abt gettin dwn.It was lyk e end of e world man,lyk S if ma heart was gonna stop beatin anitym.Finalli,e moment dat I've been hopin 4 came.E ride ended n I cudnt b happier bt 2 get dwn n feel e ground beneath ma feet again..

Den I accompanied Wawan up dis veri childish roller coaster.Hakz!Small bt I had alotta fun.Hekz!Den we accompanied B 2 Q-up @ go-kart station.B was e onli 1 goin 4 it cx I hv no idea hw 2 operate e bloody ting.Hakz!So b4 I made a fool of maself,I'd rather nt go on it.Hekz!

Finalli,we tried dis water ride.I've 4gotten wat itz cald.Hakz!Dis tym B sat alone.I was sittin @ e front of e log n Wawan was bhynd mi.E highest drop was 15m.Quite scaree man!I was damn freakd out!A damn steep slope added 2 ma fear of heightz.Once again,I feltlyk dyin rite on e spot.Hakz!..

Juz nw we went dwntwn again.Bt dis tym 2 Wild Wild Wet (WWW).Juz e 3 of us again.Gt our Funkey card,den went 2 eat @ McD again.Enterd WWW,gt ourselves a locker den went 2 change.Den we went straight into e pool.Dipd into e pool,grabd a float each n off we went!Hekz!Super fun man altho I cudnt swim.Den we went 2 e Tsunami.Stayd dhere 4 quite awyl den we went on e Ular-lah ride.Super fun man!Quite scaree e firz tym bt wen we went on it e 2nd tym,it wasnt S scaree.B wanted 2 try e Slide-Up.I dint wan 2 cx it lukd super scaree esp wen Im afraid of heightz.Bt since he wanted 2 go soo much,I dint wanna disappoint him.Itz onli meant 4 2 ppl so mi n B went up.Wawan waited 4 us dwnstairz..

We were off!Gosh!Ma heart was abt 2 fling out frm ma throat man!It felt lyk S if ma heartz gonna stop beatin ani minute!It was e scariest ride I've been on!B had a shock of his lyf!Even wen I clozd ma eyez,I felt lyk dyin man!Fuyoh!I juz wanted 2 get bak dwn asap!Cudnt take it animore..

By den,it was alreadi 4+pm.We went on a few more roundz round e pool den we headed 4 hm.Gt changed,den we tuk a bus 2 Pasir Ris Int.Had an earli dinner @ Food Point @ White Sand.Den we tuk a train bak 2 Aljunied.I fell aslp in e MRT.Was realli beat man.Damn tired!..

Had a real fun tym wif B on bof daez.Nv been 2 such plcs b4.Was a real nice xperience 4 mi..

Hmm..Juz wan B n I 2 b bak lyk laz tym.No fightin,happi orwaez.We nv yelld @ each oder,orwaez smylin n jokin ard.Nw,e tablez hv turnd.We r no longer dat wae.We quarrel ova e slytest ting n we fight EVRYDAE.Im sick n tired of fightin!I've tokd 2 him abt ma opinion.He 2 shares e same opinion.We promiz dat we'd try 2 change e wae tingz r.We wanna change b4 our 1yr anniversary (dat is,if we eva make it dat far).Nevertheless,I stil love him alot!...
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Yest noon I went 2 mit B @ his plc.Waited 4 him 2 drez up n den we headed dwn 2 Peninsula Plaza cx B wanted 2 buy som stuff.Walkd ard dhere.He gt himself a real nice belt wif marijuana leaves printed all over e belt.Lukz cool!Hekz!..

Den we took a slow stroll 2 Raffles City.Wanted 2 find som plc 2 eat cx our stomachs were grumblin.I suggested eatin @ Burger King bt B doesnt wan 2 cx he said he dint wanna eat fastfood.Haiz!So we walkd thru CityLink Mall 2 get 2 Suntec City.Stumbled upon the Polar Puffs kiosk n we bof were cravin 4 e hotdog roll.Been a long tym since we had it.Hakz!Bought 2 of it n indulged!Hakz!..

Reachd Suntec City n we were thirsty.Walkd 2 Carrefour 2 get drinkz den we went up 2 Toys 'R' Us cx I wanted so much 2 luk 4 a carebear.Bt 2 ma disappointment,dey don sell it animore.Nt even 1 of it!Sooo sadded sia!By den it was 3pm.Wanted 2 take e escalator dwn.Pazd by som shop sellin babies n toddlers accessories.B wanted so much 2 buy 4 his younger bro a Power Rangers t-shirt.Bt dis 1 was much2 betta.It was lyk a whole suit!It was soo irresistable.B bought e red suit 4 Hambali n I gt e blu 1 4 his oder bro,Wawan.Each suit costs $22.90.Expensive,I noe bt dey were gorgeous!Had 2 hv it!Hakz!Den we bof tuk a taxi bak 2 B's plc.Hambali was sooo excited 2 c his costume.Tol him 2 try it on bt he wudnt take it out afta which.Hakz!Bt he lukd real adorable in it.Glad he lykd it.Made mi feel so satisfired..

Waited 4 Kakak 2 wake up cx promizd her dat I wud accompani her 2 watch a movie yest.B wanted 2 come along.So I decided dat we went 2 Vivo City since we've nv been dhere.Met Kakak @ Dhoby Ghaut MRT station ard 6.30pm.Headed 2 Vivo..

Damn was Vivo HUGE!I mean realli HUGE!Sooo many shopz n gettin 2 e cinema itself was quite a distance.Hakz!Bought 3 tix 2 Dejavu @ 21:20.Had abt 3hrz 2 kill.Bought slurpeez n went out 2 had ciggyz.Hekz!Went 2 Toys 'R' Us again.Stil nuttin nice.Dropd by Charles & Keith.Kakak gt herself a pair of sandals n I bought a white bag 4 $33.90.B wanted mi 2 buy it soo much.Hakz!Den we walkd 2 Esprit where Kakak bought a maroon sweater 4 $49.90.Enterd Topshop n Forever21.Dint find anitin nice dhere.Walkd ova 2 Adidas.Kakak bought a pink bag 4 $50.I was soo attracted 2 dis light blu adidas sweater.It costs $80.Dint hv e $$ 2 buy it cx I was stretchin ma $$ til pae dae.Kakak bought it 4 mi.Thx alot man,Kakak!Realli appreciate it.Hekz!Afta doin lotsa shoppin,we headed 2 Hall10 4 our movie..

Movie ended ard 23;40.Mizd e laz bus n dint wanna take e bus hm.2 long a ryd ah.Hailed a cab.Dropd B off @ his plc den we headed hm.Had a realli2 fun tym sia!Itz been quite long since e 3 of us hung out 2geder.Had a blast of a tym!..

Realli love ma deareZ B soooo super much!Hope he noez it.Hakz!...
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